smexxiibabayyy96

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heey(: imma gianna and i write poems for funn so you may see them on here once and while. i also have a lot of boy problems and have gone through a lot with them so if you need advice just hitt mee upp <3 im pretty easy going and fun to be around. if you wantt just askk me somethingg http://www.formspring.me/giannanoell

Quotes by smexxiibabayyy96

even though all my friends told me to stay away from you...i have a secret. i want to be with you for the rest of my life. i told you goodbye but...my friends forced me and made me think thats what i wanted. its far from what i wanted. i want you to come over like you used to. you know...ride your bike on the bike path to get to my house. i miss that so much. instead you hang at another girls house and it makes me wanna cry. i told you goodbye. i shouldn't have. i regret it alright? i loved you and screwed everything up. your the nicest and sweetest boy anyone could ever ask for. i love you. i really do. and no matter what your always going to have a special place in my {heart}. your not going to leave. even when i get married and have kids...there is gonna be that one little tiny scar from you. but i will always love that scar. i remember the night you told me you liked me. i was laying on my bed and we were texting and when i asked you who you liked you said "youuu" and i fell off my bed. i was so excited. i would do anything for you. anything at all. i stood up for you when people made fun of you. i wish we could be friends again. i wish you could like me again. everyone said "oh my god you guys should go out !" but right when we were going to...you liked my bestfriend and that hurt more than anything in the world. i didnt know that could hurt so much. but once again i forgave you. i forgave you about a lot of things. your always there for me when i need you. like last week...when my boyfriend broke up with me after 23 hours of dating. yea, you were right there by my side and made me feel so much better. i wish we still talked. cause i miss you. i miss you so much it hurts. i want you to come over again before i leave for my vacation to florida. i want to see your face again. i want to look into the eyes that made me fall in love with you. i want to hear that laugh that made me go crazy &i want to see that *smile that made me butterflies. but most of all ... i want you to hug me. i want to be in your arms, cause right then and there, i had the whole world right in your arms. and that feeling wont go away. i miss you. i hope you miss me too. but shhh. thats our little secret.



all mine. 
true story <|3
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just so i could use this and not lose it:D
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i'm not upset that you  l i e d  to me,
im upset that from now on i cant  b e l i e v e  you.




venttt

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our lives are hurting,
our lives are ::burning::, we always try to hide a bruise,
but in the end, we're going to pull through.

we're getting t o r n  a p a r t, 
and we say bad things that we take to .heart.
we get so a n g r y its hard to breathe,
and its so hard trying to play, happy families.

all that i'm *_hearing,
is yelling and s|c|r|e|a|m|i|n|g.
i don't wanna have to see this again,
and i don't wanna have to deal with this pain.
i can see that its all going to blow up 
i just wanna start all over.

it seems to be endless, 
cant we just give it a rest?
its given me a never ending {headache},
my heart is just about to break.

i'm approaching a breakdown 
my hearts crashing to the ground,
i wish that it was just a movie,
if its going to get better we'll prove it.


another one of my poems<3
like itt? (:
 
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i just wanna be with you forever.
never leaving your side.
never letting you go till i die.
forever & ever
you will always be in my heart.
no matter what we go through.
no one will stop us.
our love will make us strong.
you will always be in my {heart} forever.


 one of my poems. hope you like it(:
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love
















I love seeing your smile
i love seeing your eyes.
       but you love seeing my heart broken
...right into two















lame vent i know.
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im sorry i had to save it somewhere(: that means new and better quotes are on the wayyyy..
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It breaks my heart
  to see him happy with another girl...when he used to be the most happy when he was with me. thats when he was the most beautiful. it breaks my heart to him hug her..considering she was my best friend. he played me. people tell me he didn't even like me as friend, a friend. i was there for him, through everything and anything. i listened to him, i helped him, i made him feel better. it really breaks my heart knowing i fell for him, and still am (even though i don't admit it) because my friends will call him nasty names, and people will put him down. thats when he hits himself. he says it doesn't hurt. the only time it hurt was when he hit himself because he lost me. when he told me, i cried. we got through everything together, and i wanted to get through this together too but, its too late. he wont even talk to me anymore, nor look at me. he seems happy, he acts like nothing happened. he  probably forgot about me, forgot about me. it breaks my heart thinking i'm not good enough to be with him, since he is always around other girls. i didn't know that  when we used to hang around my neighborhood. i remember the first cold night he came over. he was searching for my house in 30 degree weather...just to see me. you see, i thought ht loved me. me up in his arms. i wont forget that feeling. just being in his arms, or even when we hugged, i always loved being close to him. but its all in the past now. none of it matters. i hate seeing him go. i loved him so. i know he will never see this. i know  he never wants to talk to me again. and i know i made a mistake in telling him that ending what we had was for the best. yes i regret it, but he is probably having a wonderful life without me. since he did forget me. but i'm going to be alright. yes, i  will shed a few tears now and then, but i'm going to be alright...right? i don't think i ever will...since i told him to leave my life, and now i feel miserable without him here. i miss him like crazy. i try to talk to him but he ignores me. i feel like crap now and i once thought of suicide, since he was my whole life. i don't know anymore. i loved him.
 
true story </3 
vent_**
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break up
 
Don't you hate it when..
you tell your bestfriend who your crush is,
you find out your crush like you.
but then your bestfriend starts talking to him,
and he likes her more?
...yea me too.









since  she  always  does  this  to  me.. me  and  her  are  not  friends  anymore.  and  since  my  crush  was  my  bestfriend, he  decided  to  move  ou t  of  my  life.
FML.
 
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