To be perfectly honest...
I am very insecure. About my
weight. I feel that everybody is skinnier than me, that i need to
be skinny. I know everybody says that everybody is "Perfect
the way they are," and "don't change," or,
"Everybody's perfect," but in reality....you all
know nobody is perfect. As Hannah Montana clearly stated in one
of her songs. Nobody is perfect. Yes, Selena Gomez says that
everybody is perfect, but i agree more with Hannah Montana.
People can feel perfect. Sometimes i feel perfect. Sometimes i
feel pretty, but then i look at my theighs and my stomah, and i
instatly think otherwise. I've trained myself to suck in my
stomah when i'm in public. I like to wear sweatshirts most of
the time, not because they are comfortable, because they are
loose, and nice. I'd rather stand up than sit down because
when i sit, my thighs get 1,000x bigger, and i hate it. I would
rather wear pants than shorts. I'd rather wear long sleaves
than sleaveless shirts.
I know everybody says "Nah, i don't want to be
popular," but deep inside, and i know this. Everybody wants
to be a smige popular. Way deep down, you want to be popular, you
wish you were the popular kid in school. I know some of you are
like, "Naaahhh, not me, Not me aatt all!" But you know
you are, way, way, way, way WAY, deep down. You can say
otherwise, but thats just my opinion.
I know some of my friends have
wittys, if you read this, please don't tell
anybody....it's my little secret, and i was debating on
writing this. I realized... i really had too.
Thank you witty, for letting me vent here..
I'm just being Perfectly Honest.