have you ever laid in bed and just cried?
because you think you're ugly.
because you think you're not good enough for anyone.
you've counted all your flaws from head to toe, making
yourself feel worse. cried becasue of all the comments
people blurt out, actually hurt? cried because your family is
dysfunctional and never understands you. they tell you to
stop complaining,that you have it so much better than kids in
africa, even though they don't understand your life
either,you dont want to feel like an attention seeker,so you
bottle everything up.
around friends and family,you've created this lying smile and
people believe it. but then at night time, when you're all
alone in bed,the girl who everyone thought was always so
is crying her broken heart out.