XworryingmidnightX*

Status: Just keep swimming <3
Joined: January 2, 2012
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: July 15
user id: 259022
Location: Pennsylvania
Gender: F
Hi! I guess I should introduce myself. My name is Heather or Teddy whichever you prefer; it doesn't really matter to me. I'm 16 and am now driving :O. I love music, so some of my favorite bands are: Sleeping with Sirens, Pierce the Veil, Black Veil Brides, Mayday Parade, Suicide Silence, and many more. I read way too much for my own good and I love to watch movies. My favorite authors are Stephen King, J.K. Rowling, Nicholas Sparks, James Patterson, and Cassandra Clare. I have way too many favorite movies to name. My days pretty much consist of reading or coming up with ideas for possible stories. I like to help people and I'm a good listener, so if you ever need to talk I'm here to listen. That's pretty much it, so bye. <3

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[deleted] 9 years ago
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Your favorite bands are my favorite bands
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XworryingmidnightX* 9 years ago
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That's awesome! :)
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ShortGirlsDoItBetter 1 decade ago
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honesty hour! ask me anything on my honesty quote and i will answer it all 100% xox :*
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ChocoTaco 1 decade ago
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You are gorgeous and I love your name and you seem so nice c:
I also love your profile!
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Thank you so much! You are gorgeous as well.
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ChocoTaco 1 decade ago
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You're welcome and aw thank you so much C:
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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No problem :)
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ChocoTaco 1 decade ago
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haha c:
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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hehe :)
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ChocoTaco 1 decade ago
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^-^
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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:}
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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hello?
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Hi?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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how may you be?
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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So-so, you?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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i'm not entirely sure
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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If I may ask, why?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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a bunch of confusion mess
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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I'm sorry
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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it's not your fault
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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I know
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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so much i could put, if i thought it mattered.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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It does matter. At one time or another everything matters.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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not everything matters. if only the world could see that.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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True, but sometimes you just have to believe that does to feel okay again.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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I feel better knowing that it's not. I use the understance to my advantage.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Okay, then.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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it works, I promise. once you can do that you can beat life.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Really? Because every promise made to me was broken in some way or another.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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this isn't one i can break. so yes i promise. once you undersatnd if it can or can't get better you will know what to do. providing the fear. stays out.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Okay well that's sort of a relief and thanks.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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you're welcome. i'm not going to lie you wont alway like the truth/ answer
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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I know but I'd rather hear the truth than to be lied to.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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I understand that.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Good
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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nods
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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*awkwardly yells* awkward turtle!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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I love turtles but they hate me
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Aww I'm sorry I love turtles too. I actually got bit by a snapping turtle one time. It hurt.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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it's kool, they have a good reason. damn i would have been , but i'm sorry
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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I was younger so my reaction was to cry but then later I wanted to find the turtle and beat him up and it's okay, I learned to stay away from snapping turtles
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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I bet so, any age of mine i would have snaped it's neck then. just how up it was.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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I know. Animals don't really like because two weeks later I got bit by a mini horse at the fair. I punched it in the eye.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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laughs, horse got owned. animals are nice to me. for the most part
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Lucky you. Some animals are nice to me if I'm lucky and give them food.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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animals know i would kill them. plus some pick up my depressionas most call it.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Yeah I know what you mean my dog always seems to know when I'm sad
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yeah, I can never have another pet.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Why do you say that?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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cause my last one litterally died for me. no pet could replace her, i wouldn't. plus she either come back and kill me or it. smiles, I love that cat
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Aww, that's real devotion right there
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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thank you.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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No problem
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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sje would even be jealous of me using this computer. sorry not meaning to annoy you with my kitty. but i loved that cat. she was my little evil
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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It's fine you aren't annoying me. It takes a lot to do that. I would talk a lot about my pet too if she were dead. I actually kind of wish I had a evil little cat
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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I rasied mine, she only loved me. she was like a little wife. bossy as could be. but she loved me. the she did was unreal. i miss her like crazy. wouldn't even eat without me. thank you.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Awww, no problem. Now I really wish I had a cat
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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trust me you want a new born kitten.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Yeah I know my gran had cats. I used to be down at her house all the time
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yeah, they are just holdable. amd lazy
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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I know I love cats the just so adorkable
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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I love that they love to play then just cuddle
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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I know!! That's the best part
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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cats the attention whores of animals
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Mmmmhmmm very true
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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broke the computor. don't know how to use it
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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I'm sorry computers are very complicated sometimes
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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I just lack technology skills. i use as little as i can
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Me too and I usually hate technology
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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I yell at it.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Hehe people think that I'm crazy because I yell at things so I had to stop
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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I am a freak and love to be one. don't stop just be you
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Okay
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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really you will? it rare but every now and then someone will for me.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Yeah, I promise, I don't break my promises just so you know. Well that's a good thing, you just have awesome persuasion skills
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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that;s good, it helps when you have changed lives.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Yeah I know the feeling to some extent. I guess I just never took my own advice into consideration
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yeah, that the thing is it changes per person. for ones with no help, or not ever going to change, like me. it works better just to help others.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Yeah, but there are sometimes people there to help you, like me, if you need it.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yeah i will end up helping you trust me. i have no cure, i'm not even lucky enough to die. i just have to be careful and help others cause i can. i thing up for me cause i wasn't meant to be
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Well thank you in advance then and don't say that it hurts me when other people think they aren't worth living everyone is no matter what they did or what has happened to them, I promise you that. Everything and everyone was meant to be or the world wouldn't be so
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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no trust me, but if you want why ask. not everything as a reason, we make reason for things to make sence. you are welcome.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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True we do but I don't give up on people that think they are worthless so it's going to take more than that.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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then listen. I'm not even a condom tore baby, i'm a guy cam in the sheets of a hotel and some poor girl laid in it kind of baby. evn the ones that are suppose to help send me away. I've been through so much i shouldn't be kind. i am staticly suppose to be in jail. I changed on my own, people me up, but if i was religous even satan would fear me. i am beyond a good thing, but i really don't belong amoug people. i even hung myself and lived. trust me, don't argue my understanance.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Yet you lived through all of that and you are still kind that has to mean something. I'm sorry that you had to go through those things and I wish that you didn't have to go through those things, but then you wouldn't be the person you are today and that person is good even if you don't think so.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yes true and i tell people that. yet they say i need help just cause of the way i dress, cut, and have no problem with death. it means nothing other then i have taken control, and yes i'm kind but i am also a mean mother fuckerr. everytime i read what i put before i realize why it seams so fimilar
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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You don't necessarily need help, just someone to talk to. I do the same things, everyone says I'm on a downward spiral and it's leading to death yet I don't care and as long as I'm alive I'm going to help people so that they don't have to feel the same way.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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I know I don't need help. i talk when needed. i just need people to listen and understand. I ama spiral to death. I love it. I help i know it sucks to feel this way, but i don't care anymore,
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Well if it's any consolation I like to listen and most of the time I understand. It does suck but sometimes we have to care.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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for others myself. and thank you. i know i can't reach everyone but i don't need to if i change one they can spread it.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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No problem. Yeah
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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anyways, random. i should have been to bed hours ago. tomorrow is going to be a bit ch
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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I'm sorry if I kept you up. Why is tomorrow going to be a if I may ask
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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it's kooolit was my choice. um that means female dog, but no i'm going to be tired. i cuss a bunch so it gets into my . you haven't heard any of my daily phrases, trust me you don't wanna. if anyone every calls you one say i only have two legs not four.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Okay, I don't have to feel so guilty now. Okay I will
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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you shouldn't you helped by letting me get off my mind.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Okay. Yay I feel like a helpful person and anytime
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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I'm too lazy to go to bed?
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Well that's a real problem right there.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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maybe I'll cut
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Please don't, for me, if not for anyone else. For yourself even.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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I don't care what you ask of me. don't take that away. if you tell me no i'll do it right away.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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I didn't tell you no I just asked you to not do it. It's free will whether you do or not I'll never take that away from anyone
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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good, i love cutting it's beautiful. plus it control my high blood presure which controls my anger.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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I know what you mean by that, but they have on medicine that does no good and it only makes me hungry and I hate food so it just makes that much harder to resist
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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I hate drugz that aren't needed. have the they give us is stupid.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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I know especially the anti-depressants I stopped taking those two days after they gave them to me
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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I never took one. i rarely even take pain killers
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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They don't work the pills just make you feel even more empty, at least the ones I had to take. Pain killers help sometimes for me
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yeah they even say may cause suicide?? really now. they help but i feel little pain. after all i've been through
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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I know. True, and I don't blame you
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yeah...
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Yupp
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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well i should get to bed, I have practice tomorrow. goodnight
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Night
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NeverStopBelieving 1 decade ago
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Omg your like so like pretty. I'm like proper jell.
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Thank you. You don't need to be jell because you are super pretty too.
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theglassbutterfly 1 decade ago
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Ithink youre really pretty (sorry if that sounds wierd)
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Thanks and it didn't sound weird at all. P.S. you're really pretty too.
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theglassbutterfly 1 decade ago
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thanks:)
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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No problem :)
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ChaoticBeautyxo* 1 decade ago
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I LOVE you hair and you have the cutest smile I have ever seen(:
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XworryingmidnightX* 1 decade ago
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Thank you very much!! :)
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SeeYouL8rBrownieH8r 1 decade ago
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hi:D thanks for faving my quote and omg, your taste in music is perfection
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kayleecutie 1 decade ago
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sam <3
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staygold_ 1 decade ago
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Hey, gorgeous, i love your profile pic!
First off, all time low and sws are amazing!
Secondly, i just wanted to say you're amazing as well!
We're all perfect in a weird ways, dont let anyone bring you down c:
Stay gold, Teddy < 3
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xforevergonex 1 decade ago
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hahahha
(:
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xforevergonex 1 decade ago
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lol that's exactly what I'm doing too
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xforevergonex 1 decade ago
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lolol so whats up?
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xforevergonex 1 decade ago
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haha so am I
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xforevergonex 1 decade ago
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haha thanks(: it sound wickked good!
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xforevergonex 1 decade ago
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lol and nope, whats it about?
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xforevergonex 1 decade ago
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haha, a blastxD and i like horror/mystery types of books and like teenage lovey booksxD lol complete opposites;D
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xforevergonex 1 decade ago
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haha no problem((: and nothing really I'm sorta trying to find a book for summer reading and listening to music lol
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xforevergonex 1 decade ago
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hahaha so whats up? oh and btw you're so pretty! I LOVE your hair!!!
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xforevergonex 1 decade ago
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hi(:
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