after 10
months, i would expect things to be a little bit different. but
there you go, having to be so god damn immature. it hurts how you
ask me to be friends with benefits now.. can't believe you
think of me like that. can't believe i'd expected things
to be different, knew from the beginning but can't help
thinking "what if this guy would change". i know you so
well, i know you aren't like this. so why are you acting this
way? i know god damn well that you aren't some kind of douche
bag, but hey maybe i was wrong all along. maybe all those things
you said to be were lies. i miss you, i'm still in love with
you and you're so oblivious. i'd get back with you in a
heart beat, even though you broke my heart. love hurts. they say
if you love someone, let them go. but how is that fcking
possible?
don't cry because it's over, smile
because it happened.
i remember our first hug, our first
kiss, the first time you met my
mom, the first time we had dinner
together, the first time you called
me baby, the first time you told me
you loved me. i also remember the
first time you broke up with me.
w h a t h a p p e n e d
?
i'm so terribly
sorry that i wasn't good enough for you, that we
bickered
over everything we did, that i cared so much about
you. you said we were perfect. you said you'd never
leave me. you'd said we'd always
be together for-
ever. you said you were in love with me. i guess i'm
so terribly sorry that it had to end the way it
did.
so roll the windows down and
put the car in drive it's starting to rain a little bit
outside.
and i've had you on my mind for some time. why did you go? why
did you leave, i can't
forget about you and me. but now i'mletting go.