somtimes

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Joined: September 3, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 214948
Location: Canada ON. eh?!!
Gender: F

I love myself, I love you, I love God. I will live another day, and I will make it through anything life throws at me ,and if i can do it then so can you!! Dont worry about the future, Everything always gets better in the end, and if its not better then its not the end. You alone cant change a persons life , but you with God can change the world. God.Is.Better.


Heyy guys , so my names Alissa. Anywayys my birthday is May 25 I'm 14. Im hoping it will be a new year where i can let go of my past and not worry about the future, because everything happens for a reason. I am im love with Jesus and if I wasnt I dont think I would be alive. In high school I am proud to say that i wont be doing drugs, drinking, smoking ect.. because Ive already done them (besides drugs). I used to cut, drink, smoke and I battled with depression for most of last year and even still now it comes back to haunt me. But i am slowly moving forward to a new joy filled life.I used to not eat for days. I was raped a couple of months back during christmas break and its scarred me for life but I've realised that not everyone is out to hurt you and make you bleed. Ive found hope, and even though some days I feel like shit and giving in I know that I am living for something so much more then myself and thats mostly why im alive. If you ever need anything im here, just let me know. Anf if anyone has a story like mine...well lets talk sometime. If God can love anyone then so can I. It doesn't matter who you are, what you've done or what s been done to you, He will always love you and he is always with you! LOL and trust me. I don't talk like this all the time.

 

Some of my favorite bands are: Switchfoot, thousand foot crutch, mumford and sons, FMstatic, Shinedown, Acceptance, Artist vs. Poet and sooo much more I cant even name them all. My favorite artists are Jason Mraz, Addison road, Ed Sheeran Phil Wickham, and I cant really think of any others right now. I love to paint, draw, sleep, listen to music and go on facebook(i guess you could say im kind of an addict) My favorite part of the week is when i go to youth group every friday, and church. I live in Canada (ontario) and i love the cold weather!! <<not really but its better then sweating ur butt off all day. lol


Quotes by somtimes

19 Days and no new scars on my wrist. I'm proud of myself, I thought I couldn't live without it.

I was hurt, but I didn't want to leave because they needed me. They told me that I needed to think about myself before others...So I did. But now the things that need me most are alone and im not there to protect and take care of them. I just want someone to tell me it's going to be ok.


( Things always get better in the end, and if their not better then it's not the end.) but how do you know when it's the end?
Roses are red, Violets are red, Daisies are red, bushes are red.....
I guess my gardens on fire.
My mom just asked me: "Why does the cat not have legs?!"
This is one of those days where I question what she had for lunch at work today.
When your just scrolling down witty and then stop and say "Heyy, I wrote that quote!!"
Sometimes i wonder what would happen if I blocked myself...Then I wouldn't have to put up with all of my bullsh!t.
All I can say about the movie Magic Mike is that $money$ makes boys do crazy things...
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