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the moment when you're like 
"where did that b*tch come from?"
and she looks at you and says,
"same place you did, same place."




nmq.

friend: OMG! tomorrow is Valentine's Day!
me: yeah.
friend: i dont know why but i'm excited!
me: no.
friend: what?
me: You do realize its gonna be like any other tuesday, no different than the last tuesday.

Define Normal
(from liv's point of view)

   I got home from school that day, ran upstairs, and headed for the computer, i needed to look up the defintion. I got on the internet and typed in on Google,
"definition of normal"
 i hit enter, but all that came up was
"how to become normal-teen magazine article"
"normal clothes can be elegant"
"Define Normal by Julie Anne Peters"
"normal--a new collection in Hawai"

I scrolled and went to as many pages as i could. but couldn't find the definition, so instead i went ot dictionary.com
typed in normal and this is what it said,
"conforming to the standard or the common type;usual; not abnormal; regular; natural."

I fumbled through my backpack and got out a piece of paper tht was wrinlked and ripped, wrote the definiton down, crumped it back up and put it in my coat pocket.

***********

I arrived at school the next morning, walked into homeroom, and went to go find Casey. Kourtney stopped me, "hey! whoa what's wrong you seem like your in a hurry?" i looked at her and said, "i am." she giggled, "haha whyy?" i was trying to look behind her to see if i could find Casey, and i didn't feel like telling her why. So i just walked past her and said, "i'll tell you some other time." She was dumbfounded, i've been her best friend since kindergarten and i didnt even give her the time of day. I felt bad, but i'd make it up to her somehow. 

I found casey.

"HEY! Casey, i got it!" I pulled the crumpled piece of paper out of my coat pocket and gave i to her. 
She stared at it...for a long time.
"wow. but it's incorrect."" casey said
i smiled and snapped back into it, "wait what? I got this from the internet its right." 
she looked at it again.
"yeah but it doesn't make anysense. No one is normal, why does this word even exist."
i looked at her, kind of disappointed...i looked for the definition and she just threw it on the ground and walked away.
I picked up the piece of paper, then someone tased me. It was Luke.
"Why do you keep talking to her?' he asked
"no reason," i said 
"ight? doesn't make any sense but okay?"
i turned around, frustrated that i couldn't figure Casey out and said, "You know what Luke, some things don't make sense, apparently this doesnt!" i flung the crumpled piecce of paper on the floor, and walked away.

(LUKE'S POV)

I went over and picked up the crumpled piece of paper. It read,
"conforming to the standard or the common type;usual; not abnormal; regular; natural."

I was so confused, i looked over at Casey. And started to approach her.
"hey." i said
"hiii!" she sid with a smile on her face
"uhm is this yours?" i showed her the note
she looked at it, and said "yeah, yeah someone was just showing it to me." she looked up and smiled.
My heart started racing, my hands sweaty as good be, i could feel my mouth getting dry, and mouth opening but no wrods coming out, everything was going weird, i was looking into her eyes, i-i-i was nervous to be around her. I liked her.

The bell rang and i snapped out of it. she laughed and walked away. I had to go find Liv.

i you love so much
fav if you read this wrong <3

Define Normal
(from Liv's pov)

   Living life in 8th grade is soooo not easy! I mean when you think about it, you have to worry about every little piece of yourself, every little thing that makes someone else HATE you. But...thinking of it now, there is one person in my grade, who just walks into school everyday with a smile on her face, and doesn't care what people think. Her name is Casey...she has brownish, blondish hair (more blonde than brown), and she's kinda tall, skinny, and now that i think about it, she's beautiful. But like no guys actually have a crush on her....
   She doesn't have the biggest boobs or the biggest butt, she's just like normal, what a person should be. She barely wears any make-up, she's wicked nice, funny, and im just so mind blown that i couldn't figure this out before. Looking at the other girls in my grade who CAKE on the make-up, who wear push-up bras, and who fry their hair every day, with that straightner, its insane. Even tho, i do have to admit to myself, i do that sometimes too.
   But there was something about this Casey girl, i didn't get it, she's so normal and perfect yet NO guy likes her.
****

I walk up to my best guy friend, Luke, 
"hey luke, can i ask you something?"
luke turned around, "yep, whatcha need livvy"
i giggled a little, "haha, uhm have you ever talked to Casey?"
Luke glanced over at Casey, "eh maybe once and a while, but not often. why?"
i looked over at her too, "cuz i think she is wicked pretty...do you?"
luke looked at me and laughed, "no, not really, but im sure you could date her! haha"
"no luke, i didnt mean it in tha--" he walked away with his buddies laughing before i could finish.
****
I decided that i had to talk to Casey, find out for myself, what makes her so normal and perfect.
****
So after school, i walked up to her...my palms were kinda sweaty considering i have never talked to this girl in my life, and i might be made fun of for talking to her...but whatever, i'll just go.

"hey, hey casey! wait up!"
she turned around, kinda confused, "hii?"
"sorry i know that we've never talked but, like wow this is gonna sound stupid, can ijust ask you some things?"
casey looked dumbfounded, and slighty afraid, but she matured herself and said, "sure, absolutely"
i smiled, "okay so uhm how am i gonna say this....why or no no no what? no....." my words stumbled in my brain, and i just had to come out and say it, "how are you so normal and perfect?"

time stopped...

she looked at me, so confused, just wondering what i just asked and she replied, "what are you talking about?"
my face turned red, "you're so nice, and pretty, and nice, and pretty and normal and perfect, and you dont care what anyone thinks, and you dont care tht no guys have a crush on you, and you just like idk you're just you." the words came out before i could think, but that's exactly what i was trying to ask.
she looked at me and smiled,
"im not perfect. i just know that everyday is a day closer to the end of my life, and i dont want to waste a moment, a second, on wearing make-up or pushing my boobs up, i just want to love my life, without the stress."
i looked at her....lost. Wondering why you wouldn't even care what others think, knowing people could hate you just cuz you look that way.
"but but how are you so normal."
she looked at me and laughed again.
"im not normal at all. haha infact im miles far from normal, whatever normal is."
i smiled then became confused again, "huh?"
she looked up at the sun, "normal is a weird word. What is it. Define normal."
my mouth opened but no words came out.
she giggled, "tell me what normal means tomorrow, and maybe i'll have an answer for you."
she walked away.

i looked at the pavement and whispered to myself.
"define normal."



NEW STORY!! PLEASE CONTINUE READING THE REST OF THE BOOK! <3 MORE TO COMEE

they say when you find your love, time stops, everything around you slows down....

im just waiting for that day.

she said: 'i don't get it, other guys fall for me cuz of my body, why are you the only one who doesn't?'

he said: 'cuz im too busy staring into your eyes'







nmq.

*Me and My Friend; In school; Playing Music*

me: i love the song 'we found love!'
friend: same same
me: imma play it
friend: (starts to sing along) 'we found love in a homeless place we found love in a homeless place!"
me: ....its hopeless.
friend: no.
me: yeah.
friend: for the past month i've been singing homeless....
me: .....

*Me and My Mom; In car*
me: mama i am soooo thirsty!
mom: coool?
me: mama can we get water?
mom: no.
me: mama i am so thirsty!
mom: drink your saliva.

oh mother, i love you <3

To become great at something,
you can't sit around and wait,
you have to go out there,
and,
JUST DO IT.