I haven't been online in 8 months, that's nearly a year
wow. Anyways I have made some wonderful friends on here and I feel
as if I owe them the least to reply or maybe update on how I have
been.
About 8 months ago I had a suicide attempt. I was probably in the
darkest time of my life. I had nearly no friends left and was
depressed continously. After my attempt I was in the hospital until
they had a free bed in the psych ward. I was there for about a
month until they felt I could go to a treatment center. I lived in
the treatment center for 4 months and the place was absolute hell.
I got out about 2 months ago and I finally felt well enough where I
could stay at home and go to a day treatment. I go to day treatment
everyday and I am working on bettering my mental health. That is my
current priority. I am also working on family problems. Some may
know or some may not but my mother was diagnosed with cancer the
day after Christmas and died January 12th. It was really heart
breaking but I had my brother there for me and I am getting through
it. My mother was my best friend and she meant the world to me. I
don't know what else to add I think those are the major things
that have happened. I cannot log in all the time like I used to but
will update as needed I supose. I love everyone who commented while
I was away and I am so sorry if I worried anyone.
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If you want to talk to me more, I don't have a facebook and
currently am not allowed to have a cellphone so if you comment I
will get back to you. I'm also not allowed on the computer
often so I really am sorry if it does take more than a few days. I
also no longer have a Tumblr account, it was my decision to no
longer go on that site because it really stopped my progress and I
was always self depreciating myself because of it. Thank you so
much for anyone that was there for me.