spechless22

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Joined: November 30, 2011
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Gender: F
hey guys i dont want people to know who i am but  im 14 going into highschool alright byee

Quotes by spechless22

days go by for you and you dont think of me.... 

days go by for me and i think about you more and more........
You loved me forever since the moment you meet me and you never gave up even if I was with somene else for a while, I only saw you as a friend that whole time untill one day I saw you as a completly different person everything you did make me smile and not they way I used to I finnaly told you how I felt and we were together and then it died, the feelings died quicker then seeing a shooting star, everything you did made me wanna push you away so I made the mistake and ended it I thought wed just go back to the way we were but, that never happens in life  you can never go back only foward. so now you ignore me and im stuck with mixed emotions about liking my best friend or not but the only thing I can do know is forget the past and move on.....
Since your not here today than you werent suppose to be in my future 
your suppose to stay in my past and hopefully be forgotten.... 
I realized something...

 you were the first person I didnt make a second guess on before I went through with it

and you were the best thing that every happened to me....

even though were not togther now......I still have no regrets 
And now theres nothing to say... 

we dont talk anymore yet I still have to see you everyday looking perfectly fine...

we dont tell each other everything.... 
you have a new girl for that... 

still think of you the way I shouldnt 
beacuse i have a boyfirend... 

you ditched me for "her" the girl I never liked bc b4 me she was your everything you always had feelings for her once we were together we'd fight about you talking to her because she still wanted you I let my guard slip once, and look where we are now.. 
 
I may like my boyfriend but hes never ganna be you and im never ganna be the way I was with you yes I like him but im always ganna love you... 

you really never forget your first love and I think thats the reason why you went back to her...
 Everyone telling me "he just lost the best thing he could ever have"  but honestly i was never his "best thing" but he sure was mine </3 
" i love you, your my everything, your the only thing that makes my heart go faster n slower at the same time, your the best thing thats ever happened to me i love you<3 " 


how can you not love him :) <333 
 Life is like a pen 
you can cross out your past
but you can't erase it 
 I thought that I couldnt have anyone who could make me feel the way you did, but now I found someone who doesnt give me bullshit and means everything he says especially I love you<3 
 And even though you've 

lied to me 
cheated on me
told me you loved me 
kissed me like you meant it 
and said you changed for me 


you still left me like a shadow...

broken and alone