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Missing Him.
Prologue

Hey, I'm Katie Ameral. 16 almost 17 now. 
It's been two years since my Fiance Mark died. 
He was in a car accident that put him in a coma for a year.
 When the doctors told me he was never comming out of that coma 
my whole world broke down. I didn't talk to anyone for a few months.
Everyday is a struggle to get out of bed. Knowing that I won't see him. 
Knowing that I can't touch him, kiss him, feel his warm breath on my kneck,
Ever again.
Since Mark died of become depressed a lot and I spend most of my time alone in my room. I also started to cut. Sometimes I feel like no one gets how I feel. Mark was special to me. He was mine, he could've had any girl, but he chose me. I miss him every second of every day.
I have a few friends, Chris, Hannah, Olivia and Gary.
I'm only really close to Olivia and Chris.
I live in London with my mum and sister Jill.
Mums never home cause she works so hard, ever since dad left 5 years ago all she does is work. Jill, well Jill is 20 and still living at home shes a great sister though I can always talk to her about anything. She doesn't go to uni, shes never really been the smartest apple in the tree but shes my sister and I love her.
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Missing Him.
Chapter 1

I woke up screaming and in a cold sweat. I realised I was dreaming about Mark again. The day he died. I looked at the clock and cried for a while. It was pretty early but I decided to get up anyway. I looked in the mirror.
God, I looked so bad, my skin was pale, well more pale than normal anyway, and my long black hir was all scruffy, even my bright green eyes didn't look the same anymore. I walked out of my room and went downstairs to make myslef breakfast. I don't know why though. I hardly ever felt hungry. So I just decided to get dressed any maybe take a walk before school. I went back upstairs and bushed my hair so it went natural and straight then tied it up in a messy ponytail. I pulled on some blue skinny jeans, a grey jumper type top, my black leather jacket and my studded boots. Then  I slowly picked up the silver heart locket that Mark bought me  and hung it round my neck my eyes almost teared up again thinking about him but I took a deep breath and held in the tears.
Katies outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/katies_school_outfit/set?id=64217800
I walked down the stairs and picked up my black school bag and flung it round my shoulder. 
Here we go I whispered to myself as I walked out the door and quietly closed it
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