smilesANDtears

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The up sides: The sun comes up every morning. Hope gets lost but it never dies. Theres always a new chance tomorrow. The smell after a storm. seasons change. You have a soul mate out there somewhere. Miracles are real. theres beauty in everything. Your breathing. Love is eternal. Things will be okay.
Names Sierra, I'm 14 years young, & a freshmann:). I can be the nicest girl you'll ever meet, or the worst. You can decide that(; I'm extremely sarcastic, and Im always laughing. You can hardly ever take me seriously, unless Im upset. I hate drama,. I love meeting new people, so drop me a message if you want to talk. im a volleyball player(: i can hold my breath for a minute and a half. Just thought id throw that out there ;D I love my friends and family.. you could say im creative.I love photography and Volleyball, and a little bit of drawing C: Arizona cardinals baby ;D i also like football, baseball and hockey:) i am boy crazy! I have one best friend in the whole world and her name is Cheyenne Martin I am in love with a guy who doesnt even know i exist.. soo yeah talk to me i dont bite.. :)These are somethings that make my day/night a million times better. When do something i dont do a lot, i cant really explain that. When i am surrounded by my friends, makes me feel like im a part of something. When i sitting outside on a roof looking out to the ocean or traffic , i feel like im a part of something. I feel like one thing i do can effect everything i see & it can. I love it when i find music that goes with my life. Music that explains my life or music that.. hmm.. Well, music that.. the beat goes with my life. I like it when I feel like im on a music video. Those nights when im alone looking up into the sky. I am nothing campared to everything. Those nights you see that one shooting star & its pretty ironic that one are thinking about that special someone when you see it. those days/nights i stay up till the early morning just to talk to you. when i watch the bubbles show up when i pour my coke <33 Those thing just make my day/night a million times better. Oh and a clean shave! Now that feeling pretty fucking amazing (: ~Jellyfiiiish

Quotes by smilesANDtears

 


 In a dream
you saw a
way to survive
and you were
full of joy


 


 If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary-wise; what it is it wouldn't be, and what it wouldn't be, it would. You see? 

Love at First Sight

So much for love at first sight
I should have looked twice
I was blinded by your face
And your eyes that made me feel like I was lost in space
With a second look maybe I could see
See what you would have done to me
Maybe by looking you in the eyes
I could have seen the lies
Maybe if I listened I could have heard
The flaw in every word
They say one look is all you need
It also may mislead
Now when it comes I might cringe
In memory of the pain it may bring
But being alone gives me times to think
Time to stop staring and blink
Maybe I didn't need a second look
Maybe it's the first I shouldn't have took
-April

nmq

Please don't tell me not to cry
Please don't say there was a reason why
You don't know what I'm feeling
Or how much I hurt
The wet spots are from tears on the collar of this shirt
You think I should go on with life
Forget about it and be strong
But deep down I'm sad, and I don't want to go along
I don't expect you to understand why
For no apparent reason I break down and start to cry
My life has changed forever, you see
And that is why I'm not acting like the same ole me
So please don't try to act like nothing happend
Because it's changed my life forever
I will never be the same again
Not today, not tomarrow, but never
The best thing you can do for me is just be there
Just like always,my friend
My broken heart is hurting bad
And it will never mend.
nmq

TF just happened to Witty?
 
You know what? Im sick of this. Sick of always being put down by my "friends". I can't even have a serious conversation with out them making fun of me or some sh/t. Im done with it.  In the next school year, highschool, I will find new friends. Better ones. Ones who will support me, not bring me down. Ones who will back me up. Ones who dont keep secrets from me. Ones that i can actually tell a secret too and know that they will keep it. Ones where i wont be afraid to come to school with new clothes or hair because i think theyll make some rude comment. Ones that will actually text/ call for no reason at all. Ones that will want to hangout 24/7 because they miss me. This year i will find someone  I will call my bestfriend, and truly mean it.


 
Why did you do it? Why did you go and stab me in the back, the way you did? We were best friends, or so I thought. You kept it behind my back so you wouldnt hurt me? You knew Id find out sooner or later. You kept it from me to prevent hurting me. But doing that only hurt me more. I dont like having secrets kept from me, or being stabbed in the back. Before you do some thing put yourself in the other persons shoes because no one likes being stabbed in the back, including yourself.


 



The worst feelings Ive had:
-When one of my friends are hurting and I cant do anything.
-Being rejected.
-When im falling apart and no one is there to help me.
-Crying in front of someone who expected me to be strong.
-Falling out of love.
-Realizing how trapped I really am in this place.
-Hopelessness.
-Feeling ugly as F*ck because no one tells me otherwise.


 
Honesly, I hold in a lot. When im upset, I really dont like to tell anyone. Especially the person who made me feel that way. No matter how much anyone askes the answer will always be, " Im fine." even if its not true.