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you were "always supposed to be there". you were my rock. I thought i'd have you forever, even just as a friend. that's all i'd ever want. we could talk about ANYTHING with each other. i gave you my heart, my strength and let you in, and what did you do? when i warned you and tried to help you, you left me. i just want to figure this out, and know what you want, so i can either move on, or stay. tell me. i'll go if you want me to. I'LL RUN AWAY FROM YOU AS FAST AS MY FEET WILL TAKE ME. but i may do that anyway. i can't get through my everyday life without you. and if i run, i hope you'll chase me. or find me on the side of the road. 
you're killing me. if you don't talk to me, you will kill me. c'mon. 
"big bro" has to talk to me sometime. If I don't get an answer, i'll run, and your problem will disappear. you never have to see me again. 


hope you're happy.

behind every woman, 
there is a man who did her wrong
and made her STRONG.

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Everytime you smile at me, my heart goes wild.
 

Today, you gave me the biggest smile and looked into my eyes while we passed in the hallway.
 

It's been over 2 days and I still can't get you outta my mind :)

You have no clue how much i want you with me.

You may never have a clue about how much i miss you when you're gone. 

You will never have a clue how many butterflies flutter in my stomach when you smile at me or hug me

When people mention your name, I can't help but smile. 

All this means I LOVE YOU


<3
 

Everytime you smile at me, my heart goes wild.
 

Today, you gave me the biggest smile and looked into my eyes while we passed in the hallway.
 

It's been over 5 hours and I still can't get u outta my mind :)

 

Please say YES!

Last night, while sitting in my room, i stumbled upon my grandmother's favorite quote
"Stand up for what's right, even if you're standing alone."
She died more than 5 years ago.

I instantly thought of the phrase in german. that was the first german phrase she taught me. I started balling my eyes out. I don't know how but I realized how good I have it to some people, and how bad I have it compared to others. That's why people apologize for me suffering and them not helping me. People don't understand that I don't want sympathy. I just want people to see why I have to keep a smile on my face on most days, but when I have a frown on my face or a tear running down my cheek, there's something wrong.

Some of the most important people in my life understand, but other must learn or i will snap.
But I will always honor that saying. It is my life motto. Always has, always is.

My boyfriend is moving to utah in june. I can't do a long distance relationship like that.


What should i tell him???

when i see you,

think about you,

or even hear your name,

it kills me inside....

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You never know how Strong you

are until being strong is the

Only Choice you have

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Love is like the wind. You can't see it but you can feel it