soupin78

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Joined: October 22, 2011
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HEYY
haha I have no idea what to say
 my name is Sara
if you wanna know anything ask
I don't bite
Don't like then don't judge!
I'm you follow me I follow you
 
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Quotes by soupin78

Dear Daniel,
you're nothing but a memory and a stranger passing in the hallway. I never though i could actually do it but I'm over you and I'm doing much better without you.
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I'm just a shy, quiet girl who's words get lost in this big, busy world.
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you hurt her so many times......
how are you still smiling.
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Being friends with someone shoudn't be so exhausting really
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sometimes people forget that we are all equal.
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Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over. You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don’t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She’s screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that “Mommy is crying and sissy won’t wake up.” Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what’s going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there’s an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they’ve said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can’t help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can’t handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They’re sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She’s in shock. She can’t believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad… Bad enough for you to end it. She can’t cry, she can’t feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It’s a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone’s crying, your little brother still doesn’t know you killed yourself, he’s too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn’t stop for days. It’s two years later. The whole school talks to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn’t know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn’t succeed like you did, but she tried…your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don’t just effect you. They effect everyone. Don’t end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can’t get better if you give up. I’m here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we’ve NEVER talked before, I’m here for you. ♥ Smile be happy dont hate just love♥
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July 5th,

every wittian, 

put a 'W' on your hand and

see how many wittians are out there

SPREAD THE WORD!

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Dear _________,
 Things will get better i promise. i wish i could just make things better but i can only talk to you.  hang in there. your bff for real im not going anywhere. pinky promise
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if you have 35+.. you're spoiled :3
[ ] own car
[ ] cell phone
[ ] own phone line
[ ] bf/gf
[ ] own bathroom
[x] own room
[x] 2 or more story house
[ ] built-in pool
[ ]guest house
[ ] game room
[ ] tv in your room
[] Double (queen) Bed
[x] more than 20 pairs of shoes
[] 10+ things from a designer store
[x] good grades
[ ] Dior sunglasses
[ ] louis vuitton purse
[x] iPod
[ ] XBOX
[ ] PS2
[ ] mp3 player

Total so far: 5

[ ] Mercedes Benz
[ ]BMW
[ x] basketball hoop
[ ] air hockey table
[ ] pool table
[ ] ping pong table
[ ] trampoline
[ ] live ON a lake or pond
[ ] own a pair of skiis
[ ] own a snowboard
[ ] has a boat
[ ] has a jet ski
[ ] has a beach house/ cabin

Total so far: 6

[] only child
[] stereo system in bedroom
[] DVD player in bedroom
[] 100+ dvd's
[ ]gets $50+ for allowance each month
[x] goes shopping every month...or every week
[ ] shops at abercrombie
[ ] goes snowboarding/ skiing every weekend
[x] makeup
[x] cologne/perfume
[x ] AIM
[] MSN
[]Yahoo
[]5+ trophies
[x]own digital camera
[]walk-in closet

Total so far: 11

[ ] electric scooter
[ ] dirt bike
[ ] 4X4 truck
[ ] guitar/drums
[] hammock
[ ] been on a cruise
[] traveled out of the country
[ ] weight set/ workout set in house
[ ] personal fit trainer
[ ] expensive jewerly
[] met a celeb
[x] straightener/ curling iron
[ ] gets hair done/nails/spas
[ ] on/was on a Varsity team for the school
[ ] own batting cage
[ ] 100+ in wallet/ purse right now
[x] own savings account
[ x]1+ BEST friends (sad I know)
[ ] been to the carribean
[ ] been to europe.
[ ] been to hawaii
[x] been to NY

Total so far: 14

[ ] shopped in seattle
[ ] eaten at the space needle in seattle
[ ] been on the eiffel tower in paris
[] been on the statue of liberty in NY
[x ] been on the honor roll for 2+ years
[ ] went on a trip for sweet sixteen birthday
[ ] lives on a private property
[ ] license
[] moved 3+ times
[ ]sports car
[] hot tub
[x ] pet(s)
[ ] ranch
[ ] verizon
[ ] cingular
[ ]Sprint
[] virgin mobile / other
[x] been to 5+ states in the US.

Total so far: 17

[] 100+ buddies on messenger
[ ] alarm clock
[x] home-cooked meal almost everyday
[ ] eat-out almost everyday
[] been in a limo
[] own camcorder
[x] own laptop
[ ] own desktop

Total so far: 18

Overall total: 18

You spoiled?
[] yes
[x] nope
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Happy fathersday !
I love you padre <3
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