Status:
why didn't I say yes to the slow dance?
Joined:
January 14, 2013
Last Seen:
8 years
Birthday:
October 8
user id:
346334
Location:
in my room listening to Iris on repeat
Gender:
F
[±]Sleeping with Sirens' PIERCE THE VEIL! , Flyleaf, Of Mice and Men, Black Veil Brides, Blessthefall, Bring me the Horizon , Breaking Benjamin, Evanescence, Mayday Parade, All Time Low, GreenDay, FallOut Boy, Paramore, 3 Doors Down, MCR, the goo goo dolls, the word alive, The Fault in our stars( best book ever), Harry Potter, the beach, Frozen, Ricky Dillon( my favorite, he's so freaking adorable) , Connor Franta, JC Caylen, O2L, Rebecca Black, Joey Graceffa, Tyler Oakley, Soccer, reading
[-] judgmental people, tp ramen, boxed mac and cheese ( ik ik I'm weird), justin bieber, people telling me I look like im 12( it happens a LOT), huge age gap in couples during high school, drinking, drugs, cigarettes ( I have good reasons for all of them)
Chat me up! I'm an open book so if you ever have any questions then just comment on my profile. Also if you need to vent I am ALWAYS here for you. Love you all!
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" if you can't love me at my worst you don't deserve me at my best" ~ Marylin Monroe " Missa accipit, ubi non Verbum......Music takes us where words cannot."
I had a dream that I went to prom & when I woke up I discovered that I had curled my hair in my sleep...... I didn't even burn myself... When I'm awake I burn myself & it takes me two hours... I was so confused
I just lost a very good friend to a drunk driving accident last night. He said he was going to stop drinking all the time but for him it just didnt happen. Im sorry i really hope that he can stop. Alcohol ruins to many lives these days
I guess. Haha. The two that I seem to have a trouble finding is the age one ( shockingly all the attractive guys with a good personality are younger than me) and the drinking one.
I mean with the age thing if he was 17 and mature its not that big of a deal.the drinking is just a long story. Basically I've grown up around drunks all my life. My dad, uncles and grandpa. I've watched it destroy their lives. And I just wouldn't be able to allow myself to fall in love with someone just to watch them ruin their lives.
Well Im diagnosed with an adjustment disorder with mixed anxiety and depression, I'm a cutter, a I'm suicidal most days, and I have daddy issues too! Lmao we're in the same boat lol
It'll take time. My friend told my mom about the pool thing and she started having me go to a psychiatrist. That was fun cuz my dad still doesn't know. I don't have a lot of scars cuz I held it in for so long while trying not to hurt myself that it basically went straight from thoughts and poems to just trying to end it all. And music got me through it somehow. You can do it