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I’ve discovered this new medicine. It’s quotes. I read them and soak them in. They help numb the pain of the feeling and they release all the emotions that I myself can’t put into words. In fact, this medication has become my new addiction.

I’m very fragile, but I’m also one of the strongest people you’ll ever meet. I’ve got tough skin but a really soft heart.

Even if you’re on the right track, you’ll get run over if you just stand there.

Let me tell you what you feel like when you know you are ready to die. You sleep a lot, and when you wake up the very first thought in your head is that you wish you could go back to bed. You go entire days without eating, because food is a commodity that keeps you here. You read the same page a hundred times. You rewind your life like a videocassette and see the things that make you weep, things that make you pause, but nothing that makes you want to play it forward. You forget to comb your hair, to shower, to dress. And then one day, when you make the decision that you have enough energy left in you to do this one, last, monumental thing, there comes a peace. Suddenly you are counting moments as you haven’t for months. Suddenly you have a secret that makes you smile, that makes people say you look wonderful, although you feel like a shell-brittle and capable of cracking into a thousand pieces.

KEEP CALM
PARTY ON ♥

Things aint bad
But things aint right

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Because the truth is, it doesn’t really matter who I used to be. It’s all about who I’ve become.

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