Dear
Boy
I don't
know who
you are, or where or when we
will meet,
but I do hope it is soon.
I pray
that when we meet and fall in love, you will love me, for me, and not hope
forsomeone who is thinner or
prettier. I hope you won't compare me to girls
who may have brighter smiles. I hope that you make me laugh, take
care of me if I get sick, and be trustworthy.
I hope you remember that i perfer daises
to roses and that my favorite color changes with my mood. Please
know that my eyes aren't brown, they're
hazel, with flecks of gray.
Please know that I might be too shy to kiss you
at first, but please don't be afraid to kiss me. I won't slap you or push you
away. I'm sure your kisses will be perfect. When we go on a date,
please don't stress about where to take me; what's important is
that I'll be with
you.
If I cry, please know it isn't because of you,
just hold me close and i'll heal quickly. And, if it is because of
you, I'll heal just the same.
And if we decide to break up, please
understand that I may be bitter, but I'd like to be your friends if
you'll let me. I promise to remember that you have feelings too,
even though you'll never admit
it, and when you are ready, we'll
have a friendship.
Please tell me if anything I do bothers
you, or if something just doesn't sit right. I would like you to
always to be honest with me. If I have a bad day, I hope you will
shower me with confidence and smiles.
I hope you don't think I'm asking too much
of you. I hope you understand that I'm a little bit nervous and
very scared. I wish
I could tell you how or when we will meet, and if we will
be in love forever. Ever
relationship is a new game of cards and....*sigh*....I've never
been good at cards. But I will try my best to be kind and love you
dearly for all that you are, without expecting much from you. Thank
you for listening; this is all
that I ask.
Yours always,
Me