sshsecrets

Status: Two months pregnant.<33
Joined: January 4, 2013
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 345050
Location: Illinois
Gender: F
Samantha♥
- Sixteen.
- Two months pregnant.
- Single.
- Medium-length dark auburn hair.
- Dark green eyes.
- Heart-shaped face.
- Cheek dimples.
- Chin dimple.
- Pale skin.
- Freckles.
- Visible baby bump.♥
- 5'7".
- 158.3 pounds. Gaining by the second.
- Medically diagnosed as depressed.
- Medically diagnosed as anxious.
- Medically diagnosed as having OCD.
- Previous self-harmer; so far six weeks without doing so.


 

(Music♥) Asking Alexandria lyrics, Imagine Dragons, Whitney Houston, Toni Braxton, Bruno Mars, Celine Dion, Janet Jackson, Mary J. Blige, Brandy, Jennifer Hudson, Monica, Patti LaBelle, Deborah , Mariah Carey, Diana Ross, Cher, Vanessa Williams, Tina Turner, Amy Winehouse, Joss Stone, Macy Gray, Corinne Bailey Rae, Adele, Alicia Keys, Nikka Costa, Erykah Badu, Estelle, Janelle Monae, Alice Smith, Sade, John Legend, Leela James, Paloma Faith, Jill Scott, Lauryn Hill, Daniel Merriweather, Des'ree, Dionne Bromfield, Selah Sue, V.V Brown, Chrisette Michelle, Mark Ronson, Melanie Fiona, Angie Stone, Joy Denalane, Alice Russell, Floetry, Jazmine Sullivan, Rapheal Saadiq, Amel Larrieux, Goapele, Kelis, Gabriella Cilmi, Tweet, Ledisi, Leona Lewis, Ray Charles, Ayo, Norah Jones, Lily Allen.

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♥Books♥) 1984, The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn, The Adventures of Tom Sawyer, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland, All Quiet on the Western Front, Animal Farm: A Fairy Story, Around the World in Eighty Days, As I Lay Dying, Brave New World, The Bridge of San Luis Rey, The Brothers Karamazov, The Call of the Wild, Candide, Catch-22, The Catcher in the Rye, The Chronicles of Narnia, The Count of Monte Cristo, Daisy Miller, David Copperfield, Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, Dracula, East of Eden, Emma, Fahrenheit 451, A Farewell to Arms, The Fellowship of the Ring, Flowers for Algernon, Frankenstein, The Giver, Go Ask Alice, Go Tell it on the Mountain, The Good Earth, The Grapes of Wrath (took me two years to read! Amazing book though!), Great Expectations, The Great Gatsby, Gulliver's Travels, The Hobbit, The Hunchback of Notre Dame, I Robot, The Invisible Man, Ivanhoe, Jane Eyre, The Jungle, Kidnapped, Little Women, Lord of the Flies: A Novel, Main Street, Les Miserables (my favorite book of ALL time♥), Moby , My Antonia, Of Mice and Men, The Old Man and the Sea, Oliver Twist, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, The Outsiders, The Phantom of the Opera, The Picture of Dorian Gray, Pride and Prejudice (my second favorite book of ALL time♥), The Red Badge of Courage, The Return of the King, Robinson Crusoe, The Scarlet Letter, The Sea-Wolf, Siddhartha, Silas Marner, A Tale of Two Cities (my third favorite book of ALL time♥), Tales of Mystery and Terror, The Three Musketeers, The Time Machine, To Kill a Mockingbird, A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, The Two Towers, The War of the Worlds, White Fang, Wuthering Heights, The Yearling, The Hunger Games, Catching Fire, Mockingjay, and I HATE TWILIGHT AND HARRY POTTER! THEY ARE UNORIGINAL AND BORING. SORRY!

(♥Films♥) If Only, Titanic, The Notebook, Flipped, Wicker Park, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotted Mind, A Walk to Remember, Serendipity, Leap Year, 50 First Dates, Letters to Juliet, My Life Without Me, Meet Joe Black, The Illusionist, Sliding Doors, P.S I Love You, Moulin Rogue, Little Manhattan (cutest movie ever!♥), Ghost, Before Sunrise, Before Sunset, 2 Days in Paris, Groundhog Day, Sweet November, Keith, Up, Atonement, Pearl Harbor, The English Patient, The Help, Edward Scissorhands, Like Crazy, The Butterfly Effect, Crazy/Beautiful, Slumdog Millionaire, Happy Accidents, Mr. Nobody, The Time Traveler's Wife, Lolita, The Adjustment Bureau, Tangled, Dear John, King Kong, Mean Girls, Pitch Perfect, Cashback, The Artist, In The Land of Women, The Next Three Days, The Terminal, (500) Days of Summer, Conversations With Other Women, Love Actually, Original Sin, Hitch, 10 Things I Hate About You, How To Lose A Guy in 10 Days, Jumper, 17 Again, Definitely Maybe, Water For Elephants, The Lakehouse, Just Like Heaven, Clueless, Made of Honor, Feast of Love, She's All That, She's The Man, Overnight Delivery, Frankie and Johnny, The Fountain, True Romance, Dracula, Match Point, WALL-E, Stardust, The Vow, Unfaithful, City of Angels, One Day, School for Scoundrels, An Education, Cruel Intentions, Ghosts of Girlfriends Past, Hope Springs, Kate & Leopold, Sleepless in Seattle, Something's Gotta Give, While You Were Sleeping, You've Got Mail, Notting Hill, The Holiday, Penelope, Casanova, Shakespeare in Love, Keeping the Faith, Charlie St. Cloud, Remember Me, Ruby Sparks, Something Borrowed, The Ugly Truth, The Last Kiss, The Bridges of Madison County, All About Steve, Blonde Ambition, How Do You Know, Life As We Know It, Monster-in-Law, Take Me Home Tonight, Shanghai Kiss, TiMER, Beyond Borders, Message in a Bottle, The Back-Up Plan, Just My Luck, The Wedding Date, In Love and War, My Sassy Girl, The Art of Getting By, Management, Flirting, A Knight's Tale, Beastly, Bounce, It Could Happen to You, License to Wed, Must Love Dogs, William & Kate, Chasing Liberty, Abduction, Friends With Kids, Change of Plans, Just Wright, Love at First Hiccup, The Italian Key, Mrs. Winterbourne, Tuck Everlasting, Someone Like You..., Dangerous Beauty, The Love Letter, Dying Young, Beauty and the Beast, Autumn in New York, Tristan + Isolde.

(♥People♥) Kourtney, Sara M., Emilee, Cassie, Jill, Corine, Caroline, Kathryn, Cate, Sara J., Courtney, Sydney L., Sydney K., Vanessa & Janessa (twins, aren't their names adorable?), Thomas, Shannon, Anna, Ben, Maddie Q., Maddie R., Maddie T., Gabby, Mandi, Lindsey, Autumn, Asia, Timmy, Brendan, Brandon, Bruce, Andi (male), Andrea, Andi (female), Andrew M., Andrew S., Cheryl, Julia P., Julia B., Jimmy, Nicole, Melissa, Hannah, Logan, Michayla, Sarah, Tanya, Jessica A., Jessica G., Veronica, Victoria, Isabella, Alex (male), Alex (female), Rachael, Jackie, Maeve, Aria, Kris (my best friend. Ever. I love him), Alexis, Jake, Damon, my beautiful mother Spencer, Georgia, Catherine, Mary, Ingrid, Joanna, Ryan, Cami, Maddy, Ise, Noah C., Noah T., Ali, Austin, Rain. 

I think it's time I properly introduced myself. 
My name is Samantha, but you can call me Sami. I'm sixteen years old and I'm one month pregnant.
The father is Joshua. 
I've received a lot of hate for being the way I am.
So, if you truly want to, go ahead, hate on me. I've heard it all before.
I'm a friendly, out-going girl that loves to read and listen to music. 
I'm a film nerd. 
Ask me about any movie, I've probably seen it. I'll be able to tell you when it was published, who the director was, and who the actors in the movie are.
I have anxiety and depression, and I'm bipolar.
And, I cut.
As of 5:57 on March 22, 2013, I haven't cut for six weeks. 
I plan to keep that going, but it's been difficult.
My parents are divorced.
They recently divorced because of my pregnancy. 
It's been hard, especially for my mother. 
I live with her.
She doesn't talk much anymore, just works. 
I am homeschooled.
I love my best friends Kris, Ingrid, and Aria.

They have been with me through everything.
Shout out to you guys! I love you

love Pretty Little Liars.
I don't watch TV much, I'm usually either reading or spending time with Josh, but when I do, it's almost always Pretty Little Liars.
I get decent grades in school. 
I have never, ever, ever, ever gotten anything lower than an 89% in my entire life. Ever. 
At this point, I don't know if I'm going to be able to go to college. 
My baby means the world to me right now, even though he/she is unborn.
Feel free to talk to me, I don't bite.

Oh, and I love pickles with peanut butter. 
Lots of love,
Sami



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AwkwardlyAnna 1 decade ago
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hey :) chapter 2 is up, thanks for reading :D
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Hari* 1 decade ago
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Woah... That's a lot of movies! xD
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Hari* 1 decade ago
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By the way, I love the song on your profile. (:
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*gloomy* 1 decade ago
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hi.. my most favorite book is Alice in Wonderland.... just wanted to tell you:)
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ShortGirlsDoItBetter 1 decade ago
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thank youu :* And first of all congrats! You and many other people may look at it as something not to be happy about but trust me it is the best thing in the end. My first was going to be aborted originally, then adoption, but we kept it. Def the best choice you will make as long as you know you can give it a good life. My friends and family were all extremely supportive of me. It also helped that my sister had her son at 19 and my mom had my sister at 20. They were a little more understanding. I fell apart a lot. Day after day I wondered if I was making the right choices and if i was just a screw up in life. Ever now I still wonder it daily. Not many girls at all have to go through this but if you read my latest quote about my mom, it will def help you. Everytime I am sad, or upset she always just tells me that God has plans for everyone, mine are just different than most. Im not a very religious person anymore and I am not by any means trying to preach to you, but i believe my mom is right. If we were given this opportunity to have a baby so young, it means we can do it! Everything will be okay in the end dont worry girl :* If you ever have questions please dont hesitate to comment me!!!
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sshsecrets 1 decade ago
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im so so sorry for the late reply! i havent been on in a looong while. thank you so much for your advice(: i do have my mothers support and the support of my friends, so they're helping me get through this. id like to applaud you! you were pregnant once and now your pregnant again! congratulations!(: you must be very brave to have a second child(:
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Heartless17* 1 decade ago
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SOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!! ♥❤
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darkeyeangel 1 decade ago
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Hey.
I don't know what I am typing because I can't see it....
My I lad is a strange creature so I hoe you ca understand.
Hello again!
You're beautiful!
Stay strong!
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sshsecrets 1 decade ago
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Thank you so much. ♥ Yeah, sorry about that... I'm fixing that soon. c:
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darkeyeangel 1 decade ago
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Oops...I meant: my iPad is a strange creature so I hope you understand
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joshua0603 1 decade ago
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I want you to have a comment from me on your profile to get you through every day.
Whenever you're feeling down, just read this quote and remember how beautiful you are.
I love you so much. I know this whole pregnancy thing is tough and it's definitely going to be a long, difficulty journery, but we're in this together. You're amazing, and you'll be the greatest mother possible.
I won't leave you alone to raise this baby on your own.
You are kind. You are smart. You are important. You are amazing. You are sweet. You are beautiful. You are loved.
I love you so much baby.
Hang in there.
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bleufurre 1 decade ago
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Happy birthday! ⚓
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sshsecrets 1 decade ago
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Read + Reply + Recycle ♥
-- Only keeping the sweet ones. C:
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