Status: *Dubstep; it tells a story, and depending on the person and the situations that person goes through, the story changes.
Joined: September 25, 2012
Last Seen: 9 months
user id: 332058
Location: muscatine, IA
Gender: F
Im Allyson. Im 13. My favorite color is blue. I grew up living in a house with my acholic dad, mom, and 4 other sisters. im in the middle. when my dad drinks he get's abusive to everyone. He would hit me and try to kill himself and my mom in front of us kids. My mom and him are split up and my mom has custody. He still drinks so im not allowed to stay the night with him. I can only go see him on Sundays. I live with my mom. I have scars on my arms and legs both. Ive been diagnosed with severe Depression, Bipolar Disorder,and A.D.D. I have my tongue and my belly button pirced.

My best friend is Kyrah. When I was little, I didn't really have friends...I was constantly bullied so that kinda ruined my chances.. 

Me and Kyrah have more memories then I do with anyone. We have been threw hell and back..We have our fights but we know to keep each others secerets and I have no clue if I could make it with out her. I probably wouldn't have made it weren't for her. She will always be my sister more then anything.! ;') I would not be where I am now if it wasn't for the help of her. i would take a bullet for her. shes amazing. She helps me through everything and im sure she would do the same!
ollow her; Kyrahleigh ^.^  <3 
Im here for anyone.

Quotes by *Allysoon*

One day you’re going to realize that pushing me away was the worst thing you could have ever done. Not to me, but to yourself. And you’re gonna see that if you just tried a little harder it would have been a hell of a lot easier than giving up and moving on because I would never do to you, what you did to me.
My teacher told me today that I was "Gang Affiliated" because I was wearing a Blue and white bandana as a headband, He made me take it off. And because I was wearing black, blue, and white today. I mean I cant help that I like to match my outfits.
You guys should go follow me on Instagram. ^.^
I follow back!(
I hate this town,
It's so washed up.
confessions .
[x] I'm straight.
[] I'm gay.
[] I'm bi-sexual
[] I'm easy.
[x] I do wear make up.
[x]When I walk by mirrors, I can't help but look.
[] When I walk by mirrors, I like what I see
[x] When I walk by mirrors, I hate what I see.
[x] I wear a bra to bed 
[] I sleep naked
[x] I wear toe nail polish.
[] I have cried at a movie theater.
[x] I've purposely talked to a guy my boyfriend didn't like.
[x] I love chocolate covered pretzels.
[x] Getting a flower makes me smile, especially for no reason.
[] I've wrecked a car.
[x] I can't put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I'd do anything for that special guy
[x] I get jealous easily
[x] I love cuddling.
[] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I’ve gotten a detention.
[x] I've gotten suspended.
[] I've gotten expelled.
[x] I love to laugh.
[] I like rock.
[] I like death/grind/black metal.
[x] I like rap.
[] I like techno.
[x] I like country.
[] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my cell phone.
[x] I'd be lost without my mp3/CD player/iPod.
[] I own/did own a Spice Girls CD.
[] I own/did own a Britney Spears CD.
[] I own/did own a boy band CD.
[x] Football isn't boring. 
[] I love athletic boys.
[x] I love skater guys.
[] I love punk guys.
[x] I love gangsta guys.
[] I love geeky guys.
[] I love country guys.
[x] I love guys that are just themselves.
[x] Guys are confusing
[] I've been called a tease.
[x] I've been called a slutt
[x] I've been called a bad influence.
[x] Lip gloss is better than lipstick.
[x] I can't leave the house without makeup. 
[x] I play video games, even when there are other people around.
[x] My friends are the best, and they're important to me.
[x] I would do anything for my friends.
[] I smoke way too much.
[] I drink way too much.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[x] I have piercings other than my ears.

There's that occasional night where you just break down and cry because you know that know matter what, things will never be the same again...
Its been 2 years, 10months, and 5 days since I met Jc. over years i've realized hes the love of my life. Ive always wanted to be with him, we've dated a couple of times. But we split and now he's locked up. I was supposed to be able to see him on Christmas day. He was supposed to get a home visit but its not going to happen now because he got into a fight. That was all I wanted for Christmas, was to see him. Forget all the presents, food, and everything else. I just wish Christmas was over already. He's all that mattered to me. He'll be locked up for 5-6 months. I dont think ill be able to make it that long. He's my everything, my world. I need him the most right now. I miss you so frikkin much right now.!! I love you Milton Jermain Cole Serrano.! Saty Strong and keep your head up love. (= You'll be out soon.
1. Last beverage = Water
2. Last phone call = Jaime
3. Last text message = Justin...(I miss you.)
4. Last song you listened to = Lets Ride by Haystack
5. Last time you cried = Last night

6. Dated someone twice = yes
7. Been cheated on = yes
8. Kissed someone yep
9. Lost someone special = yes 
10. Been depressed = yes
11. Been drunk and threw up = Hell yeah. 

12. Blue
13. Black
14. Purple

15. Made a new BEST friend = yes
16. Fallen in love = no
18. Met someone who changed you = yes
19. Found out who your true friends were = yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list = yes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know (IN REAL LIFE) = almost all.
23. How many kids do you want to have = 2 
24. Do you have any pets = yes
25. Do you want to change your name? = no
26. What did you do for your last birthday = I don't remember..
27. What time did you wake up today = 6:50 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night? = watching tv
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Chirstmas
30. Last time you saw your Mother = hours ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?= my eyes 
32. What are you listening to right now = nothing.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = no
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now = school...
35. Most visited webpage = Witty Profiles or youtube
36. What’s your name = Allyson
37. Nicknames = Ally
38. Relationship Status = Comlicated
39. Male / Female? = Female
40. Primary School = ....
41. Middle School = CMS
42.Colleges = ....
43. Hair color = brown
44. Long or short = longish
45.Perfume (current) = none right now...
46. Do you have a crush on someone? = yes..
47: What do you like about yourself? = hair
48. Piercings = tongue, belly, ears.
49. Tattoos = pikachu playboy bunny
50. Righty or lefty = lrighty
51. First surgery = have never had surgery
52. First piercing = ears
53. First best friend = Monique, Kyrah
54. First sport you joined = nope XD
55. First vacation = camping.. I think
56. Eating = nothing
57. Drinking = nothing
58. I’m about to = text Justin back
59. Listening to = music..? 
60. Waiting for = Christmas 
61. Want kids? = yep
62. Want to get married? = iddk, maybe
63. Career? = nurse

64. Lips or eyes= eyes 
65. Hugs or kisses= hugs
66. Shorter or taller= taller
67. Older or Younger= Older, but not too much
68. Romantic or spontaneous = both
69. Smart or good face = both
70. Sensitive or loud = both
71. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship
72. Trouble maker or hesitant = trouble maker

73. Kissed a stranger = no 
74. Drank hard liquor = yes
75. Lost glasses/contacts = yes
76. 'It' on first date = no. LOL X'D
77. Broken someone’s heart = iddk
78. Had your own heart broken = YES
79. Been arrested = not yet
80. Turned someone down = yes
81. Cried when someone died = yes
82. Fallen for a friend? = nope

83. Yourself = ehh
84. Love at first sight = nope
85. Heaven = nope
86. Santa Claus= Oml. how could you ask such a thing. O: coarse hes real.
87. Kiss on the first date = no
88. Angels = um iddk...

89. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = no
90. Did you sing today? = yes
91. Ever cheated on somebody? = yes. but didnt intend to.
92. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?= I would go back to last year.
93. If you could pick a day this year and relive it, what would it be? = uhhm iddk....
94. do you have one certain regret that you wish you could change more than anything? = yes.
95. did you like this survey? iddk. 
Doctor: Do you drink or smoke?
                 Me: No
                                    Doctor: *Under his breath* What a loser