About to make your first cut but don't
I'll get to your directios later. Let me start by asking
you a fe questions.
How do you like breaking out in rashes and that unbearable
itch? You do? Great, you'lllove howthe healig cuts itch
like crazy but you can't scratch without fear of other
people being curious.
Heatstroke...so fun! PE with long sleves on in 90 degree
weather is the absolute best, especially when you're
overheated to the point where it is almost painful, when your
sweating is absolutly disgusting and most definitely
not attractive, to the point where you're about to puke
but you have to say you are always cold other wise people
Cute summer dresses, thank tops, t-shirts. Say your f/cking
gooodbyes. Say hello to a summer full of overheating in hideous
long sleves and nosy questions from people around
What if you have kids someday? What are you going to tell
Girls, You know when it's your period and you get blood on
your clothes? There's that nasty stain and you have to
clean your clothes in the sink, how gross. Well, prepare
yourselves for doing hat for more than once a month.
You like hugs? no more. The moment someone touches your arm,
leg, where ever, you'll flinch uncontrolled. Prepare for
How aout constant paranoia that your cuts may show? Your mind
is obviously overwhelmed with whatever is bothering you.
Cutting will most definitely add to that stress.
How about money speant on bandaids?
Hiding bloody tissues?
Hours taken away from each day?
How do you like staph infections? Google them.
Guess f/cking what? You may want to cut for control.
Control over the physcial pain that you feel becaus you have no
control over the mental pain that you feel. Well, damnit.
You might think you have control over this pain.
But it has control over you. Someday, You're gonna
cut a little deep. Sound exticing? It's terrifying, when
the blood flows and it wont stop,but your more scared to tell
someone. You're gonna swear to yourself that you'll
never cut again. And then boom, thats when you realize your
hooked. At this point, you will realize whatthe hell you've
done to yourself, you will want nothing more than to stop. But
your self-harm... it forces you to. And you have no control,
none what so ever. An addiction.
And that is terrifying.
Still want to cut? here you go.
1. Get a trash can nearby.
2. Pick up your blade.
3. Throw it away.
4. Call a friend, a parent, anyone you love, and tell
them you love