siamee07
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~*Keep Running*~
Joined: August 19, 2012
Last Seen: 7 years
Birthday: August 31
user id: 326061
Location: Arlington, TX
Gender: F
Joined: August 19, 2012
Last Seen: 7 years
Birthday: August 31
user id: 326061
Location: Arlington, TX
Gender: F
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Hi!
My real name is Heaven
Im 18
Im dating the love of my life<3
Im in College!!! :)
I <3 MUSIC
I drink
i would be smoking pot but sadley im on probation from hanging out with the wrong people
My past isnt perfect either
I was molested when i was 9 (my step-brother)
My mom has almost died twice due to massive bloodclots (first was 2.5 feet the other was 7-9 in)
Ive been bullied since my first day of kindergarden (from teasing to gang jumps)
Wat else is wrong with me?
Im bi-polar
Anxiety/paranoia
EDNOS/Anorexic
self harm recovery
OCD
I have 6 current piercings and one tattoo
size 00 gages
2 lobal on my right ear
bellybutton
an iindustrial on my left ear
lip
upper left arm i have a peace sign, heart and ying yang sign in black outline
Some of my fav bands (yes this is long...and in ABC order)
Avenged Sevenfold
Apocalyptica
Black Sabbath
Breaking Benjamin
Bullet for my Valentine
Combichrist
Disturbed
Falling in Reverse
Greenday
Linkin park
Metallica
Motley crue
Muse
My Chemical Romance
Papa Roach
Queen
Shinedown
Three Days Grace
Van Halen
3 Doors Down
30 Seconds to Mars
My major is Anthropology
My minor is Archaeology
My real name is Heaven
Im 18
Im dating the love of my life<3
Im in College!!! :)
I <3 MUSIC
I drink
i would be smoking pot but sadley im on probation from hanging out with the wrong people
My past isnt perfect either
I was molested when i was 9 (my step-brother)
My mom has almost died twice due to massive bloodclots (first was 2.5 feet the other was 7-9 in)
Ive been bullied since my first day of kindergarden (from teasing to gang jumps)
Wat else is wrong with me?
Im bi-polar
Anxiety/paranoia
EDNOS/Anorexic
self harm recovery
OCD
I have 6 current piercings and one tattoo
size 00 gages
2 lobal on my right ear
bellybutton
an iindustrial on my left ear
lip
upper left arm i have a peace sign, heart and ying yang sign in black outline
Some of my fav bands (yes this is long...and in ABC order)
Avenged Sevenfold
Apocalyptica
Black Sabbath
Breaking Benjamin
Bullet for my Valentine
Combichrist
Disturbed
Falling in Reverse
Greenday
Linkin park
Metallica
Motley crue
Muse
My Chemical Romance
Papa Roach
Queen
Shinedown
Three Days Grace
Van Halen
3 Doors Down
30 Seconds to Mars
My major is Anthropology
My minor is Archaeology
Quotes by siamee07
99 Confessions
1. Last hug: last night
2. Last phone call: mom
3. Last text message: lolly
4. Last song you heard: beast and the harlot by avenged sevenfold
5. Last time you cried: like 5 mins ago?
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: i hope not
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: hell yes
9. Lost someone special: yup :(
10. Been depressed: right now
11. Pulled all-nighter: always
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. purple
13: silver
14: blood red
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: yup :)
16. Fallen out of love: nope
17. Laughed until you cried: not in a while
18. Met someone who changed you: possibly
19. Found out who your true friends were: sure
20. Found out someone was talking about you: prolly the always are
21. Kissed anyone: not refcently
YOUR LIFE.
22.How many people on your fol lowers list do you know in real life: i hope none
23. How many kids do you want: im not sure
24. Do you have any pets: 2 cats
25. Do you want to change your name: already have
26. What did you do for your last Birthday: got high
27. What time did you wake up today: 11:30?
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: smoking and wathing comedy
29. Name something you cannot wait for: graduation
30. Last time you saw your mother: 2 min ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: everything
32. What are you listening to right now: avenged sevenfold
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:no?
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: my mom
35. Most visited webpage: facebook and witty
36. Whats your real name: heaven
37. Nicknames: nope
38. Relationship Status: heartbroken
40. Male or female: female
44. Last kiss?: the week after spring break
45. Tall or short: short
47. Do you have a crush on someone: for the last 6 years
48. What do you like about yourself: not much
49. Piercings: yup 5
50. Tattoos: not yet
51. Righty or lefty: righty
FIRSTS:
53. First piercing: besides my baby ear piercing it was 2 lobal and 2 cartilage on my right ear
54. First best friend: andrea :)
55.First sport you joined: swimming
56. First vacation: vacation?
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: never
60. Drinking: nope
61. I'm about to: finish this
62. Listening to: my ipod
63. Waiting for: my roomie to wake up
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: adopted ones
65. Want to Get married: if the government allows it
66. Career: anthropolgist/archaeologist
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: same height
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
73. Sensitive or loud: both
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: nope
77. Stole something for someone: sadly
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yup
79. Hurt youself: ya....
80. Broken someone's heart: i hope not
82. Been arrested: yup
83. Turned someone down: always
84. Cried when someone died: who doesnt?
85. fallen for a friend: hard
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes
87. Miracles: ehh
88. Love at first sight: yup
89. Heaven: not the place
90. Santa Clause: used to
91. Kiss on the first date: possibly
92. Angels: no
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: hell no
95. Did you sing today: right now
96. First person in your contacts: aaron eckart
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? 8.5 years years
98. The moment you would choose:when my mom almost died
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? too late for that
1. Last hug: last night
2. Last phone call: mom
3. Last text message: lolly
4. Last song you heard: beast and the harlot by avenged sevenfold
5. Last time you cried: like 5 mins ago?
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: i hope not
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: hell yes
9. Lost someone special: yup :(
10. Been depressed: right now
11. Pulled all-nighter: always
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. purple
13: silver
14: blood red
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: yup :)
16. Fallen out of love: nope
17. Laughed until you cried: not in a while
18. Met someone who changed you: possibly
19. Found out who your true friends were: sure
20. Found out someone was talking about you: prolly the always are
21. Kissed anyone: not refcently
YOUR LIFE.
22.How many people on your fol lowers list do you know in real life: i hope none
23. How many kids do you want: im not sure
24. Do you have any pets: 2 cats
25. Do you want to change your name: already have
26. What did you do for your last Birthday: got high
27. What time did you wake up today: 11:30?
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: smoking and wathing comedy
29. Name something you cannot wait for: graduation
30. Last time you saw your mother: 2 min ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: everything
32. What are you listening to right now: avenged sevenfold
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:no?
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: my mom
35. Most visited webpage: facebook and witty
36. Whats your real name: heaven
37. Nicknames: nope
38. Relationship Status: heartbroken
40. Male or female: female
44. Last kiss?: the week after spring break
45. Tall or short: short
47. Do you have a crush on someone: for the last 6 years
48. What do you like about yourself: not much
49. Piercings: yup 5
50. Tattoos: not yet
51. Righty or lefty: righty
FIRSTS:
53. First piercing: besides my baby ear piercing it was 2 lobal and 2 cartilage on my right ear
54. First best friend: andrea :)
55.First sport you joined: swimming
56. First vacation: vacation?
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: never
60. Drinking: nope
61. I'm about to: finish this
62. Listening to: my ipod
63. Waiting for: my roomie to wake up
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: adopted ones
65. Want to Get married: if the government allows it
66. Career: anthropolgist/archaeologist
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: same height
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
73. Sensitive or loud: both
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: nope
77. Stole something for someone: sadly
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yup
79. Hurt youself: ya....
80. Broken someone's heart: i hope not
82. Been arrested: yup
83. Turned someone down: always
84. Cried when someone died: who doesnt?
85. fallen for a friend: hard
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes
87. Miracles: ehh
88. Love at first sight: yup
89. Heaven: not the place
90. Santa Clause: used to
91. Kiss on the first date: possibly
92. Angels: no
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: hell no
95. Did you sing today: right now
96. First person in your contacts: aaron eckart
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? 8.5 years years
98. The moment you would choose:when my mom almost died
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? too late for that
10 favorites
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Favorite Color: PURPLE• Favorite Food: SLUSHIES
• Favorite Band:LINKIN PARK
• Favorite Show:HOUSE
• Favorite Sport:SWIMMING
• Favorite Season:WINTER
• Favorite Day of the Week:SATURDAY
• Favorite Ice Cream Flavour:COOKIE DOUGH
• Favorite Time of Day:DARK
Favorite Holiday:SAMHAIN
9 currents
• Current Mood:ALL OF THEM
• Current Taste:SWEET TEA
• Current Clothes:PJS
• Current computer:GATEWAY
• Current Finger/Toenail Color:NONE
• Current day:SUNDAY
Current Surroundings:MY ROOM
• Current Annoyance(s):MOM
• Current Thought:PAIN
8 Firsts
• First Best Friend:ANDREA
• First crush this school year:SAME FOR THE LAST 6 YEARS
• First Screen Name: iluvbunbuns
• First Pet: RABBIT NAMED FLOPPSY
• First Piercing:EARS
• First Thing You Did Today:FONE
• First School:CHESTERBROOK ACADAMY
7 Lasts
• Last Food Consumption:TEA
• Last Car Ride:FRIDAY
• Last Text Message:UHH
• Last Movie Seen:IDK
• Last Item Bought:IDL
• Last Played CD:
• Last Website:WITTY
6 Have You Evers
• Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: YES
• Have You Ever Broken the Law:YES
• Have You Ever Been Arrested:YES
• Have You Ever Been on TV:YES
•Have Ever Walked Into A Sliding Glass door:YES
4 Things
• You're Wearing:PJS
• You Did Last Night:WEIRD SIDE OF YOUTUBE
• What Can You Hear Right Now:MY RADIO
• You Can't Live Without:MUSIC
I just got home from one of the saddest moments of my high school
career
a memorial for my english teacher
she died last night (thursday 12-13-12)
from misdiagnosed advanced lung cancer
we all thought it was Pneumonia
R.I.P Mrs. Berry ;(
a memorial for my english teacher
she died last night (thursday 12-13-12)
from misdiagnosed advanced lung cancer
we all thought it was Pneumonia
R.I.P Mrs. Berry ;(
People assume that only the super skinny girls have eating
disorders
well i am far from skinny (200+ lbs)
And im noticing anorexia/bulimia patrerns/feelings
i just ate a really small salad and a small bowl of spaghetti noodles
and i hate my self because i ate too much
thats all i ate today
And ive been doing this on and off for almost a year
but i still havent lost much weight (not even a full pants size)
and i can feel it can inly get much worse
well i am far from skinny (200+ lbs)
And im noticing anorexia/bulimia patrerns/feelings
i just ate a really small salad and a small bowl of spaghetti noodles
and i hate my self because i ate too much
thats all i ate today
And ive been doing this on and off for almost a year
but i still havent lost much weight (not even a full pants size)
and i can feel it can inly get much worse
Just when i feel like im getting better i start to slip backwards
again....will this struggle ever end?