should ignore my vent.
Austin is really the
only person i have.. Anna hasn't talked to me in forever.
Paige is still kinda there, but it's mainly her and Anna
together. I barely talk to Catie. Erin has better people to talk
to, so does Kristen.. Me and Shawni still talk, but we don't
talk about personal stuff. Chloe has always been my friend. She
doesn't judge anyone. Kristen.. that's what hurts the
most. we were BEST friends. We promised before high school that
we wouldn't drift apart. we started to drift apart the first
week. She kinda went with Sarah and Katie. We both kinda changed
in different ways. i became less stuck up as the year went on and
she.. i guess stayed the same she was. We just grew apart. we
couldn't talk about the same things we use to. we started to
not talk at all. she would only talk to me if she needed
something. This year we'll talk, but its only small talk. we
haven't hung out since eighth grade. it sucks, but i guess
i'm over it now.. it just scares me because the only person i
have is austin. if he leaves like everyone else has, i'll be
alone. i'll have absolutely no one. i don't know why i
don't have friends. maybe people don't like me. maybe i
don't try to make friends. maybe i'm too shy. i just
don't want to lose austin. he's all i have. he's all
i care about. what's wrong with me that i don't have
friends? it seems like people only talk to me because they want
something. they need help with homework. they need a pencil. they
don't need me. it just feels like people use me, and i'm
too nice to say no. i don't know. it's like
since high school started, i lost a lot of
This is the end of my
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