smiilyface32

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 Hi, im Shelby.

I like showing my teeth as much as i humanly, possibly can.,

and thinking about enternal sunshine.
and&+ theres only two people that i can depend on,
elisabitch, and audge< 3 (:

 

Im a bewildering cross from, country, and the city life. Life is fragile, so I take extra precautions, exspecialy from the mistakes and life lessons i have unfortunaly encounterd in my fast, and plan on to in my future. Gods my saior. Family means x1234567898765456 more than you would think. I have a boyfriend, and im planning on taking this slow, and&+ [try] not to mess this one up, and see where is goes. Audrey Steglik, Elisabeth Castano, and Jessica Turner are the only people i can trust, and the only people that have been therr, and ill be ther. I'm just here to interact with cool people and de-stress myself from life's mishaps.


"Fuck beauty contests. Life is one fucking beauty contest after another. You know, school, then college, then work, fuck that. And fuck the air force academy. If I wanna fly, I'll find a way to fly. You do what you love, and fuck the rest."
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30h!3. 311. a day to remember. a static lullaby. a thorn for every heart. attackattack!
acceptance. alesana. alexisonfire. all time low. almost. anberlin. armor for sleep. as i lay dying. a skylit drive. asking alexandria. atreyu. august burns red. automatic loveletter. avenged sevenfold. bayside. before their eyes. beneath the sky. better than ezra. between the trees. biggie smalls. blessthefall. blinded black. blink 182. boys like girls. brokencyde. breathe carolina. breaking benjamin. bright eyes. bring me the horizon. bullet for my valentine. cartel. cascada. cassie. chiodos. christina aguilera. cinematic sunrise. the click five. cobra starship. coheed and cambria. colbie caillat. confide. corinne bailey rae. cranberries. crash romeo. crosstown rivalry. crystal castles. the cure. cute is what we aim for. dance gavin dance. danger radio. daphne loves derby. dashboard confessional. dave matthews band. dear in the headlights. death cab for cutie. the devil wears prada. DHT. the distillers. disturbed. dj kydd. dj pickee. djay. drop dead gorgeous. early november. emarosa. emmure. eminem. enter shikari. envy on the coast. eric hutchinson. escape the fate. evanescence. everlife. every avenue. eyes set to kill. the faders. the faint. falling up. a fine frenzy. five times august. flyleaf. foo fighters. forever the sickest kids. for the fallen dreams. fountains of wayne. four year strong. friday night boys. from first to last. the getaway plan. gillie da kid. goo goo dolls. good charlotte. goot. gorillaz. greeley estates. gwar. gym class heroes. halifax. hawthorne hights. hawk nelson. head automatica. a heart wellending. heavyheavylowlow. hellogoodbye. heroes of heartache. hit the lights. hollywood undead. hoobastank. hope. house of pain. houston calls. howie day. ice nine kills. imogen heap. in fear and faith. incubus. iron&wine. i am abomination. i see stars. i set my friends on fire. jack johnson. jacks mannequin. jason mraz. jedi mind tricks. jet. jimmy eat world. john mayer. kanye west. kate nash. katy perry. the killers. kill hannah. kill paradise. the killers. kings of leon. a kiss could be deadly. korn. kottonmouth kings. lady gaga. the last goodnight. the legion of doom. less than jake. lifehouse. liferuiner. lil wayne. lillix. limp bizkit. linkin park. lit. lloyd banks. lykke li. m.i.a madina lake. maine. maria mena. marion raven. maroon 5. matt kearney. matchbox twenty. the matches. matt white. mayday parade. mcfly. medic droid. meek millz. meg & dia. metro station. mgmt. michelle branch. mile after. mindless self indulgence. miss may i. motion city soundtrack. murderdolls. my american heart. myxx. nadia ali. new found glory. nevershoutnever. new found glory. norah jones. northstar. oasis. the offspring. onerepublic. oren lavie. the pack. paramore. paparoach. pat monahan. peaches. pepper. pierce the veil. pillar. p!nk. playradioplay. plus 44. p.o.d. postal service. prima j. quietdrive. red. red jumpsuit apparatus. regina spektor. relient k. renee cassar. rise against. rocket summer. a rocket to the moon. saosin. saves the day. saving jane. say anything. scary kids scaring kids. scene aesthetic. school boy humor. scott simons. the script. sean paul. secondhand serenade. the secret handshake. senses fail. set your goals. shaggy. sheryl crow. shiny toy guns. shwayze. sia. sick puppies. silverstein. silversun pickups. simple plan. skye sweetnam. sky eats airplane. a skylit drive. slightly stoopid. slipknot. smile empty soul. so they say. something corporate. the sophomore attempt. sound the alarm. the sounds. spill canvas. starting line. state radio. a static lullaby. stereo skyline. stick to your guns. story of the year. the stroke nine. sublime. sugarcult. sugar ray. the suicide pact. superchic[k]. sum 41. suzanne vega. switchfoot. system of a down. t-pain. t.i. taking back sunday. tatu taylor swift. teddy geiger. tegan and sara. there for tomorrow. thrice. tila tequila. tom petty. the ting tings. tupac. tyga. uncle kracker. underoath. underserving. the used. valencia. vanna. vanessa carlton. veronicas. the vincent black shadow. wakefield. walls of jericho. we the kings. weezer. when in rome. white tie affair. the white stripes. yellowcard. you me at six.
 

Quotes by smiilyface32

I wish he new the times im lonely, so then he could call me.

only in my perfect world.

sometime i wonder if people

feel the same as me, think the same, act the same, dream the same, so then i can feel that im not alone.

In this fully populated world.

Dont take, all mine.

 
I won't tell you that I love you
Kiss or hug you
Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin
I'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning

Just like a chick in the casino
Take your bank before I pay you out
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand cause I am marvelous

- ...
- Lady Gaga.

-l
 

30h!3. 311. a day to remember. a static lullaby. a thorn for every heart. attackattack! acceptance. alesana. alexisonfire. all time low. almost. anberlin. armor for sleep. as i lay dying. a skylit drive. asking alexandria. atreyu. august burns red. automatic loveletter. avenged sevenfold. bayside. before their eyes. beneath the sky. better than ezra. between the trees. biggie smalls. blessthefall. blinded black. blink 182. boys like girls. brokencyde. breathe carolina. breaking benjamin. bright eyes. bring me the horizon. bullet for my valentine. cartel. cascada. cassie. chiodos. christina aguilera. cinematic sunrise. the click five. cobra starship. coheed and cambria. colbie caillat. confide. corinne bailey rae. cranberries. crash romeo. crosstown rivalry. crystal castles. the cure. cute is what we aim for. dance gavin dance. danger radio. daphne loves derby. dashboard confessional. dave matthews band. dear in the headlights. death cab for cutie. the devil wears prada. DHT. the distillers. disturbed. dj kydd. dj pickee. djay. drop dead gorgeous. early november. emarosa. emmure. eminem. enter shikari. envy on the coast. eric hutchinson. escape the fate. evanescence. everlife. every avenue. eyes set to kill. the faders. the faint. falling up. a fine frenzy. five times august. flyleaf. foo fighters. forever the sickest kids. for the fallen dreams. fountains of wayne. four year strong. friday night boys. from first to last. the getaway plan. gillie da kid. goo goo dolls. good charlotte. goot. gorillaz. greeley estates. gwar. gym class heroes. halifax. hawthorne hights. hawk nelson. head automatica. a heart wellending. heavyheavylowlow. hellogoodbye. heroes of heartache. hit the lights. hollywood undead. hoobastank. hope. house of pain. houston calls. howie day. ice nine kills. imogen heap. in fear and faith. incubus. iron&wine. i am abomination. i see stars. i set my friends on fire. jack johnson. jacks mannequin. jason mraz. jedi mind tricks. jet. jimmy eat world. john mayer. kanye west. kate nash. katy perry. the killers. kill hannah. kill paradise. the killers. kings of leon. a kiss could be deadly. korn. kottonmouth kings. lady gaga. the last goodnight. the legion of doom. less than jake. lifehouse. liferuiner. lil wayne. lillix. limp bizkit. linkin park. lit. lloyd banks. lykke li. m.i.a madina lake. maine. maria mena. marion raven. maroon 5. matt kearney. matchbox twenty. the matches. matt white. mayday parade. mcfly. medic droid. meek millz. meg & dia. metro station. mgmt. michelle branch. mile after. mindless self indulgence. miss may i. motion city soundtrack. murderdolls. my american heart. myxx. nadia ali. new found glory. nevershoutnever. new found glory. norah jones. northstar. oasis. the offspring. onerepublic. oren lavie. the pack. paramore. paparoach. pat monahan. peaches. pepper. pierce the veil. pillar. p!nk. playradioplay. plus 44. p.o.d. postal service. prima j. quietdrive. red. red jumpsuit apparatus. regina spektor. relient k. renee cassar. rise against. rocket summer. a rocket to the moon. saosin. saves the day. saving jane. say anything. scary kids scaring kids. scene aesthetic. school boy humor. scott simons. the script. sean paul. secondhand serenade. the secret handshake. senses fail. set your goals. shaggy. sheryl crow. shiny toy guns. shwayze. sia. sick puppies. silverstein. silversun pickups. simple plan. skye sweetnam. sky eats airplane. a skylit drive. slightly stoopid. slipknot. smile empty soul. so they say. something corporate. the sophomore attempt. sound the alarm. the sounds. spill canvas. starting line. state radio. a static lullaby. stereo skyline. stick to your guns. story of the year. the stroke nine. sublime. sugarcult. sugar ray. the suicide pact. superchic[k]. sum 41. suzanne vega. switchfoot. system of a down. t-pain. t.i. taking back sunday. tatu taylor swift. teddy geiger. tegan and sara. there for tomorrow. thrice. tila tequila. tom petty. the ting tings. tupac. tyga. uncle kracker. underoath. underserving. the used. valencia. vanna. vanessa carlton. veronicas. the vincent black shadow. wakefield. walls of jericho. we the kings. weezer. when in rome. white tie affair. the white stripes. yellowcard. you me at six.

Yeah, and thats not even it.

  

And sometimes i dream about getting cancer, spreading through my vains.  just so i can see who would care, and what would people do.

When I go out in public, I feel so ugly compared to everyone else. 

For my dear Elisabeth and Audrey, you are also not the only ones with this love story.

Oh yes, how i remember the first time we talked, our first conversation. We teased eachother, and got to know eachother, and that first night we had ever spoken to eachother, you told me you loved me. So things lead on, and finally we got to the point where we could talk about anything, no matter what it was, how many times, we could just simply talk about it. The first time you asked me out, it wasnt so fairy tale like as i had planned, well actualy none of the time were. But it still happened. I dont remember why we broke up the first time but i was heart broken. Then that day you texted me at the mall, when i was in victoria secret, yes i know it is pathetic i remember where i was. Everything started looking up from there. You asked me out, and once again we were on again off again. Its the winter formal, and the last song comes on, you asked me to dance, of course i said yes. You told me you loved me as you looked into my eyes with that look, that look that made me feel like my heart just jumped out of my chest. We were going on strong for mounths, but then her. She got in the way, and i always new it was gonna happen, i just never knew how bad and strong it was gonna hurt, but trust me i felt it. I told myself we were just gonna get back together adventualy, but it didnt seem like it, since you always acted like you hated me. I hated when anyone brought up your name, i just wanted to sit in a corner and pour out my heart, and ruin my makeup. You tease me now, and its getting to the point where im tierd of it but i know ill still deal with it cause i want you, and every pieace of you forever. You tell me you care about me, and i belieave it, but i always wonder if you ever think about me the way and how many times i do about you.And  now, were still not together and i try to hide it but i still love you max as much as i did, and as much as i ever will.
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