i may look
happy, thats because i've got that fake smile SPREAD across my face.
Whats hidden inside me, no one knows, except my heart
that pounds furiously each night i weep. My life story is a
mystery, with secrets hidden deeep down. With tragic stories
and feelings. But like i said, no one knows
me. ►•
Have you looked at yourself in the mirror properly? And
YOU say your ugly! God damn wrong girl, your so pretty
that if i tried to change my clothes, to change my hair,
to look like you, i'd be no where close to even a familiar
resemblance. Your smart, fresh and loved. You have the
qualities of a perfect person. You just keep denying.
I don't lie to you, i love you girl, your my damned best
friend, and i swear that everything i say to you is true.
Your beautiful. And i'm not the only one saying
this. ►• So darling,
don't be jealous. You don't half know about
me, and if you could be me for a day, you'd realize
that theres NOTHING at ALL to be jealous of. Your amazing being yourself.
(: *
I LOVE YOU. *
Today at
the mall, a song came on that I liked. I sang one line,
my sister sang the next,
and a stranger continued the
chain. I
feel like I started a musical. MLIA :D
Last night,
before i went to bed, i searched through my pile of
trash;; i found that picture, and
stuck the split pieces together I finally
saw
a completed
heart.
</3
Am i the only one;; who makes silly faces
and waves at the security camera,
just to see if they actually watch people in the the
elevator?
(: its still fun.
If you
tell a teenager not to do
something, "Don't
jump
off
that
cliff!" ------>they do it
anyways.<------ result: blood, pain, and
getting grounded (:
The slightest noise got shot and
faded into the darkness
Sun rays get covered up by mist
Butterflies and buzzing bees fell to the ground in despair
Cob webs hang from the low ceiling above
The turn of the lock on that old wooden door
My eyes slowly opened, searching through the black velvet
room
Tears trickling down, falling one by one
Lips turning blue from the cold
Grasping hands reaching out and calling
"i
need you, i love you"
left with no reply.
I was left alone in a world of
darkness.
This is really sad..i just feel really
emotional today, so i made this up. Ventting.//
please favorite if you think its sad too.