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Quotes by springbabyof96

do you know how hard it is when your life is falling to pieces and you cant tell one person?
the hardest part of doing drugs is having to face reality when youre sober... things get stressful and you just breakdown you need another line you need another pill you need another sip and you dont even care.
Sometimes im not sure if ill ever be able to have a relationship with someone.
Ive been beaten down by so many people my first reaction to love is to push people away.
ive been this way for years.
i would rather have a fling than a relationship no matter what my feelings are.
and im so tired of it.
i have litterally reached an all time low. but if i did a horrible thing to a horrible person does that make it okay?
he broke up with me because he said me cutting myself was a "turn off". oh.
and i get butterflies in my stomach when i talk to him. i get daggers in my eyes when i talk to you,
i found someone better than you. i deserve someone better than you.
we've been broken up forever now and i still think about you every night before bed i still go crazy when i hear your voice... when i see you in school i try not to make eye contact but i know you see me looking at you... you can drive me crazy with just your touch and you know i love you. you will always be my summer love, my high school sweetheart, and my first real love... but none of that matters. because as much as you want me back and as much as i want to go back that doesnt matter.. because i know were not good for eachother.
“When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were thing like astronaut, president, or in my case… princess. When we were ten, they asked again and we answered – rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist. But now that we’ve grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how ’bout this: who the hell knows?! This isn’t the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love – a lot. Major in philosophy ’cause there’s no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent. So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won’t have to guess. We’ll know.”
We were together summer '09,
Wanna roll back like pressing rewind,
You were mine and we never said goodbye
I used to think that I was better alone,
Why did I ever wanna let you go?
Under the moonlight as we stared at the sea.