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Love Hurts, Whether it's Right or Wrong
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Chapter Twenty-Six♥
"Lilli? Are you okay?" I wanted to open my eyes, but my eyelids were way too heavy. "Honey?" I didn't recognize the voice. I shifted on whatever the cushion-y surface I was sitting on was. I slowly opened my eyes. I was in the athletic nurse's office. "See? She's fine. I told you." Elissa was standing against the wall with her arms crossed. What is she doing here? I hate her. Wait, here's a better question, what am I doing here? I started to sit up, but the nurse gently pushed me back down. "What happened?" I looked around and saw Katie and Grace biting their nails and whispering on the far side of the office. "Well, I'm not quite sure, your friends brought you down and said you just fell over. Were you guys running?" I suddenly realized that I couldn't remember what I was doing. "I...I'm not sure. Probably." I gestured towards my running shoes and shorts." "Well I guess you passed out." She began shining a small flash light in my eyes, and made me do all sorts of things. "Am I okay?" "Yeah, it seems like it, there seems to be no real injuries. Let me just ask your friends what happened." She called Katie, Elissa, and Grace over. She asked them a bunch of questions, but they wouldn't give her any answers. I was starting to get very curious. Why would I pass out? Why is Elissa here? She looked bored at the whole situation. "Was anyone else there? Where's the guy who brought her in?" "Brett? He's out there." So Brett carried me in..I was starting to get really impatient. The nurse called Brett in. "Why did she pass out? Do you know? Did anyone try to help her?" Brett's silver eyes misted over and his answer was vague: "She had reason to." "Young man, give me an answer." "Fine, but Lilli has to leave."
I just want to know the truth.

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Chapter Thirty-One♥
"Lilli, admit you told her! Freakin' admit it! I can't believe I ever trusted you!" "Aria..no, I swear, I swear to god, I would never, ever tell anyone. Ever." "Really, REALLY?! Because I know why you told her. You were jealous I was friends with her. You thought that if she knew what happened she wouldn't want to deal with me. Well guess what. She's a better friend then you ever were." I heard a click as she hung up the phone, then listen to the dial-tone. I felt like I needed to cry, badly, but no tears would come. I looked blankly at the screen of the phone. Everything began to crumble inside of me. Aria. She's gone. I can't be friends with her anymore. She thinks I lied. She hates me..I felt oddly emotionless as I sat down at the small white desk on the side of my room. I picked up a pen, thinking maybe it was a good idea to write how I was feeling down.
Abandoned.
I looked down at it, staring at the word. I didn't feel sad. I wasn't mad at Elissa. I wasn't heartbroken over Jake, or missing Brett. I felt absolutely nothing. I suddenly realized that I was holding my pen abnormally tightly, and I let go of it. I watched it slowly roll down the desk, and into my lap. I picked it back up and examined it. It said "Will you BEE my friend?" There were miniature buzzing bees drawn on it. Aria had given it to me when we had first met. I looked at it, and thought about nothing. I just looked at it. I began to pull of the little clip you're supposed to use to keep the pen in your pocket. It slowly broke off in to my hand, and I felt it's jagged metal edges. I felt nothing as I slowly dragged it across my skin, I didn't cry as I saw the blood slowly seep from it. I felt totally numb as I carved the skin on the inside of my arm.
It didn't feel good, it didn't feel bad or right or even wrong. I felt nothing. It didn't seem worth it anymore.
And then I saw the screen of my phone light up, and the tears came rushing out.

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Chapter Twenty-Six♥
I kept pounding on the redial button again and again. I didn't care if I was mad at her, I needed to talk to Aria. She was the only person I could imagine talking to at that moment. I wiped my eyes and saw the mascara on my hand. I didn't even care anymore. She wasn't answering. I doubted that she was busy, she was always free. She was ignoring me. "What do you want?" "Aria, can we please talk--I, I don't know what happened but we need to talk." "Are you going to steal my boyfriend too?" "Aria, you don't have a boyfriend. Your brother doesn't count. We both began to giggle, but she immediately went back to being serious. "I don't think we should be talking." My stomach tightened. "Why?" "Elissa...she told me. I'm sorry." I felt like punching something when I heard Elissa's name. I calmed down, took a deep breath and said "She told you...?" My voice trailed off. Aria was silent. "Well?" "I know you told her about what happened in seventh grade." "WHAT?! No! I would never, ever tell anyone!" "Then how did she know, Lilli? How did she know?!" She began to sob. "I trusted you...with my only secret. And you told her! I CAN'T believe you!" I was so confused! I hadn't told ANYONE what happened that day two years ago...
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I ran across the huge hill at Sunset Hill park and saw Aria sitting there. Her hair was flowing over her shoulders. She sat there perfectly still, looking into the crystal blue waters of the pond. I ran over to her, and as soon as I was close I knew something was wrong. She had way too much make up on, and it was smeared down her cheeks. But she wasn't crying. She was just sitting there, silently.
"Aria?"
"I told him not to, but he didn't listen."



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Chapter Twenty-Eight♥
I felt dizzy, almost as if I was going to faint again. Brett, Katie, and Grace kept walking, but Elissa and I had stopped. "He doesn't have a girlfriend, so he couldn't have cheated." I said it slowly and calmly, even though I was falling apart on the inside. "I'm sorry, I thought you knew..Jake and I have been together for almost two weeks now. I feel so bad." But it was evident she didn't feel bad, not one bit. A smile was slowly spreading across her face. I choked back tears, and crossed my arms. "No...But he....He's single.." "Well, he is now." she reached into her pocket, and dialed a number. I wiped away a single tear, while she impatiently waited for the person on the other end to pick up. I felt so small around her, powerless. I was terrified of her. I felt pathetic, sitting there silently crying. "We're done." That's all she send and she hung up the phone. "Happy, Lilli? You just ruined ANOTHER one of my relationships!" I gasped. "I...told you, I really didn't know!" The tears poured out. I hate her, more than anyone else. And Jake, I can't believe he did that. I'm so stupid. I hate myself. "Yeah, right. Look, just because YOU can't get a boyfriend doesn't mean you steal MINE. You're just jealous." I tried to tell her that I really didn't know and HE kissed me, but I couldn't speak through my tears. "No wonder Aria hates you." I shuddered. I had totally forgotten. My bestfriend. I dug my nails deep into my skin as Elissa walked away. She was so beautiful and everyone loved her. But her personality-that was ugly. I fell to the hard tile, and sat there sobbing. I had cried a lot lately, but this was different. I was upset at myself-It was MY fault. I had trust someone untrustable. I had flirted with someone's boyfriend. Jake had just been using me, like my brain had always told me.
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Chapter Twenty-Six♥
"Lilli? Are you okay?" I wanted to open my eyes, but my eyelids were way too heavy. "Honey?" I didn't recognize the voice. I shifted on whatever the cushion-y surface I was sitting on was. I slowly opened my eyes. I was in the athletic nurse's office. "See? She's fine. I told you." Elissa was standing against the wall with her arms crossed. What is she doing here? I hate her. Wait, here's a better question, what am I doing here? I started to sit up, but the nurse gently pushed me back down. "What happened?" I looked around and saw Katie and Grace biting their nails and whispering on the far side of the office. "Well, I'm not quite sure, your friends brought you down and said you just fell over. Were you guys running?" I suddenly realized that I couldn't remember what I was doing. "I...I'm not sure. Probably." I gestured towards my running shoes and shorts." "Well I guess you passed out." She began shining a small flash light in my eyes, and made me do all sorts of things. "Am I okay?" "Yeah, it seems like it, there seems to be no real injuries. Let me just ask your friends what happened." She called Katie, Elissa, and Grace over. She asked them a bunch of questions, but they wouldn't give her any answers. I was starting to get very curious. Why would I pass out? Why is Elissa here? She looked bored at the whole situation. "Was anyone else there? Where's the guy who brought her in?" "Brett? He's out there." So Brett carried me in..I was starting to get really impatient. The nurse called Brett in. "Why did she pass out? Do you know? Did anyone try to help her?" Brett's silver eyes misted over and his answer was vague: "She had reason to." "Young man, give me an answer." "Fine, but Lilli has to leave."
I just want to know the truth.


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