In the beginning we were so
happy,
I loved you and you loved
me,
Or you said you did, yeah
you said you did,
I believed you did, we
were gonna have a kid.
Now I think of it, yeah I
think of it,
You looked at me as
another idiot,
I'd believe your
lies, give us 14 tries,
What do you care it's
not your heart that dies.
No it's me, it's
always me,
You can lie, control,
scream,
Curse, use, abuse, get
high,
And what am I? I'm
another guy.
Just another guy to take
the fall and die,
No questions asked,
he's a psycho that's why,
Show him the skeletons
hiding in your closet,
Soon he can become one
when he's had enough of it.
Yeah in the beginning
everything was swell,
You would follow me
anywhere, even into hell,
Or would you? Was any of
it true?
Who did I fall in love
with? Was it really you?
How can anyone know, who
you really are?
You lied about the
accident in your car,
The five suicides, the
physical force,
Why did I stay? I'm
just another fool of course.
Every night I lay in bed
and wonder why,
Why you couldn't just
be honest & thought you had to lie,
Lie lie lie lie lie lie
lie, until I finally refused you,
And said my last
goodbye.
First it was an alter
ego, losing three years or so,
The metal plate in your
head & what about the rainbow?
You lied about our baby
& medical conditions,
You're always running
your mouth, but can you even listen?
The truth,
It hurts,
I loved you,
I needed you.
But you betrayed
me,
You broke us,
I kept trying,
But you wouldn't stop
lying...
Thirty-two secrets. Be honest no matter what.