Curiosity Killed
The Teen
Epilogue
"Daddy, who is this?" a blonde haired blue eyed little
girl asks as a thousand memories run through my head and suddenly
I go back to the night when I finally figured out what love was.
She was wearing those ripped jeans with that black tank top, her
hair was a mess because of the wind but she looked beautiful
anyways. It was her seventh grade year and we were at our first
football game of the season, she was standing there with her
friends screaming and I couldn't help but stare. She looked
at me with those hazel eyes that held so much love and compassion
and smiled. I knew I couldn't have her, she was too good for
me, but I wanted her anyways. I had never even talked to her, I
was too scared, it was pathetic. I was at the consession stand
getting a hot dog when she came up behind me and said "That
looks good, wanna share?" and winked at me. Like an idiot, I
just laughed and walked away. I couldn't think of anything to
say.
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Curiosity Killed
The Teen
Chapter
Eight
After finally eating lunch, I get up to go for a walk, it sucks
being stuck in that bed all day. I walk down the hall and I feel
like I'm at school again, everyone in the hall was staring at
me like I was some sort of freak. "Ignore them, you're
beautiful." Hunter informs me, which makes me feel a little
better. "I'm sorry," I spit out. "For
everything. For blaming you and for this. I'm sorry." he
doesn't say anything, he just kisses me. I haven't felt
this normal in years, which sounds crazy since I'm walking
through a hospital with my wrists taped up and my hair a mess. I
really do love him. I go back to my room after a few minutes
because I become super tired. "I think I'm going to take
a nap." I say to Hunter as I climb onto my bed.
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Curiosity Killed
The Teen
Chapter
Seven
"And I love you." I hear someone say before kissing me
and then exiting the room. I open my eyes to see a white room
with a few flowers on the tables. I look down at my arms and see
them all bandaged up in white gauze. "No! No! Let me die! I
want to die!" I scream at the top of my lungs while banging
my head off of my pillow. My mom, Hunter and a few doctors walk
into my room and try to calm me, but it doesn't work. I'm
still screaming my head off until I feel a sharp pinch in my left
arm.
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Curiosity Killed
The Teen
Chapter
Six
My phone starts ringing off the hook, so I pick
it up to see that I have almost twenty text messages. I skim
through them, all of them are nasty stuff like "they
probably only let you do that stuff to them because hey felt bad
for you" or "you're the biggest wh0re I've ever
met" and "I bet your moms proud of you. Her daughters
an even bigger hoe than she is and you're only a freshman in
high school." that sick feeling in the pit of my stomach
comes back and I just, I just want to die! I walk into the
bathroom and catch a glimpse of myself in the
mirror.
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Curiosity Killed
The Teen
Chapter
Four
I sit outside for a while before going back in to the party. When I get in there, everyone and everything is trashed. "Where's Lizzie?" I ask some girls leaning against a wall. "I don't know sl*t. But if I were you I wouldn't admit who I did stuff with." I'm not sure what she's talking about, but I get a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. "I'm surprised she doesn't have a disease or something." I hear someone whisper as I walk through the house. "Hey everyone, come watch the hoe on big screen!" someone shouts from Brady's tv room. Everyone piles in there just in time to see me admitting to what I've done.
I finally push my way through the crowd and out
the door before I remember that I came here with Lizzie and
Austin, so I just start walking. Why? Why did I tell him? Why did
I do what I did? Why am I so stupid?! I hate myself! I get home
about ten minutes later and find my mom and some dude on our
couch. "Ugh!" I grunt before heading to my room. I sit
on my bed crying and holding a knife in my right hand. I think
about it for almost 15 minutes before laying the knife down and
getting a couple sleeping pills out of the cabinet in my moms
bathroom.
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Curiosity Killed
The Teen
Chapter
Three
"It was the summer before eighth grade so about a year and a half ago, when I was dating Ryan." I take a big drink before continuing. "One night I was at his house and things got intense, long story short I said I wasn't ready to go all the way so he suggested "third base" so I did it because i didn't want him to just dump me. I mean I was only like 13 and it was so cool that someone older than me wanted me. He eventually dumped me, but not before I had done it more than once. It was like the middle of my eighth grade year and I had already gone down on like three other guys, and that's why I get called that stuff." he doesn't say anything for a few minutes, so I begin to get up, then he grabs my arm.
"Well, they have no right. And I don't think you're any of those things, it was only four guys." Only four? No, those are just the four that happened my eighth grade year. "Who were they?" did he really just ask me that? Seriously?! "Excuse me?" he looks at me with those big brown puppy dog eyes and suddenly I feel really bad. "Oh, I'm sorry." he appologizes. I finish my beer and then just sit there looking at the stars in the sky, it really is beautiful out tonight. "Ryan, Dalton, Blake, and," I really don't want to admit this one, I really don't. "Austin." I whisper. Out of the corner of my eyes, I see his head snap towards me. "I know, I'm a terrible person. It wasn't supposed to happen, he was just driving me home. She's my best friend." the tears begin to form in my eyes and I turn my head so he doesn't see. "No you're not, it was an accident. Obviously she understands." That's where he's wrong, she would never forgive me. They were dating for a year when it happened. I really do feel terrible.
"Sh-she doesn't know." I spit out.
"Oh, well I'm sure she'd understand." I could
never tell her, it would kill her. We begin talking for awhile
about other stuff then he asks "Was there only four?" I
don't know why he feels like he can ask any of this stuff and
I don't know why I feel like I should tell him, but I do.
"No," I take a big swallow then continue with
"Jake, Marcus, Peter and Dylan." His eyes grow wide and
I'm definitely not surprised. Oh my god, I am a sl*t.
"Well, I should go. It was nice talking to you. Do it again
sometime? he smiles with those perfectly straight, white teeth
and walks back in to the party.
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Curiosity Killed
The Teen
Chapter
Two
"Get in!" Lizzie
yells from the car, followed by a whistle from her boyfriend
Austin. I jump in the back seat of Austin's black Camaro and
we speed down the road. We pull up to a big house with teenagers,
beer bottles and cigarettes everywhere. Brady Hunt's annual
bash, although I'm not sure why he has it every year,
it's usually pretty bada**. We push our way through the tons
of teenagers and make it to the drinks. Austin hands Lizzie and I
a beer and then pops one open for himself. You would think that
the cops would bust us for underage drinking and such, but around
here they get drunk and party with us.
"So Payton, you and Nick? I didn't think you were
interested hockey players. Oh wait, you're interested in
everyone." I turn to see who's starting this stupid sh*t
with me already, considering it's only nine o'clock, and
I turn to see that it's Ally West. No surprise there.
She's got a lot of nerve calling me a sl*t when she's
been with more guys than I have. "Oh sorry, are you mad
because he thought I was better than you?" I really
didn't do anything with him, but it doesn't matter what I
say because no one will believe me. "Ha! You wish. But,
I'm just saying that you better watch yourself, little
girl." she says as if it's supposed to scare me, and
then walks away with her boyfriend Hunter Reed. I really
don't know what he sees in her. Yes, he's a jock, but
he's really nice.
The rest of the night I just keep getting dirty looks people
running in to me on "accident" and then saying
"sl*t" or "hoe" or something along those
lines. I head outside and decide to sit on a wooden swing I find
in the back yard away from everyone else. "It's
beautiful out here, isn't it?" Hunter asks as he sits
down on the swing beside me. "Yeah, I guess." I reply
before taking another drink of my beer. "I'm sorry those
guys are jerks." I just shrug, because I'm not wuite
sure what he wants. "If you don't mind my asking, why
does everyone say that stuff to you? I mean what got it
started?" I stay silent for a few minutes, not sure if I
should answer. How does he not know? Everyone
knows.
Curiosity Killed
The Teen
Chapter
One
I walk down the hallway
noticing that everyone is staring my way and whispering. I should
be used to it by now, I mean there's a different rumor going
around about me almost everyday. "Payton!" my best
friend Lizzie yells from down the hall. "Hey, Liz." I
smile wearily still looking at everyone staring at me. "Did
you really do that?" she vaguely asks. "Did I do
what?" it's hard to tell what people are saying about
me, last time it was that the football team was paying me to do
them. "Did you go down on Nick Harper?!" Nick Harper,
captain of the hockey team and one of the most popular boys in my
class. He was gorgeous with his big blue eyes and shaggy blond
hair, I used to have a crush on him, but I would never go down on
him. This has gotten out of control and I've had
enough.
Curiosity Killed
The Teen
Prologue
Have you
ever felt like everywhere you go people judge you? They judge you
because of your looks, or maybe because of who you hang out with,
maybe it's even because of what they've heard. Well,
you're not the only one. I get judged everyday, mostly
it's because of stuff they've heard. Some of it is true,
but most of it isn't. See, when you live in a small town,
like I do, everyone knows each other and they tell each other
everything. When one person opens their mouth and tells someone
else, that person tells someone and so on, until somewhere down
the line the truth turns into one big lie. Now, you can do or say
whatever you want, but in the end people are going to believe
what they want. The bad thing about everyone knowing each other
is that you can't go anywhere without people knowing. By
everyone knowing, I mean everyone. Your parents, your friends,
your friends parents, people you don't like, people you might
not even talk to, even teachers know, because people talk. And
once you get a reputation, you can't get rid of it, it stays
with you for the rest of your years in the hell hole called High
School.
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