If your friend Sam knew that you put the not then he should tell her not date her. I'm really sorry! But you should talk to her and tell her it was you that put the note.
I'm not trying to be ride about this but... Yeah were obsessed with 1D but not all if us are like that. You can't say that about all the fans if only some are doing that^
I know how hard it is to lose someone but trust me killing your self is not worth it. Please don't do it! If you need someone to talk to I'm here. But PLEASE DO NOT END YOUR LIFE!!!! Stay strong!
I had a friend like that but I couldn't take it anymore so I talked to her about it but she flipped out so I'm better off know. I know what your going through. If you need to talk, I'm here(: