today, right
after school, he grinned, grabbed my hand, and whispered,
"come
on, we're going somewhere"
and skipped with me down the hallway, out to the front of the
school, and around the back ,
spinning in circles
and leaping and laughing the whole time. we took each others
hands and spun in circles, but i tripped over my own
feet,
tumbling and falling
onto the grass, dragging him with me. i was half sitting up and
he was kneeling down beside me. we laughed for a minute,
completely out of breath & just
wonderstruck.
he took my hand, brushed my hair out of my face and looked deep
in my eyes and told me he loved
me, and he always has, and he used to see beautiful girls
everywhere but the only girl he sees when he's walking down
the halls is me now. i mean the world to him and that would never
change. i was at a loss for words, and all i could muster was
"i
love you"
and he tilted my chin towards him, looked straight in my eyes,
and kissed me softly. it was my
first kiss,
and my whole world came tumbling down
all at once
and i just melted and all the other people surrounding us just
disappeared into the background because what did they matter and
all i could think was how happy to be in
this very moment
and i wanted to stay here forever and ever and ever and
i
never wanted
to grow up or be with anyone else ever again and my mind was
spinning a
thousand miles an hour
& i could have died right then and there & been
completely happy with my life. more than happy.
i
love him.
lol jk
i dropped my pencil and he picked it up for
me