sophh_sophh

When your life comes crumbling down you find who is there to pull you up and who is there to watch you fall.

Not everything has a happy ending.

It all just seems so fake. This idea that good things happen to good people, and there's magic in the world, and the meek and the righteous will inherit it. There's too many good people who suffer for something like that to be true here, too many prayers that get unanswered. Every day we ignore how completely broken this world is, and we tell ourselves 'It's all going to be okay, you're going to be okay'. But it's not okay. And once you know that, there's no going back. There's no magic in the world...at least not today there isn't.

The only thing I feel is that I don't belong.

I'm so sick of trusting people
because all they ever do is let you down.

I'm never anyone's first choice,
I'm more like the person they choose because they feel sorry.

It's sad that all we do is compare ourselves to the people we think he should be with.
 

but when it comes to you i'm never good enough...

All because of a boy... Ugh. I feel crazy.
You know exactly what I mean, because we all feel like this.
That day, I never felt so safe in your arms.
I never felt so admired.
I never felt so loved.

But then there are times when I second guess myself..
You know exactly what I mean, because we all do this.
I’ve been hearing things.
I’ve been inferring things that you’re doing.
I’ve been confused by the messages your sending. 

And then there are those nights when I just sit in my room and think about us.
You know exactly what I mean, because we all have been through this.
The way he smiles, leaving a permanent picture in my mind.
The things he says, leaving a smile on my face.
The way he acts, leaving a lasting impression.
The things he does, leaving me wanting more.

For some reason I feel…different.
YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I MEAN, because we all feel like this.
I can be girly and romantic when I want.
I can be silly and goofy with who I want.
I can be the girl I want to be, all because of him.

All because of a boy… 

They might have said we fell too fast,
But one thing for sure is,
We had a bigger connection in 5 days,
Then she and him have had for five months.

We all want things we can't have