startinovalaur

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Joined: July 8, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 192169

My Life Consists of:

1) God
2) Madan (my lovely baby boy exactly 5lb)
3) My Dream Actress :)
4)My friends Anaiah and Mia (Damn I love yall)
5)My lover Pierre
6)My Doggie Lefteye
7)ICE CREAM (made me curvy :/
8)My insecurities
9) My tears, pain, and cuts

10) the person whose hiding everything inside 

Quotes by startinovalaur

I Love my baby boy Madan meaning the son of God. Hes my light, my joy, and my inspiration. Girls let me tell you once you give birth to your child you cant become seperated at all. Wherever his or her's heart goes so does yours. Even though im fourteen his heart belongs to me. And i wish everyone can just stop and realize that I love him enough to give my life away. So mom, dad, social worker, and many others understand that im young, and my mistake became my blessing. So dont take Madan away from me as much as he needs me i need him.......

When i went with the hustle, my ex became failure. Then i was engaged to the game which was pleasure. Now I'm married to success. Making my mark to become a star. I was always two steps ahead in this game. Yea they were the player but i was the coach.
They was playing cards but i counted them first. Knew every move they made before they even looked. My plan was the key to my success. Life is hard so dont fall behind Living life ahead is not a crime....
I hate when ppl ask why dont you text me no more

I think:Because I Dont Like You DUUH!
I Say: Just been super busy
Count the Change
The warmth in your eyes the meaning you brought to life
Why did you go, why did you leave by my side
Did you know how much I cried waiting for your heart to beat one more time
Shedding my tears for the whole world to see dreaming you would be here forever
Was that a crime?
It was put to the test your death
Making me question God’s plan for my life
Did he not know you were my joy, my hero, my lovely lullaby?
Which I reminded myself every time I slept at night.
I was lost in the dark without you to take the part
That I needed to survive in this thing called life
I come to realize that you served your purpose here on this earth
But why did my understanding have to cause hurt pain and withering in shame
When you took your last breath I wonder what you were thinking of
I wonder if its what you left behind
Or your eternal life
All I have is memories
That would last for a life time
As you lay in heavens arms
I’ve tried my hardest to come where I belong
Your face is engraved in my heart while
 Searching for the purpose of my life
Just like you I want to be remembered as someone who changed a life
For their better start
BY Lauren Gonzales