sofewwords4

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I need little reminders that I matter. I get lonely easily. I find meaning in the small things.
People are more important to me than I am to them. I need hugs. I need "I love you's" I need

proof that you care.  I forgive in a heartbeat. I apologize even faster. I constantly wonder
who would miss me if I left. I need people to understand me, or at least to try. Sometimes
I try to hard. I need people to love me.  I need to know it. I don't cry over  things people do
I cry  over what they don't do.  I'm crushed daily by the things  people don't say. I'd never
show this though.  I hate people to see me cry. I act confident. I hold in my feelings.  Maybe
I'm more fragile than I let on.  Its because my heart is so easily broken.  I hate not knowing
what to say. I hate it when nobody knows what to say to me. I see through empty words. The
constant contradiction kills me, why can't I  ever be right? When I try to be strong I  realize how
weak I really am. I do everything I can and  I'm sick of trying.  Sick of putting on a happy face.
I put myself through to much. I put up with abuse.  Because it's become routine? Or because
it's an easy lie to believe? I hate being ignored and misunderstood. I take them both personally.
It makes me feel, just bad. I always need somebody to talk to, and somebody who actually wants

to listen. I do care what people think about me. Hearing somebody say something good about  me
makes a world of difference.  Seeing happy families makes me want to cry. I wish I could fix mine.
What  I hate is how hard I try, and how much I cry. What I hate is how pathetic I feel. What I hate is
how I care so much. I wish I could be strong, and that nothing could hurt me. No, actually I don't care
if I get hurt, I just wish I could find a way not to show it, so everyone would think I was strong, even
if I do have to suffer. I'm sick of caring so much more about others than they care about me. I think

something must be wrong with me. I wish somebody would tell me what I'm doing wrong, so I could
change. Yes, I am willing to change myself for others. I love myself but I love other people more.
Some say that's unhealthy, some say it's pathetic. Very few understand. I wish I could change.

I don't care
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I need you to care.


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Tough Times Never Last
But tough people always do
He will realize the huge mistake
he made when he let you go;; when he decided to choose [her] over you. When he decided he  just did not love you anymore. Trust me, he will be sorry. & dont you sit there thinking he won't be sorry; I know you are.  But i guarentee you now; he will. So dont go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know your never gonna get. Or that IM you know he will never send you; simply because he likes to ignore you. He like to pretend he does not see you online, he does it outta spite just because he knows its killing you. When he walks past you in the hallways he is gonna look past you, but you need to know he will do that cause he knows somewhere inside you, it will hurt. i'm not gonna lie to you. it will hurt. it will hurt a lot. But it will hurt even more when you see her name & how much he loves her in his profile.  But its all gonna hurt.Knowing your not the girl thats making him smile. Knowing your not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing your not the face on his backgroud of his phone anymore. Knowing if he has'nt already he will delete the album of pictures of you he has on his phone. Knowing you wont be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing theres not gonna be no more late night phone calls. And you know what? Sooner or later your phone will go off with a text message,you will instantly grab your phone hoping its him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot. But trust me;hes got to much pride. Even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldnt tell you. Your soon gonna realize he doesnt care about you anymore;; chances are he most likely never actually did. and he wont be the first person you call when your upset. He wont be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yea its gonna hurt; its gonna hurt alot. But you know what your gonna do?  Your gonna hold your head up. Your gonna show him your better than him and you dont need him in your life. Your gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go.
you never really needed him anyways <3

i know its long. but it's so true.
you will be over your ex after you read this.

NOTHING'S
GONNA
CHANGE
MY WORLD
You're asking me
will my love grow
I DON'T KNOW/ ♥ / I DON'T KNOW

You stick around

now it may show
I DON'T KNOW/ ♥ / I DON'T KNOW
*Without [GOD], our week would be:
.Sinday.
.Mournday.
.Tearsday.
.Wasteday.
.Thirstday.
.Fightday.
.Shatterday.






[<3] If you love God
You were Amazing;
you were my best guy friend.
you made me laugh when i cried on your shoulder.
when i had on my fake smile and everyone thought i was in a good mood,
even my best friends, you took me to the side and said- "What's Wrong?"
You were the most random, funny, smart, outgoing person i knew.

you had the strongest passion and nothing could stop you.
you loved with all your heart and soul
.
I fell for you like everyone else;
but it was different. you were the first i fell for. i was deeply in love.
you met her;
you looked at me during class and said,"I need your advice, I think I'm in love."

i think i died right there. my voice cracked as i looked at you and said, heartbroken, "With who?" "Well there's this girl that i met a few days ago.."
I felt numb. The worst feeling i have ever felt.

you're dating;
and now you are different, your eyes don't sparkle. you don't smile as often. you've lost your touch, your gleam, and your heart. your grades have dropped. i tell you "She's not right for you. She's ruined you." "You say no. I am in love." I look at you with pleading eyes and i wish i could hold you and tell you and show you that i would be perfect for you.. but i am too afraid.
now two years later;
i watch you in the halls. we don't speak. though i am in love..

 
God didnt promise
days without pain, 
laughter without sorrow, 
sun without rain,
but he did promise
strength for the day,
comfort for the tears,
and light for the way
Sorrow looks
«back
Fear looks
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But only faith looks
up^