im having a nightmare.
im seeing you with her. all over eachother
laughing and kissing
right in my face
knowing i cant handle it.
i try pinching myself
trying to force myself awake.
but its not a nightmare.
im awake
here comes the pain
its racing to my heart
the thought of you with her
is killing me.
my body doesnt know what to do
cry? scream?
i guess all i can do
is both.