snuffylover8

She paints a pretty picture
but her picture has a twist
you see...her paintbrush is a razor
and her cnavas is her wrist
she paints her pretty picture
in a color thats blood red
while using her sharp paintbrush 
she ends up finally dead
her pretty pictures fading
quite slowly on her arm
the blood is not racing through her
she can no longer do harm
she painted her pretty picture
but her picture had a twist
you see her mind was the razor
and her heart was just her wrist.

i just ruined my friendship with my ex boyfriend i did what everyone said would bring him back to me i told him that i still love him and  that i cant be friends with him until im over him and he just said that its my life

i dont even matter anymore but you know what? his loss

3.31.11

<3 i still love you, always will

the worst feeling youll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you, knowing that you mean nothing to them. 


i've already experienced that feeling </3

to LOVE is one thing
to BE LOVED is another
but to BE LOVED by the one you LOVE....
IS EVERYTHING
<3

SHE
is laying in the bed with the door locked
the curtains are drawn and the light's off
The Notebook is in the DVD player
an empty tub of ice cream is on the floor
next to dozens of crumpled tissues
shes got her music blasting
so no one can hear her sobs
her fingertips are smudged with black
from wiping away mascara-stained tears
shes replaying their last conversation
thinking ill never get him back

HE
is sitting on the edge of his bed with his door locked
the curtains are drawn and the  lights off
Call of Duty is in the Xbox
the controller is laying on the floor
right beneath the spot where he nearly
punched the wall in his own frustration
hes got the music blasting so loud
so nobody can hear his cries
his hairs a mess from running his hands through it
and hes replaying their last conversation
thinking shell never take me back
 

words may sting,
but its silence that breaks the heart
</3

Heres to the Heartbreakers
who are so good at hiding all the evidence of them pretending
all along who were we kidding?
i could find a man and not a boy
yeah youll see
what youre missing
yes im fine now, 
thanks for asking
heres to the fakers
heres to the heartbreakers
</3

Spongebob: this isn't just your everyday darkness. this is....ADVANCED DARKNESS.
Me in my room: this isn't just your everyday darkness. this is...PARONORMAL ACTIVITY DARKNESS.

What I fear the most?
Falling in love too hard. Oh wait, that already happened. And look how terrible my life is now.