You told me to have a fall back plan
I didn't because i trusted you
You told me not to fall to hard
I did because i trusted you
You told me you wanted just me
I believed you, because i trusted you
You made me happy, so i believed in you
Because i trusted you
You told me it was only time,
I waited, because i trusted you.
Trust failed, I'm heartbroken again.
Trust no one, fear everyone, expect anything.
♥Me
MajorVent,
I need support.
From today on,This
moment.
I'm gonna walk with my head high,
because I've realized I don't need you.
And for everyone that says,that they wish they still believed in
cooties,
Why not pretend like we do?
Why keep chasing that one boy, when all he does is hurt you.
Every girl is beautiful, so why let anyone bring you down
when you have so much more to live for?
We're all still kids after all, childhood only happens
once.
It's my time now,and this time, I'm gonna live my life
right.
I'm done depending on boys, to make me feel beautiful. I
don't need you.
So boys, get away, i don't have my cootie shot.
And I don't plan on getting it
yet.;-* ♥
Mine,nojockingplease.
[♥]
So, when I first made my
witty, I was absolutely in
L
. O .
V . E . *
I was excited to see
that I could go somewhere on my own, and let everything
out.
And it actually did make me feel better.
But now, it's changed.
All witty is now, is facebook likes, people dying, and song
lyrics.
I barely ever see a happy quote, and honestly it's pretty
depressing.
All you witty girls, you need to smile. Cause you only live life
once.
Keep you're head up, cause you cant be sad forever
♥
MajorVent. Fave if you want the old witty back cause, dam this
sucks.
The way you touch, the way you feel.
The way you kiss,
makes it seem so
real.
The way you laugh, the
way you smile,
Makes my day, worth the
while.
The way you walk, the
way you talk,
Baby boy, you have my
heart on lock.
The way you left the way
I cried,
Feels like apart of me
inside has died.
And when I woke up, I
felt unseen.
My heart is
broken.
"Cause it was just a
dream</3"
And i
just want
to know what it's like;
To not fight with my mom everyday. To have
someone to run to, when I really need them. Instead of screaming
to myself at night. To not think bad thoughts. ALL the time. I
feel like there is no way of getting through this. Because once
again, my scars must remind me that the past is real. There is no
hiding. Im not a little kid anymore. I have to face my fears
instead of getting "mommy". Because now, Mommy's not
there anymore. In fact, Mommy doesn't even care anymore. I just
want to know what its like, to be able. Able to sleep a
full night. Without waking up.
Screaming</3