soon2bfamous29

Not sure how much longer I can take this.
Hi there.  I love writing & so this is where I come to write it all down.  Please don't hate. You don't know what I go through.
My name doesn't matter, nor does my age.  I, just like every other person on here, have pain hidden in every word I say, every laugh I take, and every smile I fake. 
Don't judge a book by it's cover.
Someday I hope for a world of peace and acceptance.
No one understands.
I have to reach the light at the end of the tunnel before someone turns it off.
I am me and only me.
I'm original.  I'm one of a kind.  Try and change that.  I dare you.
I have low self-esteem & a low self-confidence level
I try to stay true to myself, but sometimes I just can't take it.
I love going for long walks alone just before sunset
I'm taking each day as it comes.
"...and as I read on I begin to better understand my life's story."

My life is complicated & I don't exactly know to how explain it.
Music is my life.
I play guitar and sing, but really I'm not that good.
I also enjoy art. 
Somedays it's hard to hold in the pain.
Other days I can pull it off with a smile.
I miss how everything used to be.
I've been crushing on the same guy for 3 years
Hoping one day to finally be free.
I'm still looking for a place in this world