sweetescape

imma do me, you do you. ✌

im tired of crying every single night because of you.
i know we f*cking broke up, but i just can't let you go. i cry myself to sleep every night because i miss you i miss being in your arms. i miss you holding me. i miss how we used to cuddle. i miss going to sleep wearing your sweater & smelling it, wishing you were with me. i just wish we could get back together. we were so perfect, perfect for eachother. everyone always used to tell us how we were gonna get married, & have cute kids. i know we're young, & that most high school couples don't last, but i really believed in us. i thought we were special. i thought you really loved me like i love you. you are so important to me, why can't you i still be important to you? i remember the first time i saw you. i thought you were the nicest guy ever & i was praying that i could go on a date with you. i remember our first kiss. it all seemed so surreal. i miss the touch of your lips on mine. i just wish you could hold me & never let go. it feels like just yesterday you were the guy i was swooning over & freaking out about to all my friends. i miss you so much. i want you here with me. why can't i stop thinking about you. why can't i f*cking get over you?
i wish i knew how to let you go.