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Love of my life.14.

~I woke up from the sun being so bright. I felt Ethan’s body close to mine. I turned around towards him and threw a pillow over my head to make it darker. I fell asleep shortly after that. When I woke up about an hour later, Ethan wasn’t next to me. I chacked my phone and it was 10:30. I heard Ethan in the bathroom taking a shower. I got up and looked in the mirror. I threw my hair in a ponytail and walked in the bathroom once I looked decent.~

-Ethan?

“Morning, beautiful.”

-Good Morning. Happy 6 month anniversary!

“Same to you sweet cheeks. Come here.” (He had his head poking out from inside the shower and he gave me a kiss.) Hand me a towel, please?”

-Sure thing. (I handed the towel to him and told him I’d be in the room. He came out in a pair of nice fitting jeans, and my favorite plaid button up shirt that he wore.)

-Awe, look you. You’re so cute and I’m just, Eh.

“Well, for one you’re in shorts and a tank top, just woke up. No one looks beautiful just waking up, but then again, you make it pretty cute! And 2, I thought you’d like me looking a little better for out date day.”

-It’s a good thing I packed a cute outfit, then. (I smiled and walked over to him, lacing my fingers in with his. I looked up at him smiling and he kissed my forehead.) So how many things did you plan for today? And who helped you do all this?

“There’s a few things, starting with lunch. I swear, I did all of this on my own!”

-I believe you! I’ll go get ready now, so we can have an amazing date day.

“Hurry in the bathroom, I feel lonely out here with out you.”

-I’ll be as fast as I can, pinky promise.

“You know, if those get broken, you go to jail?”

-Well, I’m not a law breaker so you’ll be just fine.

~I left with my bag and headed to the bathroom. I had about 15 minutes to accomplish a really cute look. I started with straightening my hair. Then the make up. I put on my skinny jeans but decided to roll them up to a Capri length. I put on my white v-neck shirt and grabbed my teal cardigan for over top of it. Finally, I slipped on my socks and converse. I looked in the mirror and made sure everything looked okay. I guess it’ll have to work I said to the girl in the mirror. I walked out making sure I grabbed everything and told him I’m ready.~

“You look gorgeous, Mariah.”( I smiled and blushed, he always had to be sweet)

-Thank you, I already told you you’re pretty much 20x more gorgeous then I.

~He took my bag to the car and told me to wait there. I sat on the bed checking through my messages. Kara had sent me one sometime today, but I wasn’t opening yet. She wasn’t ruining my perfect day. I heard the door open and Ethan walking in. He had 6 roses and a little box.~.  

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Love of my life.12.

~Ethan grabbed my hand as my mom stared at us for a couple minutes. What was she going to say?

*Mariah, I am so sorry I left you.

-I bet you are! You walked out on me and dad for like a month now! How could you! (I was gone. I lost my temper and I started yelling.) Dad was lost for like two weeks! We had struggled for two weeks before getting used to you not be around! You LEFT us, mom. Left.(I started crying and Ethan pulled me tightly into his chest and rubbed my back, assuring I was okay. I pulled away and Ethan wiped the tears from my eyes as I looked back over at my mom.)

*I made a mistake by leaving, I know. I promise you I had no intention to hurt you or your father, Mariah. I needed out. I still do. I can’t be here any more.

-You came all the way, back home. Just to see me cry? Did you think I would enjoy seeing you here, and ready to walk out again?

*Mariah, I am not walking out! I am divorcing you father and in court I’ll get custody over you so we can see each oth- (I cut her off, right there.)

-No. I don’t WANT you to have custody over me. If you, if you walk out of this house mom, don’t come back. I will never come live with you.

~The tears started streaming down my face again. This time my mom asked Ethan to move and she hugged me, he stood over protectively watching me, making sure I was okay. She said sorry, that she loved me, and was only going to live an hour away from here. She gave me the new number she had and walked out. Again. I dropped my knees to the floor, hands over my eyes, crying. Was I not enough for my mom? Ethan came over sat next to me and moved me into his lap. Holding me close, whispering it was okay, my mom will realize what she left and feel guilty for it. After a half an hour of sitting in his lap, there was a knock on my door frame. Dad.

-Daddy, I-I’m sorry.

>Mariah, you know it’s not your fault. We don’t need her, really. We’ll be just fine.<

-Daddy, she left, forever. I can’t, I’m not. (I cried again. My dad held me, and looked at Ethan.)

>Thank you Ethan, for being here. If it weren’t for you, she would be worst off right now. <

“It’s no problem, Sir. I lover her, I always am going to be here for her.”

-Dad, do you need me here tonight?

>No, no. You can go back with Ethan if you’d like.<

-I’d like that a lot. Thanks dad. (He kissed my forehead and walked out saying I love you.)

“Come on, let’s get your stuff.”

~Once we got everything gathered up, Ethan opened my car door and let me slide in. He got in and asked if I was still wanting to go over.

-Yes, I need away from this house tonight. (We drove past his house, I had no clue where he was talking me. We drove about half an hour away when he stopped at a hotel.)

-What are we doing here?

Love of my life.11.

(After we kissed, there was a knock at the door.)

*Ethan, you two up here?*(He smiled at me.)

“No mom, we’re in space. Come in.”(I smiled at his lameness and sat down on the bed as his mom came in the room.)

*Mariah, you’re mom called here looking for you.*

(I went blank. My mom? She hasn’t called me since she left. What could she want? Do I even want to call her?)

-M-my mom?

*Yeah, she called from your house phone, you should probably call her, does she know you’re here?*

-Yeah, I think so. I, well, I will, um, call her. Thanks for telling me. (His mom walked out, she had no clue what happened earlier on with my mom.)

“If you don’t want to talk to her, it’s understandable. &If you want to cry, I’m right here next to you.”

-Thank you, Ethan. Could we go to my house to get my clothes?

“Yeah, come on.”

~My heart was racing, I didn’t want to see my mom. If she was here, it would take so much for me not to cry and run the opposite way of my house. When Ethan pulled up to the driveway there was a blue truck in the drive. I know she didn’t have a truck.~

“I’ll come with you.” (It’s like he could read the fear in my mind I had.)

-That would be great.

~When we walked in no one was in our family room. Ethan walked in the kitchen and no one was there, either. Who’s truck was that? There’s only 4 more rooms. Ethan& I checked the guest room, the laundry room, and the bathroom. No one was there. I opened the door to my room where my mom had my picture of Ethan and I, staring out of my window. She heard the door squeak and turned around, it looked like she had been crying.~

-Wh-what are you doing here? (I couldn’t say it any nicer then that.) 

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Love of my life.10.

~We went through the music, she made me sight read a lot of things and gave me a lot of vocal tips. I had a LONG way to go but, I would be there an extra two days per week. I can’t wait, this is going to be so amazing. Ethan walked in the choir room when I was putting music away and he walked over to me.~

“You’re the only person who had to be here today?”

-I had work to do for Mrs. Williams. (I went into her office and told her I may stay after tomorrow again to practice. She said it was fine and to have a good night.)

“I seen the flyer for the Summer concert. Too bad I won’t make it to see you do awesome up there.”

-You’re going to mi- miss it? (He didn’t know about the solo’s. Or how much I really wanted him to be there when I performed.)

“No? I’ll be at the beach. July 23^rd is your concert, and I am there till the 24^th. I told you that.”

-Yeah, I remember. Can I tell you something? But you have to promise not to tell ANYONE.

“Pinky Promise, love.”

-I’ve got two solo’s for the concert, Ethan.

“What? Solo’s? You? Alone? Really!?”

-Yeah. Really. I’m doing this for myself to get over the whole shy thing. It kind of sucks you won’t be there.

“It’s not to late, I can tell-”

-Ethan, no. You’re not staying for me. I love you, and you need to go have a fun trip.

“Ri, are you sure? I feel bad.”

-I’m positive. (We pulled into Ethan’s drive way and his mom was outside.) Hi Mrs. Kate.

*Sweetie, it’s been long enough, call me Kate!*( She hugged me as I went to go into the house.)

-I miss your house, we never come here anymore. (I said walking into his room and sitting on the bed.)

“Yeah, you wanna stay tonight? I could take you home to get stuff.”

-That sounds amazing. I bet your bed misses you. (I smiled and he took my hands and pulled me off the bed and took me into a big hug. I rested my head on his chest and breathed his lovely scent of cologne in.)

“You’re so cute, Ri.”

-So are you, Ethan.

(He held me in his arms for a bit longer then sat me on the bed. He walked to his desk and grabbed his phone, making sure no one important had called. Then came back over next to me and held my hands, kissing my cheek. He whispered ‘I love you, Mariah. You mean the world to me.’ and my heart sank. The love we have is so strong.) 

Love of my Life.9.

“Hey babe, you alright?”

-Never better, why are you so happy? (I smiled and kissed his cheek while sitting down to listen.)

“Well, Jason& I are going to the Beach this Summer for a week. It’s gonna be hype down there.”

-Oh. When is this?

“I think we’re leaving like July 16 and be home by the 25^th. I’ll still be there for the weeks your dad is out of town, Ri. I wouldn’t have said yes if it were during then.”

-No, no. I’m not upset. I hope you have a good time. I’ll miss you a lot though. Okay. That’s like a month away. No need to worry yet. (I smiled and he grabbed my hand)

“There won’t be anything to worry about, I love you.”

-I know (I smiled and he kissed my hand and from behind Jason was “Awing” behind me so I elbowed him.

*Ow! Dang.*

-So, Ethan. I have to stay after school today, would you be able to pick me up?

“Of course. It’s not Friday though, why are you staying?”

-I have to stop in to see Mrs. Williams for stuff.

“Oh, cool. Yeah, I can get you.”

-Thanks, you’re the best. I am going to go to the bathroom, &6^th period. I’ll see you after okay?

“Sounds great. I love you.”

-You too. (I smiled, kissed him, and looked at Jason.) You, not so much.

*Oh, come on. I didn’t do anything.*

-Jealous. I got Ethan more then you do. Ha. Buh bye.

~I skipped 7^th period and just went straight down to Mrs. Williams. I figured it’d be better if I got the most practice I could get.~

-Mrs. Williams? You in here?

“In the office, come on in.”

-I’d like to go through some of this if you’re not busy, Please.

“No, no! I’ve got plenty of time!”

-Okay. So, Out of the whole thing I really like these two so far. “I’m Gonna Make you Love Me” and The Taylor Swift “Mine”.

“Ah, I think you could do great on both. And, I won’t even have tryouts for either of these. Their yours. Under 1 condition.”

-Really!? What Condition!?

“You’ve got to stay after two days a week and practice. You got to start talking and singing to different people. Different places in the town. Okay?”

-I don’t know. You know that’s not my forte.

“Mariah, you never know who’ll be at that concert. You have got to get used to it and be prepared.”

-I’m so nervous. But I do want this more then anything right now. So I’ll accept the offer. I promise I won’t let you down.

“I know you won’t. You’re going to be awesome.”

Love of my life.8.

-Ethan, come on get up. (I tried yelling and that failed, so I started pushing him a little and he groaned) we got school today, sleepy head. Come on!

“Uhhg. Why. Why Can’t we be seniors and graduate?”

-Hm, we’re 16 and Juniors, that’s reality, duh. Come on. Only a week of school left and we’ll be done!

“Fine. 5 more minutes?”

-No! Come on. You’ve had like an extra 10!

“Okay. Jerk.” (He smiled as he called me jerk and I bent down to kiss his cheek but he pulled me down and I rested against his chest.)

-You’re so bad. But I love you. But, really we have to get ready. (I kissed him and got off, pulling him up with me. I left for the bathroom to dress and do my hair. Make up wasn’t happening this morning. When I returned to my room, Ethan was dressed and he came over to the doorway to meet me with a kiss.)

“Good morning my beautiful sweetheart.”

-Ah, someone has finally woke up. I love you!

“I love you more, want to go eat?”

-Eh, sure. Why not.

~We went down to the kitchen and got some grapes and orange juice out. After we ate we got in his car and drove to school at the wonderful East Wills. He walked me to my locker and Kara walked past us.~

>Mariah, look. I’m sorry.<

-Save it Kara, I’m done. (And I took Ethan’s hand and walked away to my first period.)

“I hate leaving you all alone in these classes. I wish we were together all the time.”

-Me too, Ethan. But, that doesn’t happen. I’ll see you at lunch, okay? I love you, cutie.

“Sure thing, Ri. I love you.” (He kissed me and hugged me outside of the doorway and we both frowned as we parted for the first half of the day. I hate school.)

~4^th period Concert Choir.: Well, this is great. Kara was like, the only person I talked to in here and now I don’t have anyone. Oh well. I’m just going to stay quiet like I used too. Mrs. Williams started talking about the Summer concert and the song selections. I heard her say something like: *There’s a lot of solo parts in the selections. I’ll need people who can be here, and sing boldly for them.* I’ve always wanted to break away from my shyness and I had dreamed about singing the solo’s for concerts. Maybe this summer concert was the time to do it. I stayed after class to talk to Mrs. Williams about it.~

“Hi Mariah. What do you need?”

-Hi, I just wanted a little more information on the solo’s for the summer thing.

“Solo? You’ve never liked singing alone.”

-I know, but I want to change that. I want to break out of my shell Mrs. Williams.

“That’s good to hear, actually. Well, here is the number we’ll be doing. Pick any of the solo lines you’re interested in, and stay after school and we’ll go over them.”

-Thank you so much, this means a lot to me.

“I’m thinking this will be great for you, Mariah. It’ll be great seeing you do this.”

~The lunch bell rang and I met Ethan at the table. He looked really happy, I wonder what that’s about.~ 

Love of my life.7.

~When I got out of the shower, I got dressed and blow dried my hair. I went to the kitchen to get a snack before bed. When I got back to my room, Ethan was sitting on the edge of the bed smiling.~

-And you’re all smiles because.?

“The most wonderful girl walked in, why else?”

-I’m so sure that is why, liar. Tell me, what’s really got you smiling?

“I read you text conversation with Kara. She did this to you before?”

-(I didn’t know exactly what he wanted to know so I told him the story.) Well, Yeah. Tenth grade with Aaron. But they did more then kiss. Kara went over his house to drop off his homework, and they talked. Well, I guess one thing led to another and they did it. I didn’t listen to what Aaron had to say, so I just broke up with him &acted like Kara did nothing.

“Oh Ri, I am so sorry babe. I should have been careful. I feel bad.”

-No, no. Ethan. I love you, you’re everything to me. I’m not going to let that tiny incident ruin us.

“I love you too, Mariah.” (He pulled me in close so our noses were touching and he kissed me lightly. He got up to go to my computer desk and turned on my laptop.)

-Sure, go ahead on my laptop and just leave me with that pathetic kiss.

“Hm, I believe I just did. So, what are you gonna do about it, silly?”

-I’m going to sit right here and ignore you for the rest of the night!- (Ethan was playing this game where he would leave and I would beg for him to come back. He wasn’t going to win tonight. (: )

“Oh, Mariah I just wanted to tell you, you’re so adorable, and you have the cutest brown eyes.”

-Ethan, I’m not going to come over there. You’ll be crawling back to me this time.

“But, Ri.. I wuv wu.” (He made a puppy dog face that looked irresistible to kiss, but I stayed strong and didn’t give in.)

-Awe, you sound like a baby. But you’re not getting anywhere with you cuteness tonight.

“Fine. I’m going home then. Night Mariah, I love you.” (He walked out of my room and that was the last thing I wanted was for him to leave! I ran out of my room calling his name.)

-ETHAN! Wait! Don’t leave! (I reached the end of the hall where the bathroom was and he walked out with a smirk on his face.) You. Tricked. Me.

“Ri, you’re not hard to trick. I love you.” (He picked me up and carried to my room and rolled me onto the bed. I sat up and padded the side next to me for him to come lay down with me.)

-Come here!

“I’m here darling!” (I laid on his chest while he held me close to his side. He pushed my bangs out of my face and lifted my chin up so I was looking up at him.) Mariah, I don’t ever want to live with out you. You’re my everything. I know we’re only Juniors in High School, but I feel like you’re the only person for me.” (If I was able, I would have melted right there. That was so sweet of him.)

-Ethan, I’m glad you feel that way, because I feel that way. My dad always told me never to fall in love in high school, that it didn’t last. I think we’ve proved him wrong.

“We are, right now. And forever.”

~He bent his head down and kissed me passionately. I didn’t want this to end, I loved him, just the thought of ever losing him really hurts. We stayed attached to each others sides until we fell asleep. My alarm went off at 6:30 and it was time to get up and ready for school.~