softballallie815

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Quotes by softballallie815

i cant even think straight im falling sooo hard for you im falling im falling, im lost in my hears i cant not think about you for even a minute let alone an hour your always on my mind, its like your almost meant to be in there. its like i cant get rid of the thought of you at all, i try to get you out of my mind but it just doesnt work. you pester my mind whether for the good or bad. and i cant stop falling for you im falling soo hard, and i cant even stop
and right this second i feeel more hatred then i ever have for you. i hate you for not only not believing me but for making me feel like i actually mattered somewhat to you and making me feel like we were finally ohkay after what happened. i dont know if you try and hurt me or its unintensional but trust me it hurt. and right this second i feel like i hate you more then anything </3
and i cant believe i almost started falling for you again , im soooo stupid . you had me soo close for falling for you  i cant even believe it . you made me feeel soo happy for a total of about an hour . and then i realized i was wasting my time. i cant believe some of the things i was feeling & thinking .  im so done right this second .

well it started off as a dream , a weird dream . my mind was confusd my head was spinning, i found myself in a black hole with one door, i ran to the door but it was like there was a force field repelling me , i finally opened the door, and there was a light above, i couldnt understnd i tried waking myself up and it wouldnt work , i was stuck in this black hole, with one shining light leading to an empty place. i was alone on this earth no one around. and not knowing where i was i woouldnt, couldnt understnd it . i tryed thinking of an explanation but i couldnt it just wasnt making sense. and sooon everything was gone, no light at alll. i was back into the black hole. with no way out, suddenly my heart stops and i get this chilled feeling like someones watching, and i feel my heart stop . im devistated , dead, and my hearts bitterly cold. im gone , forever

and because we all start in this world as a dream, a leap of faith per say . we all are starteed off as someones goal. someones mistake. or someones dream . the world revolves around the cycle , the cycle of life. and why ? , why not be be unique change life up a bit. why not change live your way, and dont regret a second . live to the fullest ?<3

your mind, its a confusing place, a place of unknown. Anything that could happen would happen its a world of illegitamate things and fairytales. the world is your creation your the ruler , the creator . your dreams are an aspect of your mind they are also created according o you, but controling them is much harder to master. This world , your world is filled with the most amazing things, if you could only see <3

the truth is sometimes you feel soo small so misunderstood so broken . you feel like no one , i mean no one understands you . you cant stand breathing anymore if your not breathing for a purpose , it just takes so much out of you . your just tooo weak for anything. your absolutely broken into pieces . no one can fix it . your done. unrepairable

i feel like im falling so hard for him , and i keep coming back to liking him and i canntt stop with my feeling , whenever i talk to him i feel like my hearts in his hands and i cant standd it . the way he makes me feel is soo weird, and i feel like i always talk about guys like this , but when i like someone this much its hard not to , i cant stand the way he makes me feeel , honestlyy. andd i course he likes me too , but of course theres onee problem with everything that seems to good to be truee <3


the otherr day me
my 5 yr old
cousin my 15 yr
old cousin
and i wre singing
big time rush in the car
my other cousins wre staring
MLIA