someoneinhiding

Status: mysterious pic of me <<<<
Joined: April 27, 2013
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 358641
Location: Somewhere mysterious
Gender: F

Hey! My name is... none of your business. I'm not new to witty! This is my second account. so... yeah

Follow me on tumblr if you so desire: http://forever-poetry-in-my-veins.tumblr.com/
Also me and my best friend have a photo tumblr: capturedpieces-of-forever.tumblr.com


Some info about me just incase you care...
So my favorite colors are lavedar and turquoise (yes I am very specific)
My favorite food is pizza although pickles and ice cream are also very delicious.
I wouldn't be here without my two best friends.
My favorite artists are : P!nk, Imagine Dragons, Colton Dixon,Taylor Swift, One Direction, Demi Lovato, Passenger
I love love LOVE  to read preferably paranormal romance but romance, realistic fiction, or fantasy works.
I want to be an English teacher when I am older.
If you ever need to talk I am here for you.

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people!!!
LISTEN TO MEEE NOW!
YOU MUST FOLLOW DOUBLESIDEDICE BECAUSE SHE IS THE MOST AMAZING PERSON EVER.

carry on...






Quotes by someoneinhiding



get away

I don't need you

The one time I need you guys you all disapear. 

Clearly I need better people in my life

Or maybe its just that you need not as needy of a friend


 





     when I see the death in her eyes or the way she passes my house running all alone, running away from the world and her problems
 
all I think of is how I wish I could save her, but we're not bestfriends anymore and I don't know what words to say to tell her it's all gonna be
OKAY
 

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I'm sorry.... 

  I just can't do this any longer

 
Dear the girl with the locker next to me
 
Dear the girl with the locker next to me
I cannot explain to you how much I hate you
Or maybe it can only not be explained because it is not hate
Maybe it is because it is jealousy mixed in with a desire to rip you apart
Dear the girl with the locker next to me
You come to school every day in violation of some seemingly simple rule
Because to you it is more important to show some more skin and be unbuttoned
Then to follow the guidelines set out before you for your own safety
But when the teacher scolds you I watch as you stomp to the locker
Flipping your hair complaining about what other people do
Saying he makes you want to kill yourself, making me listen to you
Dear the girl with the locker next to me
Do you really want to kill yourself
Does your own ignorance and stupidity give you the right to say you want to die
Do you know what it means to walk through the hallways each day
And in your mind, just in case, whisper each person a goodbye.
Dear the girl with the locker next to me
The first time you said those words I forgave you, figured you were having a rough day
The second time I thought of how you don’t know how lucky you are
The third time I wondered what makes you think saying that is okay
The fourth time I thought of the days when I dreamed of nooses and knives and pills
The fifth time I wondered if when I got home my best friend would still be alive
The sixth time I decided that you were stuck up
The seventh time I whispered that people like you are what made me want to kill myself
The eighth time I wanted to offer to kill you because if you were really suicidal you would graciously accept
The ninth time I complimented you on your hair hoping it would shut your self-centered self up
The tenth time I realized how jealous I was that you could say those words without knowing the meaning
Dear the girl with the locker next to me
I challenge you to stand on a rooftop, look down, and imagine what it would feel like to jump
I challenge you to hold a blade to your wrist for hours fighting the urge to drag it across leaving a trail of crimson blood
I challenge you to stare at a bottle of pills wondering if they are the answer
I challenge you to be afraid of knives because you don’t know what you will do to yourself
I challenge you to be afraid of heights because you don’t trust yourself enough not to jump
I challenge you to look at every passing car as an opportunity for death
I challenge you to fight the demons that run around in my head
I challenge you to stay up all night sobbing, texting your best friend
I challenge you to pretend that you are fine when you are dying inside
I challenge you to wake up every morning wondering if your best friend is still alive
I challenge you to spend every hour of every day hating yourself, convincing yourself that if you were gone no one would miss you
I challenge you to say you want to kill yourself only when you mean it
Dear the girl with the locker next to me
You are not suicidal
I have mulled it over and decided you just couldn’t be
Because if you really wanted to kill yourself
You would know how much those five words mean
And you wouldn’t scream them to everyone in the hallways and me.


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Have you ever just stopped and realized how much a smile can hide?

have you ever realized the way she sits in the back corner breathing deeply counting to ten?  

have you ever realized how insensitive people are?

have you ever realized that no one really cares to do anything?

have YOU made it any better?


 



 

Hand Job:
The 21st century equivelant of a kiss. 
CHOOSE THE RIGHT ROAD EVEN WHEN IT WINDS
-Proverb

(witty told me to submit a proverb so I did. Actually took steve's advice for once)


 And when he pulls me close it's just me and him against the world.


I am about to go out on my first date with my dream guy and I'm so freaking
NERVOUS.
Me and my friend: *sing rejected song from zoey 101*
Me: OMG. People are going to think we are crazy.
Her: Why?
Me: We are like those people in movies that somehow start singing and know all the words and the dance moves.
Her: We don't sing and dance.
Me: No we just sing and terrorize.
Her: True.

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