summersage

i reach the top and pulled myself up into the tree house
and i couldn't believe what i saw.
*

he cleared everything out of the tree house
and right in the middle sat a blanket layed out on the floor
with candles all around.
From what i gathered he planned a picnic, at sunset.
I sat down on the blanket and watched him pull himself
into the tree house.
I couldn't wipe the cheesey grin off my face.
He was so amazing, i didn't know what to say or do.
He winked at me and smiled
Every time he smiled my heart would race.
"Do you like it?"
I looked him right in the face and said
"no i don't like it."
a frown formed a crossed his face
and i smiled at him 
"i don't like it.. i love it"
He smirked.
As i looked over at him i couldn't believe i was there.
I never expect anyone to like me,
let alone someone like him.
And well... I'm me.. 
Guys like him didn't fall for girls like me.
It was hard not to second guess myself while i sat a cross from him.
Watching him pull out all of the food from the basket..
Gosh i love food..
but where was i? Oh right,
I knew he could have any girl he wanted
but for the last 3 years,
even after i told him that i couldn't be with him,
he never gave up.
He was never but a phone call away.
He did try to date other girls, but i knew him well enough to know
it was only to make me jealous. He liked seeing that side of me,
It reminded him that i do lov- i mean like him.
I caught myself..
One of these times I'm going to let it slip and I'm going to have to face it.
but for right now I'm just going to move,
"You disappear so inside your head sometimes"
He interrupted my thought..
"I do?" As i looked up at him
"Yeah, sometimes, i wish i could follow"
"I'm sorry I don't mean to..."
I looked down at the floor
He reached over and put his hand on my chin
and raised my head to where i was looking straight at him.
"But that is one of the amazing things about you... You think,
about everything. Most girls just ramble and take up space.
But you.. You never let anyone know what's going on up there. It just makes me want to know that much more."
I grinned and started to blush a little.
He moved his hand from my chin and brushed my bangs out of my eyes
"You really shouldn't let your hair fall into your face,
it covers up those beautiful eyes.. Those are my favorite."
It always felt like this amazing dream when I was with him
but I was awake. 
It was just so hard to believe..
 



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summersage

"Do you remember?" As he whispered in my ear.
"Well do you?"
I stood there for a moment just looking into his big blue eyes,
taking in every moment, trying to memorize everything.
From the way he smirked with that childish grin
with his hair just barely even there and the tattoos i once couldn't get enough of.
I watched him reach into his pocket and pull at a lighter and a cigarette..
I never cared much for that but with him.. I just didn't care.
He took a drag and held it in. I watched as he blew it out 
all i could think of was The day we met..
I had never seen anyone like him before.. 
and sense that day forward he has never left my mind and
"Well?"
He interrupted my thought..
"Of course i remember"
He smiled and held out his hand as i grabbed it 
We ran out the side door to our simple little high school.
There was a path that took you out past the football field 
we ran the hole way. He's hand never left mine
even when i tried to let go he just looked down at me smiled 
and held on even tighter.
As the path met the side of the quiet forest area
we ran through so many trees.
He all of a sudden stopped.
A grin came a crossed his face as he asked me
"Do you remember which tree it is?"
i smiled and walked past him all confident like.
I pushed my dark black hair back and took a look at the trees
I had to remember i couldn't let him win again.
I walked around a little bit and i found it. 
I walked over to it grabbed the rope and out fell the ladder.
He winked and me 
"Awww you do remember"
as i led the way up the latter.
I drifted off into thought.
Remembering the first time he brought me here.
It was raining and i just had the worst day of my life.
Everything was falling apart and i was losing it.
It was the day both my parents had died in a car crash on there way home.
He pulled me up onto his back and let me piggyback ride all the way here.
I couldn't help but to cry with the rain running down my face.
The only thing that kept me together was him. 
We got here and he led me up to the tree house. 
It wasn't just any tree house. 
It was all just one big room but there was candles everywhere
and in the corner sat so many pillows you could just lay there forever.
He had so many books in there i couldn't believe it.
He didn't strike me as the reading type,
but then again he always surprised me.
Reality hit me again and 
i reach the top and pulled myself up into the tree house
and i couldn't believe what i saw.



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"Do you remember?" As he whispered in my ear.
"Well do you?"
I stood there for a moment just looking into his big blue eyes,
taking in every moment, trying to memorize everything.
From the way he smirked with that childish grin
with his hair just barely even there and the tattoos i once couldn't get enough of.
I watched him reach into his pocket and pull at a lighter and a cigarette..
I never cared much for that but with him.. I just didn't care.
He took a drag and held it in. I watched as he blew it out 
all i could think of was The day we met..
I had never seen anyone like him before.. 
and sense that day forward he has never left my mind and
"Well?"
He interrupted my thought..
"Of course i remember"
He smiled and held out his hand as i grabbed it 
We ran out the side door to our simple little high school.
There was a path that took you out past the football field 
we ran the hole way. He's hand never left mine
even when i tried to let go he just looked down at me smiled 
and held on even tighter.
As the path met the side of the quiet forest area
we ran through so many trees.
He all of a sudden stopped.
A grin came a crossed his face as he asked me
"Do you remember which tree it is?"
i smiled and walked past him all confident like.
I pushed my dark black hair back and took a look at the trees
I had to remember i couldn't let him win again.
I walked around a little bit and i found it. 
I walked over to it grabbed the rope and out fell the ladder.
He winked and me 
"Awww you do remember"
as i led the way up the latter.
I drifted off into thought.
Remembering the first time he brought me here.
It was raining and i just had the worst day of my life.
Everything was falling apart and i was losing it.
It was the day both my parents had died in a car crash on there way home.
He pulled me up onto his back and let me piggyback ride all the way here.
I couldn't help but to cry with the rain running down my face.
The only thing that kept me together was him. 
We got here and he led me up to the tree house. 
It wasn't just any tree house. 
It was all just one big room but there was candles everywhere
and in the corner sat so many pillows you could just lay there forever.
He had so many books in there i couldn't believe it.
He didn't strike me as the reading type,
but then again he always surprised me.
Reality hit me again and 
i reach the top and pulled myself up into the tree house
and i couldn't believe what i saw.



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