&+ I'm not a perfect girl I sing into my hairbrush >>
[( l o u d l y . )] I tell my tv to
change the channel to
disney
instead of MTV, then
complain to myself how nobody listens to me. I
like to put
my Ipod on as loud as it can go and ((
jam out )) in my
room like a complete idiot. I'm your idea of " uncool. " But
you know what? I'd rather do all of this instead of squeeze
myself into some size 0 that i know doesn't fit me and not
eat anything so i can fit {( everyone elses )} definition of
perfect. I don't live by anyones
standards. And i'll be much Happier than you'll ever be (:
you should've been the one holding
my hand, the one kissing my lips, my phone call in the middle of the night, the one i spent my weekends with, and my
life. you should've been
all
of that and so much more