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Hi! My name's Sam and I'm 13. I live in the
awkward state of Massachusetts but i love my life heree(;
I have insane friends who are also pretty wacked..<3
I love flowers, basketball, field hockey, the beach,
sunshine, tacos, chinese food, pizza, cheesy pretzels,
basically anything edible, nail polish, my family, music,
the mall, Taylor Swift,Pretty Little Liars,
 HUNGER GAMES!!!!,Dance Moms and witty<3.
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It's my birthday today
No I'm not asking for faves or any "Happy birthdays"
I just need to vent
my best friend, my crush, and my family haven't even noticed that it's my birthday.. Wow.. Thanks.

Girls Like me .

Chapter 14.

Hey guys!” I smiled, embracing the fact that Collin’s arm was around me.
“Uhm, hi.” Zoe said, still in shock.
I watched Jake, as he stood uncomfortably with his hands in his pockets.  I didn’t feel sorry, though.  He should’ve just told Zoe that he didn’t want to go out.
“So, what are we going to do?” Collin asked, pulling me closer to him.
“Well, I was thinking mini golf.” Zoe smiled at Collin, clearly jealous of the fact I was with him.
“Sounds fun.” I beamed up at Collin, and then at Zoe, giving her somewhat of a dirty look.
We walked over to the mini golf stand, letting the guys pay for the clubs and the balls.  Then, we began the course.
“How do you work this thing?” I giggled, holding the club upside down.
I felt like such an idiot acting like an air head.  Clearly I knew how to work a golf club, but I needed an excuse for Collin to get close to me.
“Let me help you.” Collin winked, making sure Jake was watching.
He then wrapped his arms around me, showing me how to swing the club.  I giggled, letting him kiss me on the cheek.
“Hey Jake, how do you do this?” Zoe asked Jake, trying to compete with Collin and I.
“It’s just a golf club, you swing it and aim for the ball.” Jake said annoyed.
I did my best to hold back laughing.  She was pathetic, Jake didn’t even like her.  I suddenly felt a strange stirring in the pit of my stomach.  What were we turning into?  Zoe and I had best friends since forever, was I really going to risk ruining it on this?
We continued golfing, and I continued to flirt with Collin.  I had only meant to make Jake jealous, but it was making Zoe mad too, which was all the better.
“Let’s go babe.” Collin called from up ahead, walking towards the pizza parlor with Zoe.
“What’s this all about?” Jake grabbed my arm, pulling me back towards him.
“What are you talking about?” I asked sarcastically.
“Why are you out with Colin?” He questioned in a more serious tone.
“Why are you out with Zoe?!” I spat.
He buried his face into his hands, shaking his head.
“Is that what this is all about?”
“Uhm, yeah.  It is.” I said snottily.
“So you’re jealous, I see.” Jake winked at me.
“What?! A-am not!” I lied.
“Oh, so you wouldn’t be jealous if I did this to Zoe?” Jake asked, wrapping his hands around my waist, pulling me close.
“No.” I muttered, feeling his warm breath brushing against my cheek.
“What about this?” Jake asked, kissing me on the cheek.
“N-no.” I stuttered, staring at him.
“Well, what about this Jake asked?”  Softly kissing my lips, and pulling away.
“Okay.” I admitted, touching my lips.

 "Maybe a little."
   Yay, two chapters♥ Okay, so, this weekend, i have to go to my brother's baseball tournament in DesMoines.  (Anyone live close to there?(:  )  So, i'm unsure of how many chapters will be up this weekend, which is why I put 2 up today (: .  I'm hoping to put one up tommorrow morning before I leave, but no promises.  I love you all, thank you for the great support♥

Girls Like me .

Chapter 13.

“You like nice sweetie.” My mom complimented my strapless black dress.
“Thanks.” I said, adjusting my crutches.  “I have a date tonight.”
“Excuse me, I thought we agreed on dinner tonight?” My mom crossed her arms, waiting for an explanation.
“Sh//t.” I mumbled under my breath.  “Mom, I’m sorry, I totally forgot.  But this is really important.  Like, you have no idea.”
“Something is always more important than your family, isn’t it?” She asked, tears brewing in her eyes.
“Mom, come on.  It’s just one night, don’t get all emotional.” I rolled my eyes.
“Fine, have a nice time with your friends.” She answered sternly, proceeding to her bedroom.
“Whatever.” I scoffed, limping out to the driveway where Collin was waiting for me in his mustang.  I couldn’t wait until I was 16, and could drive wherever I wanted.
“You look nice.” He smiled as I made myself comfortable in the front seat.
“Yeah.”  I laughed sarcastically.  “The crutches really complete the outfit right?”
Collin laughed.  “So, who are we double dating with?”
“Well, uhm.” I laughed unsurely.  “Zoe and-“
“Zoe?!” He shot me an almost angry expression.
I gave him an innocent smile, hoping he wouldn’t be mad.  After all, Zoe is his ex-girlfriend.
“Oh come on.” I lightly punched his shoulder.  “It won’t be that bad.”
“I guess you’re right.” He shrugged his shoulders.
“Oh yeah, one more thing.” I said hesitantly, knowing that the whole Zoe thing was already a lot to take in.
“What?” He asked nervously.
“You have to make my ex-boyfriend jealous.” I said slowly, trying not to make eye contact.  “That’s who Zoe’s date is.”
“Really?” he asked surprised.  “Okay.”
“Seriously?  You spaz over a double date with Zoe, but you’re okay with me just telling you that you have to act like my boyfriend?”
“Yeah.” He winked at me.
I smiled, rolling my eyes at his immaturity.
“So, do I have to like, kiss you and stuff?” He asked hopefully.
“If you’re okay with that.” I giggled.
“I think I’ll manage.” He said happily, as we pulled up to the beach.
“Okay.” I sighed.  “You ready?”
He nodded, helping me out of the car.  Collin slipped his arm around me as we walked towards Zoe and Jake, who were standing next to a game on the pier.  I had to admit, the look on Zoe’s face was priceless when she saw me with Collin.
That’s right sweetheart, I thought to myself.

Paybacks's a b//tch.
  For all of you who left comments in the last chapter, thank you ♥ You are all amazing, and really made me feel better.  You guys are right, I shouldn't let that kind of stuff get to me.  &for those of you who were wondering, I wasn't considering the hate as people who pointed out my mistakes.  Some girl wrote me this big long paragraph on how my story sucked and that I was stupid.  I'm working on chapter 14 right now, should be up soon ♥

Girls Like me .

Chapter 12.

So, what were you going to tell me?” Zoe said happily.
“Oh.” I said, remembering Jake and I’s kiss.  “It was nothing, really.”
“Are you sure?” Zoe asked suspiciously, raising one eyebrow.  “You seemed pretty excited before.”
“Yeah, but it was no big deal, I promise.” I lied right through my teeth, giving her an award winning fake smile.
“But I really should be getting back home now,  my mom said dinner would be ready soon.”
“Already?  But you just got here?” Zoe whined.
“Sorry.” I shrugged my shoulders.  “Mother’s orders.”
“Okay, whatever.” She brushed it off.  “I have to call Jake anyways, you know, to see if he wants to go out sometime or something.”
 “Have fun.” I gave a sarcastic smile, rushing back down the steps to leave.
P!ssed off didn’t even begin to describe my emotions towards Zoe right now.  Jake was mine.  I mean, not like ‘we’re dating’ mine, but I had dibs!  Zoe dating him was completely against the girl code.
I stormed through the front door of the house, making my ways up stairs.
“Back so soon?” My mother asked, holding a freshly brewed cup of coffee.
“Mhm.” I sneered, slamming the door to my room.
I knew that it was wrong to take it out on people who had nothing to do with it, but I couldn’t help it.  I had to let my anger out somehow.  I threw my phone against the wall, hoping that maybe it’d break, and I’d have an excuse to never text Zoe again.  Suddenly, my phone began to vibrate.
“Speak of the devil.” I scoffed, seeing one new text message from Zoe appear on my screen.
“We’re going out tomorrow night!(: “ The text read.
I rolled my eyes, why would Jake go out with Zoe?  Did that kiss mean nothing to him?
“Oh hey, what a coincidence!” I sent back.  “An old guy friend and I are going out tomorrow night too.(:  Double date?”
“Of course!” Zoe replied.  “I’ll text you the detes later.(:”
I gave a devious smile, looking up a number in my phone.
 “Hey Collin!” I said sweetly into the phone.  “I haven’t talked to you in forever!”
We began making small talk about Maine, and how I was back for good now.
“Yeah, we should totally go out sometime!” I exclaimed.  “How about tomorrow?  Two of my friends are going out too, so it’ll be a double date.”
“Sounds great.” He laughed.
“Perfect.” I said, examining my freshly done nails.  “See you tomorrow.”
I then hung up, leaving a guilty smile on my face.
Going out to eat with my ex-boyfriend?

  Two can play that game
Okay, so I made a few mistakes last chapter.  Josh was supposed to say Jake, (I used to write a story with a Josh in it )  &Dad, was supposed to say step dad. I was really tired when I wrote that..I'm so sorry.  I've been getting a lot of hate lately, and I realize my stories arn't that great.  I don't need to be reminded.  When I'm finished with this story, i'm probably just going to stop writing.  Okay, that's all..

 “So, do I have to like, kiss you and stuff?” He asked hopefully.
“If you’re okay with that.” I giggled.
  -Bree's POV-

I'm five years old 
It's getting cold out
I've got my big coat on

I hear your laugh.
And look up smiling at you

I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch
And the tractor rides.

I hug your legs
And fall asleep on the way home
I'm thirteen now
And don't know how
My friends could be so mean
I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school
And, I didn't know if you knew
So I'm taking this chance to say
That I had the best day with you today.


Girls Like me .

Chapter 9.

“Jake, this isn’t your fault, not at all!” I said surprised.  “Jake, y-you saved my life.”
He looked down at me, his eyes glazed over with sorrow.
“No.” He argued.  “I should’ve gotten you off before I took care of myself.  God, I’m so selfish!”
“Jake, stop being so hard on yourself!” I took his hands, holding them in mine.  “What you did was the right thing, stop trying to convince yourself otherwise.”
He sighed, examining my leg that was currently wrapped in gauze.
“The doctor said it’ll be fine in a few days.” I began, knowing his next comment would be about by stitches.  “It’s just a little scrape.”
I smiled at him, trying to give him reassurance, but he was still fully convinced that all of this was his fault.  He gave a weak smile back, and even though I wasn’t the best with judgment, it was clearly fake.
“Maybe I could make it up to you?” He asked, shoving his hands shyly in his pockets.
It wasn’t like Jake to be shy.  Or maybe it was, maybe it was a habit he had picked up in the past 2 years I hadn’t been around.
“I’d like that.” I gave him a sweet smile, while making myself comfortable in the hospital bed.
He smiled back, this time for real.
“We could go get ice cream after this, if that’s alright with you.”
“That sounds great.” I whispered.
“So, it’s a date?” Jake asked hesitantly.
I felt butterflies quickly enter the pit of my stomach.  Even though this was all just meant to be a game of revenge, I couldn’t help but feel excited.
“It’s a date.” I smiled, trying to sound as calm as possible.
“Okay Bree, the doctor says you’re free to go now.” The nurse said, handing me the extra change of clothes Jaycie had brought in for me.
I got changed, avoiding the urge to put pressure on my left leg as much as possible.  I knew that navigating on crutches the next few days wouldn’t be simple, but I was sure that I would be able to manage.
“Are you sure you should be going out again already Breanne?”  My mother asked concerned, while standing in the doorway of the bathroom.  “You just got released a half hour ago.”
“I’ll be careful mom, I promise.” I assured her.  “And don’t call me that.”
I ran the straightener through my hair, walking on one leg started to seem a lot easier after I had experienced getting dressed with only one leg.  I had on my new floral dress, that held tight around my waist, and fell just above my knees.  Even though this was only ice cream, it was still suitable for the occasion.
The doorbell suddenly rang, and my mother called me from downstairs.
“Coming!”  I yelled back, taking one last glimpse of myself in the mirror.
Don’t forget what you came back for Bree, I told myself, staring at my reflection.  I limped down the steps with my crutches to meet Jake.  And although my heart raced with excitement, I made sure that I still had a little sanity left in my head.
Reminding me that Jake,

was still the bad guy.
Okay, I know this is only chapter 9, but I can't wait for you guys to read chapter 11♥  Chapter 10 is pretty interesting too, in my opinion(:  Also, I realize that last chapter was very similar to a chapter in 'i still love you'.  and i'm sorry, but I didn't really need to be told they were similar..okay, that's all ( : < 3

The number to reach for a hint next chapter is 550 [:

    His eyes lit up, and I felt him moving closer to me, pushing loose strands of hair away from my face.  Before I knew it, our lips collided.
-Bree's POV-

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