Ok don't tell me none of this is adorable:
I was afterschool with Ben and we were fixing the calendar in the
lobby and I almost fell off the bench. He jumped off and stood
behind me and said:
"Don't worry if you fall, I'll catch you."
"I don't know Ben..."
"Don't worry, I got you."
"I'm pretty heavy"
"Nah its fine, I've got you Mara."
"Okay...I'm just saying if I fell, I'd crush you."
"I'm a big strong man."
Oh Ben...
Anyways after that, I watched whatever game he was playing and I
finally got a text that I ha to leave. We both didn't want me to
leave. So I grabbed my backpack and sat next to him and threw my
right arm around him. I said:
"I'm gonna give you a hug. I feel like I haven't given you one in
forever."
"Ha yeah."
So I gave him one from the side with one arm and then both, and
he put his head on my shoulder. I had like a bajillion
butterflies exploding in my stomach. So then he told me he'd see
me tomorrow in the morning and i said no because I'm going to
Boston for the doctors for my wrist and he looked sad and
said
"Oh yeah."
"Well I'll possibly see you the football game tomorrow
night!"
His face lit up and then he had a flirty face and said
"I'll possibly see you then."
I really wish I had kissed him right then and there.