softballchica15

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Joined: August 10, 2011
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Birthday: August 21
user id: 206111
Location: MA
Gender: F
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Hey there, I'm Mara!
I am 15 as of  August 21, 2012 @ 4:25pm.
I am shy, quiet, but once you get to know me I'm loud!
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Ok don't tell me none of this is adorable:
I was afterschool with Ben and we were fixing the calendar in the lobby and I almost fell off the bench. He jumped off and stood behind me and said:

"Don't worry if you fall, I'll catch you."
"I don't know Ben..."
"Don't worry, I got you."
"I'm pretty heavy"
"Nah its fine, I've got you Mara."
"Okay...I'm just saying if I fell, I'd crush you."
"I'm a big strong man."

Oh Ben...
Anyways after that, I watched whatever game he was playing and I finally got a text that I ha to leave. We both didn't want me to leave. So I grabbed my backpack and sat next to him and threw my right arm around him. I said:

"I'm gonna give you a hug. I feel like I haven't given you one in forever."
"Ha yeah."

So I gave him one from the side with one arm and then both, and he put his head on my shoulder. I had like a bajillion butterflies exploding in my stomach. So then he told me he'd see me tomorrow in the morning and i said no because I'm going to Boston for the doctors for my wrist and he looked sad and said

"Oh yeah."
"Well I'll possibly see you the football game tomorrow night!"

His face lit up and then he had a flirty face and said

"I'll possibly see you then."

I really wish I had kissed him right then and there.

Ben?
Ben is my best guy friend ever. He makes me feel so comfortable about myself that I don't need to try to be anything but me. He is pretty much a teacher, life coach, and awesome person all in one. Sure he is weird but I am too. That is why we get along so great. he doesn't judge and gives the best hugs in the world. He will always find a way to make you smile even on the worst days. He is just amazing to me.
Ok so there's this guy...
He is a senior and he is my best friend. I honestly go home everyday and just talk to him. Well I have liked him since about May or June, and I finally told him Sunday night. Unfortunately it was over text because thats really the only time we can talk. Well he is the President of Art Club and we were waiting for our rides and he just seemed different. He seemed happier to be with me. I have no idea if it had to do with me telling him or what but it was awesome. Right now I really just want to send him a text just naming everything I love about him, but I feel it'd be a little weird and I might see him tomorrow at the game, so I'd honestly just want to kiss him on the cheek. I have been trying to get the guts to do that for the past 3-4 weeks. We shall see! Anyways this kid is just amazing and I don't know what I'd do without him.
Today my dad asked me if I was pregnant. Yes father, me of all people, who is insanely awkward and cannot get a guy to look at her, is pregnant. Yep, you were spot on.
This is how I feel the general puplic reacts to kindness:
"Oh you're nice to me? Let me just slap you in the face with hatred."
Tonight I'm gonna dance. But I don't wanna dance, if I'm not dancing with you. ❤
So I can't go out tonight because I asked my brother questions about his homework and got screamed at. Lovely.
I wrote him a letter telling him how I feel. Hopefully I don't chicken out before I give it to him.
Life would be so much better if we were together...
I'd have someone to love
someone to hold
someone who kisses my cheek
who tells me I'm beautiful
who understands everything
who is more like my bestfriend
who knows all my secrets
someone to kiss me in the rain
to let me wear his jacket
to text me 'I love you' randomly
to hug me from behind
to have beautiful eyes
to be my prince charming
to laugh at my bad jokes
to write me love letters
I want that boy to be you
We aren't dating, I really like him, he's stressed, should I kiss him? At least on the cheek?
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