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Remember
When I was your baby?
When I was the three am call?
When you used to text me good morning beautiful?
When you used to hug me around my waist?
When you loved to see me with no make up on?
When you used to know everything about me?
When I was your favorite hello?
And was never gonna be a good bye?
When I was your first kiss?
When you gave me your hoodie to sleep in?
Oh and your boxers?
Remember when I was your everthing, and I'd give everything to be your anything right now.

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Eleven
She comes home from her weekend visit and cries to her mommy.  Carter has wannted to cheer for a long time. Whatever.  So cheer try outs came about.  Megan, Carter's best friend tried out with her.  They both tried their hardest ran their first mile and didnt stop. Buddy mile.  Carter got her number it was 140.  Megan's was 139.  They both still have thoose stickers to this day.  She stayed up and practice she practiced her little butt off.  Stayed up till 12 practicing over and over and over.  Carter wannted to prove to her daddy and Kim that she could do it.  The night came for tryouts she got there super early and practice with the older girls.  She loved the feeling of acoplishment.  Carter tried out with two of the lower girls which made her feel like she was amazing.  Her hurkey was bootykickinawesome.  Like bam!  Smile.  Was her only thought in her mind.  One of the coaches asked "What jump would you like to show us?"  Carter replied "Toe touch." In her head count one two clap three four hit five six down seven eight stand. SMILE.  It was only then she learned to love her smile.  Carter stayed up till 1 in the morning and to only find she was the only Freashman that had made JUNIOR VARSITY AKA jv!

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Ten
Carter only thought it was all good.  Gabby (the beautiful step sister) told her she was leaving with her daddy to go to get Taco Bell.  She came out of the bath room and she was brushing her hair and the step B I T C H called her into the room.  Carter has always been scares s h i t less oh her.  Kim the step mom says "So I hear you want to try out for your high school cheer?" Carter's voice trembles, "Yes I talked to dad about it."  "Well I think it is funny how Gabby has wannted to cheer for a long time then you come out of the blue and you have the balls to ask your dad if you can cheer with out asking or talking to me?" "Yes?"  "Can you even remember a cheer?" "Uhm yes?" Shes teaches her a cheer Carter repeats it, and Kim gets a really B I T C H look on her face.  " How about the splits too?" Carter does them as she asks.  Neil walks in the room as Carter is in the splits and asks what she is doing.  As she was about to reply with the truth Kim nudges in and says she was showing her, and that she was proud.  Really? Carter thought.  Lies lies lies.  The weekend went on.

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Please:
I have a friend her name is Samantha and she is in rehab for spice. Her parents said if she went that they would get off her beack. I got a call Tuesday night and she told me "Haleigh I need you to start peeing for me, because I relapsed and I cant pass my test." SO I said sure not knowing of thinking it fully threw. I started thinking today and I said to myself if I get more then 50 favs I will tell her that I am enabling her to smoke weed and do drugs and get away with it. She needs to understand that she is in rehab for a reason and they are all there to help her get better and not be addicted to spice or weed anymore and that life isnt about when your gonna smoke youre next bowl or roll your next joint. Please I need your help witty sister?

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Seven
Carter started to do it daily.  It was one of the only times she really felt alive.  Carter did it untill she got called into the office because she was scared they would find them on her legs.  Carter felt so many urges, but she couldn't.  Carter when she had moved new middle it was a new start for her. She had made friends with everyone. Yet again.  Carter went out with this one guy named Austin and he was amazing to her.  He broke up with her a month later over a text.  Yes a text.  She later made friends with her best friend named Megan and she said the he told her that he would never break up with a girl over text. And what did Austin do? Break up with her over text. 

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Six
Carter never thought she would ever do that.  She was always taught to eat and just work off what she ate.  Carter played softball and that was her get away at the time.  Only untill she found out that throwing up made her happier then ever.  Carter becaome friends with a girl named Katelynn and Emily.  They are twins.  Katelynn and Carter clicked instantly.  They spent like everyday they possibly could with each other.  Katelynn opened up to her and told her that she cuts her self.  Not only did she not know how to handle this she wondered if that would make her cope better.  Carter did it one day when she was SO mad she didn't know what else to do.  She felt as if that was her only solution rather then kill herself.  She had kept that in her mind after Katelynn had told her.

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Five
Carter started to change.  Some what for the good but mainly for the bad.  Where she had just moved to there was mre money so there were drugs.  Carter started off really good only had two friends Holli and Heather.  She fit right in with them.  Seventh grade came around and she started to date any one and every one.  Carter met this one guy Kyler and fell in love, head over heals for this kid.  They went out for seven months.  Kyler cheated on Carter SO many times.  When Carter had finally found out he denyed it and she belived him.  Carter found out she was moving and had to break up with him.  Only then was it that she found out the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth.  She hadn't realized how much just one lie could hurt her so much.  That was the day she first threw up to make herself feel beauitful.
 

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Four
Carter started out in the fourth grade again at a new school perfect.  Carter was in her awkward stage so she wasn't really sure about it, but after a little while fir in SO perfect.  She was there at that school for all of fourth and fifth and then moved at the beging of sixth grade.  Ian got a chance at a better work job that paid more so they moved up to a place called El Dorado Hills. Rich Hills as everyone else calls it.  Hudge houses and name brand clothes.  Carter didn't fit in one bit.  Still wore Target jeans like really? Tralior Trash in their eyes.  Carter turned from little miss nothing to prep of the century.  Everyone envyed her hair and eyes.  Abercrombie had her name written all over it.