softball4lyfe

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Hannah. Rae.
Surfing. Softball. Tanning. Skimboarding. Longboarding. Partying. Friendship. Single. Some things just don't work out :( 
His eyes make the stars look like there not shining. 2nd basemen, bat second, and i play center field. Howell Heat; 2nd at nationals, sc.
New Jersey All Day, Brick 732. I have blonde hair, blue eyes, and i'm 5'4. I am a Freshman, frossssh, fresh meat, you know ;) 
I use winkey faces to everyone, and I'm a complete flirt. I have my close friends,
and my enemies. I don't have it bad, but i do make it worse for myself sometimes. I have a blackberry= crackberry. 
I look a lot older then 15, but oh well. I turn 15 september 21st. I, myself, am made up of flaws, stitched together with good intentions. 
I take life as it comes. The beach is my h0me. Yeah, i got my h00e's, my b00y and fam<3
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I'm not single. I'm actually taken by the sweetest, most perfect guy.  Brendon Roman<3 He is a freshman, like me and he plays basketball. He is my favorite! But no, i don't love him. Love actually scares me...  anyways I have family problems, obviously? Who doesn't. But i've thought about cutting, but never actually did it. I've thought about running away, but never did. My mind is like an ocean of thoughts, and no one knows how i think. I'm usually an outgoing person, but sometimes, i'm shy. Somedays, i don't want to get out of bed. I'm a night owl, and i wakeup usually at noon. Unless i have softball, of course. I'm a beach bum. That's where i like to spend my summer evenings, and i'm a gym fanatic. I like to be in shape, got myself abs from softball. I train alot, it takes my mind of things. I honestly do love living, it's an adventure. I feel like dora when i wake up, cause i don't know where i'm going, ever. Wherever this world takes me, i'll go. I'm weightless like the wings of a bird.. I'll fly away when i get scared. I never stay with someone for to long because i don't like to be the one thats left. I'm sorry, that's just me.  Follow me xoxo, favorite some quotes, leave a friendly comment. Do what makes you happy on my page. Don't like a quote or anything i just said? Then leave a comment and we'll talk about it. I don't really like people being upset with me. I'm genuinely a sweetgirl, with a rough shell. Been left way to may times, and played .. phew, ridiculous, right? right. Life is fucking awesome, sometimes. It sucks, just like your girlfriend ;) LOLWUT ? . . Broken Promises- 20190916
Well like i said before, follow, comment, favorite. -Softball4lyfe xoxoxo ;) BRING IT ON WINTER, BRING IT ON. 

Quotes by softball4lyfe

The final breaking point.
She sits in class. Hair in a messy bun, no makeup. Why even try? She has nobody to imperess anymore. She watches as all her friend laugh and taunt each other back and forth. Normally she'd be right there in the middle of it all. But not today. She just can't put on that fake smile anymore. Everybody knows somethings wrong, yet nobody asks. What could have turned this popular, bubbly, beautiful girl, into this? They can't help but wonder. But she has to be strong. That's the only thing she's ever known. She hears someone in the distance say his name. That's all it takes. She can't hold it in anymore. The tears start falling. She's picturing his laugh in the back of her mind, knowing it will never be because of her. She goes home, cranks up the Taylor Swift, lays in his sweatshirt and just cries. What is he thinking? Does he miss her? She can't help but wonder. Has he let go yet? She looks through the saved text messages. All the " I love you babes" The " You're my world, I'll never hurt you" All the " Goodmorning beautiful's" And her leat favorite the " I'm sorry, I love you, but it can't work" She burries her head in the pillow, hoping that he knows. Just hoping he knows that all those times, will be in the back of her mind forever. She hope's he knows, how deeply in love with him she still is.   



Obsessed, depressed
  at the s a m e time, I can't even walk in a straight line.
                                                

 

I think I love you again. I know we broke up, but I'm seriously in love with you more than ever.
Excuse me? I don't think you realize that YOU broke up with ME. YOU cheated on ME. And yet you still have the f**king guts to tell me that you're still in love with me? Yeah. Well guess what? I'm not coming back. And next time I see you, expect a visit from my middle finger.

My friend and her conversation with her ex.
I have so much respect for her.
When you think you know a person,
but you find out they've changed.
and you know they'll never be the
same person you fell in love with.
But all you can do is put a smile
on your face and move on. Because
people change, and all you can do
is wish them the best, because you
don't really have any other choice.
All you can do is wait for time to heal

your broken heart.

 

I think I love you again. I know we broke up, but I'm seriously in love with you more than ever.
Excuse me? I don't think you realize that YOU broke up with ME. YOU cheated on ME. And yet you still have the f**king guts to tell me that you're still in love with me? Yeah. Well guess what? I'm not coming back. And next time I see you, expect a visit from my middle finger.

My friend and her conversation with her ex.
I have so much respect for her.

 

I think I love you again. I know we broke up, but I'm seriously in love with you more than ever.
Excuse me? I don't think you realize that YOU broke up with ME. YOU cheated on ME. And yet you still have the f**king guts to tell me that you're still in love with me? Yeah. Well guess what? I'm not coming back. And next time I see you, expect a visit from my middle finger.

My friend and her conversation with her ex.
I have so much respect for her.
&His Shirt
rides up a little everytime he stretches♥
 
You may not know it now,

But you're going to miss me. You're going to miss my kiss, you're going to crave my touch. You're going to want my hand back in yours, you're going to want my number to appear on your screen again. You're going to miss me saying "I love you too" Every night. You may be happy with her now, but the time will come for you to miss me, and when you do, well all i have to say, is 
Sucks to be you.


 


I  don't  think  I'l ever  be  that  happy  again.
 I've narrowed my standards, and raised my expectations. On the outside, you were
everything. On the inside, you were even better. And now that you’re out of  my
 life….I have to admit I’m scared. I’m scared that I will never find someone who
 made me feel like you did. But most of all, I’m scared that I will never find
someone who will live up to the standards you have set. I don't want to
miss out on love, just because you didn't know what you had,

  when  yo had  it…