I hearmyphonebuzzing,
butidon'tcare;
my
head is pressed against my pillow and i just feel n u m b.
he did it so casually. like it was no big deal. it wasn't a big
deal that
my heart was breaking and that my feelings were thrown away.
it wasn't a big deal that he
e n d e d i t .
but
i was left broken. i had broken down right on my kitchen floor.
all i could do was scream the words,
i h a t e h i m s o m u c h
>>
but i didn't mean it<<
>> i
never would . <<
>>
i knew i wouldn't be able to handle<<
him passing me in the hallways...
He
wouldn't be walking me to class.
Or
hugging me ___*g o o d b y e .
But
i needed to suck it up. he couldn't know how much he
broke me.
i hate to pretend that i didn't care just as much as he
didn't ; ;
but
i was all a b-i-g-f-a-t-l-i-e
so i
wiped my falling tears & ; ;
sucked
it up.
he's
gone.
nott mine but abs. adore this quote_*creditt
to kylie120 <3
^^my life </3