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I've figured out that life goes on, it doesn't stop for
nobody, not even when they need it most. It doesn't pause or
rewind so you can change things from the past, it just goes on
and on. And you know what? as it does, you figure out that the
people that hurt you & put you down, really do just make you
stronger in the end. You also get a glimpse of what to watch out
for in the future, which keeps your mind clear of who to watch
out for. People can come into your life meaning nothing at all to
you, and in such a short time, mean everything. People walk right
in and out of your life, so I've learned to never make anyone
my everything. Because when they leave, you seriously feel like
you have nothing. Makes you feel sorta like you have
nothing left to live for. Sometimes, you never hear a word from
that person again. AND SOMETIMES, the only time you hear from
them is when they want to tell you all the mean things they think
about you. But I don't know what else to say.. It took me 3
whole months to build my self back up, 3 WHOLE MONTHS, and
I'm positive I'm still not 100% finished. When you're
constantly being hurt with horrible words thrown at you, it's
a lot longer than it seems. Sometimes, I just want to say that
I'm sorry for everything I put you through, and all the hate
I gave you was a waste of time when we could have been friends
all along. Then I think about how when I tried to say I was
sorry, you told me it meant nothing to you.... For that I hated
you, I hated you so much that it made me hate myself. You made me
act like a monster, but I guess that only made two of us.
OHYEAH, IT'S LONG, but worth reading.
D o n '
t f o r g e t m y n a m e , b e
c a u s e I w o n t f o r g e t
y o u r s .
D o n
'
t
f o r g e
t o u
r f i r s
t k i s s
, b e c a u s e
I n e v e r w i l l f o
r g e t i t
.
D
o n ' t f o r g e t t h e
n i g h t s w e l a i d i n t h
e
m i d d l e o f t h e f i e l d
s t a r i n g a t t h o s e s t a r s ,
b e c a u s e I w o n t f o r g
e t t h e
m
D o n
' t f o r g e t t h e c o l
d n i g h t s y o u h e l d m
e c l o s e , I w o n t f o r g e
t
y o u r w a r m t h
.
Don't
forget the
inside jokes
we made,
because I never
will forget
them..
D o
n ' t f o r g e t t h e w a y y o
u s a i d " I l o v e
y o u", b e c a u s e I l o v e d
y o u t o o .
D o n ' t f o r g e t m e, b e c
a u s e I w o n t
f o r g e t y o u
.