Dear Sister,
are you angry at
god for taking you so soon? if you could change how your life
was would you have taken away the disease? are you proud of
me & what i've done. do you still love me? these are
the questions that come to my mind when i think of you.
theres really not much for me to say about you except that i
miss you. i wish i could have your guidence right now. i
really need someone here for me. i know if you were here
you'd understand everything i feel. but you're not.
camp sunshine is so much fun. i wish you could've come
with us at least once. they had a swing for kids with wheel
chairs there even! the food is really good too. i miss you
michaela rae. & i love you. give Papa & Hope a kiss
for me.
love,
your little sister
Dear brother,
you are
honestly the biggest nerd i have met in my whole entire life.
you're also the strongest person i have met in my whole
entire life. & i don't just mean physically strong.
(even though you practically have a six pack) you stayed
strong through everything. when Papa died, when micheala
died, when Hope died. i never saw you shed a tear once. maybe
you did, but i never saw it. then theres me who's the
biggest emotional reck that ever lived. i cry about anything
& everything. i know you're going to become an
amazing person when you get older. you're so smart and
dedicated. but i can hardly finish anything i start.
we're complete opposites, but i love it that way.
you've been my bestfreind & brother since day one. i
know i don't say it enough, but i love you Remi.
love,
your little sister.
Dear Bestfriends
i love all
of you so much. you guys are my reason to laugh, you inspire
me to love, & you keep me grounded. honestly if it
weren't for you i probably wouldn't be here today.
each of you have your very own spot in my heart. i never want
to let go of any of you. but sometimes i feel like i'm
always on the outside of our group. in a way i don't
always feel included i guess. but i know you guys love me so
i usually just ignore that feeling. but sometimes i feel like
you don't know me as well as you could. but i guess
that's my own fault. sometimes you guys say that i seem
depressed a lot. well maybe becuase i suffer from depression.
it's not that savere, but it probably has a hand in why i
seem depressed. especially w/ my past about my sister,
i'm just alot more sensative to things then you might
think. well besides that, i love you guys more than my words
can say. love you.
love,
riley
Dear Mom,
i know i'm not as grateful as i
should be. but you should know that i love you so much, i
don't know what i'd do without you. you will always
be there. you're part of me. my flesh and blood. you
provide food and a roof over my head even though times are
time and we don't have a lot of money. i know i can talk
to you about anything in the world and you won't care.
you'll be behind me through every decision i make, good
or bad. i love for that, don't ever forget.
love your,
your brown eyed girl.