skittelgal810

Status: Ew! School!
Joined: January 28, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: August 10
user id: 149580
Gender: F
Hey! I'm a crazy thirteen year old named Sydney. I live in the boring Old Line State. I'm going through a rough time isn't enough to explain what I'm going through, cause I've gone to hell and back. I belong to the Jew Crew ;)! i lovee my friends.  Xximalittlemonkeyxx   ilovestars,  and bazfifi are my girls!  I love 1D but Liam and Niall are my faves! I <3 dogs!! chocolate covered strawberries are my life. If you want to get to know me just comment and i'll write you back ASAP! i always love to make new friends on  here! so comment me for that too! Love you and and follow me! <3 maybe! You're beautiful! mwah! My wattpad is http://www.wattpad.com/user/For3verWritingCheck it out! <3
 
 





BE YOU

Quotes by skittelgal810

IT HURTS SO MUCH TO SEE YOU LIKE THAT. IT BREAKS MY HEART. WELL NO. IT BROKE MY HEART. I DIDN'T MEAN THOSE WORDS. NOT AT ALL. BUT YOU WONT  ACCEPT THAT. YOU HATE ME TOO MUCH TO EVER DO THAT. YOU MAKE PEOPLE DISLIKE YOU THEN YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT YOUR 'HATERS'. IT'S ALL SO STUPID AND CONFUSING. I ADMIT, SOME DAYS I MISS YOU, A LOT. SOMETIMES I TALK ABOUT MEMORIES LIKE WE'RE STILL FRIENDS. I IMAGINE WHAT YOU USED TO BE LIKE. THE GIRL I LOVED BUT ENVIED. I JUST THOUGHT WE WEREN'T FRIENDS. WERE NEVER GONNA BE FRIENDS AGAIN. NOW THERE IS MUTUAL HATE. IT  KILLS ME, WHAT YOU'VE BECOME BUT I CAN'T CHANGE YOU. NO ONE REALLY CAN. BUT THIS IS THE CLOSEST THING TO AN  HONEST APOLOGY I COULD THINK OF. I MISS YOU, THE  OLD YOU. THE NEW ONE IS  AWFUL. I'M REALLY GETTING SICK OF TALKING ABOUT PEOPLE. I KNOW I'LL DO IT AGAIN. I HAVE A FEELING YOU WON'T READ THIS, OR EVER OR FORGIVE ME IN ANY WAY. I JUST NEEDED IT OFF MY CHEST. I DON'T LIKE THAT I HURT YOU SO BAD. DON'T LIKE IT AT ALL. BUT WHO YOU'VE BECOME, I HATE THAT THE MOST OF ALL. THIS MAY NOT SOUND LIKE ONE, BUT IT IS, IT'S THE CLOSEST THING TO AN APOLOGY FROM ME. IT'S ALL I FEEL GUILTY ABOUT THESE DAYS. I MISS YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK. I ALWAYS WILL. JUST KNOW I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU. EVER. BUT IT HAPPENED. I ACCEPT THAT. IT WAS MY MISTAKE. NOT YOURS. I'M SORRY TO PLUTO AND BACK AS MANY TIMES AS THERE ARE GRAINS OF SAND. I'M SO SO SO SORRY.

I can't lose you like that
Cause if I do it will be permanent that time
And I don't think I can handle losing you forever

I don't want to start with someone new
I just want to be with you, and only you.

11 years ago today
was my first day of preschool 
11 years ago today

the twin towers went down

11 years ago today
just 11 short years
11 years ago today
 

 










 
format credit to OneDirection

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK.
ONE MINUTE YOU'RE HERE, THEN
THE NEXT MINUTE YOU'RE THERE.
MY HEAD'S SPINNING 'ROUND
AND 'ROUND JUST TRYING TO
UNDERSTAND YOUR ACTIONS
THESE DAYS. WE'RE ALL
CONFUSED, BUT YOU DON'T
EXPLAIN. YOU JUST KEEP
DOING WHAT YOU'RE DOING.
I WANT TO UNDERSTAND, BUT
I NEED A SORRY BEFORE I'M
EVEN GOING TO TRY.






You can change your hair.
You can change what you wear.
Your make-up will change.
You'll grow up too.
But people don't change
They never ever do.




 






It feels weird talking like that never happened

two meanings but you'll never know

 


 

It's been one week
and I haven't lost my pencil yet
I have completed my first goal!


 




 


I'M SORRY JUST WONT FEEL
NATURAL ON MY LIPS IF IT'S
GOING TO BE DIRECTED
TOWARDS YOU

I WANT TO WAKE UP ONE DAY AND
HAVE MY DREAMS BE REAILITY...

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